(Yes, it's my first fic, it'll won't be great but everyone has start somewhere)
and yes...
I did write this on an Ipad, well my computer's broke)
The trainer's ebony black hair flailed wildly without his cap, it was cold on this isolated mountain side. Bitter, salty tears streaked down his face, as he remembered what had happened to the girl he had loved... Iris, struck down and killed by a ruthless Team Rocket agent, who had been sent to kill the crying trainer known as Ash Ketchum. Ash painfully remembered the barrage of emotions that rushed through every vein in his body, anger, fear, sadness, and a strange burning ache in his heart. Pikachu was one of his few comforts during his turbulent days afterwards.
"Pikachu, buddy, i should've told Iris about what i felt, when she was alive, not dying" Ash said quietly to the all ears, yellow rodent.
He was clearly shivering from the bitter cold, and the immense sadness that wracked his body. He had known Iris had feelings for him, this was broken to him by Cilan, only a few weeks into their journey across Unova. At first, Ash had been too caught up in his pokemon training to really bother about the attention from Iris. This changed after her death, and pokemon training was the least of his concerns.
He still had nightmares about when he held the dying girl in his arms, sobbing uncontrollably as Cilan and several trainer's staying in the local pokemon centre had rushed to help...
All in all...
She truly had changed his life, that Iris...