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High school...sucks. Period. There is not a single thing good about it, it just sucks. It freakin sucks! Why you ask? Well simple. When your teachers couldn't get more boring, couldn't hate you anymore, couldn't be more lame it is pretty easy to think it sucks.
Why do the teachers hate me? I don't know, maybe they think I'm weird or something. I mean they must be thinking who has NATURAL red hair? Or green eyes like mine? Or can be so freakin stoned and still get the RIGHT answers to their questions when I didn't even know what they said? Well I think the above reasons might be part of it but I'm not sure.
Or maybe they're all homophobic? I'm open and proud about it. Yeah I'm gay and if you don't like go F **** yourself buddy because I don't deal with the people who don't like others because of what they are not who they are.
Yeah like I said I hate school. And at the moment I am laying down on my desk, in the third row from the door, surrounded by empty seats because everyone thinks because I am gay and I 'like it up the ass' that I have AIDS or something. Well I hate stereotypes to. And you know what else I hate? The whole up the ass thing, it makes it sound like it's bad or something, but it's not...it's just the way we do it. Like saying you like it up the V sounds bad. It's just wrong. Now the teacher is glaring at me, she has this look in her eye...her eyebrow is twitching and her left eye gets scrunched up like that area of her face ate a lemon...even though that would be impossible...well that's the best way I can describe it.
"Mr. Hirogande! Are you paying attention? What it the answer to the prob-" She was cut off, mid rant, by the door creaking open. A small head of blond spikes poked in.
"Is this Mrs. Borhes class?" He asked, pronouncing her name wrong, just saying it like bore...which she was so it doesn't matter...much. You could see her get even madder...wow.
"Yes it is...you are the new student?" She confirmed...well no crap lady really. When a kid you haven't seen before wanders from class to class not knowing where they are just screams kid who has been their for a while. Really, here's your sign Mrs. Bore. Stupid and boring..wow.
"Oh, cool, finally...Er, where do I sit?" He asked, finally getting all his body in the class. Can you say wow? If I wasn't so stoned I would have squealed...he was super freakin cute, he looked so huggable! But since I was like super doped out on weed...i think...uh I didn't.
"Can you introduce yourself?" She asked. He nodded briskly.
"Yup." He stood in front of the class. I noticed that he shifted from foot to foot slightly, his cheeks, pale held a slight blush. God he was cute when he was nervous.
"Hi guys, my name is Roxas Kaze. I like soccer, science and I have a twin. I'm fifteen years old." He said, he seemed distracted and was looking in my direction but closest to me was a girl that a good bit of guys had a crush on, her name was Namine.
"Where can I sit?" He asked. The teacher pointed to me.
"How about over there? Next to Axel?" She told him and he nodded and brought his skinny little self and his backpack next to me.
"Hi." He said, sticking out his hand. To bad, I couldn't ruin this kids life...i didn't want him to be labeled gay. It really sucked because no body liked you after that, even your first gay boyfriend. Stupid freakin... don't get me started.
"Go away." I hissed at him. He must not have heard me, he just stood their with his hand out, looking like an idiot. I just couldn't let him fall like that. Couldn't let him look so freakin stupid. So I stuck out my hand and we shook. His hand was a lot smaller then mine and it was really smooth, like he uses moisturizer or something.
"Hi, what's your name?" He asked as he sit down. Sliding into the seat next to me! Sliding into the freakin seat next to me!
Mrs. Bore went on teaching and we started talking. " My name is what the hell are you doing? I said go away." I hissed at him again. He looked puzzled.
" Why?" He whispered. Alright, we where now on whispering bonus.
" 'cause!" I almost yelled. And I almost told him that I'm some freakin homo. But I couldn't, cause..cause...i wanted a friend. I freakin needed a friend. "Cause... no body likes me, I ain't got no friends and if you hang with me you ain't got friends. And I like you so I want you to have friends. So you have to leave. Get away." I told him, angry, he already didn't listen to me once.
And the worst part of it? You could hear the snickers already, the 'fag' and 'gaylords' where already floating around. The stupid comments actually made me loose my high, and that stinks because I was enjoying it.
"Oh...well...you need a friend." He said, smiling up to me stubbornly. Crap.
Well what could I do? How could I refuse this kid? I mean you would have to meet him, he looks so freakin huggable! So yeah, I felt bad but I couldn't refuse him when he was sitting right there smilin' at me!
"Fine." I grumbled and just propped my hand on my hands and stared up at the ceiling, trying hard not to stare at him. And not really succeeding...okay I give up trying, he's to cute! He's to freakin cute!
"So...what's your name?" He asked. So super freakin cute! In fact...god I want to kiss him! He had this little look of confusion so adorable! I looked away quick, hiding the blush. Did I mention that his voice was so soft...his lips would have to be sooooo much softer...and under my tongue..wait, stop! Bad Axel! Unless I have consent, bad Axel!
"Er, my name...uh...my name is Axel Hirogande. Got it memorized?" I told him, smirking.
"Cool name, I wish my name was cooler. My brother has a cool name, his name's Sora." Roxas said, sighing.
"Oh yeah" I nodded my head smirking, shifting slightly so I could see him clearer "well I think your name is pretty cool. Roxas. Roxas. Roxas. Rooxxaas." I repeated his name over and over again, like a song. He smiled, a big bright smile. And then he did the worst thing he could have possibly done. He put his hand over his mouth and giggled, he giggled!
"Wow, look at that, the two fags are already together." Somebody muttered as they walked by to sharpen their pencil. I don't think the teacher heard and when he turned around I saw him...Seifer Almasy, school bully and biggest homophob EVER! And all around totally asshole.
I stood up, I could take abuse, I could take the names. But I couldn't let the knew kid, get the crap thrown on him on the first day of school. "Seifer! Want to say that to my face!" I barked, standing up, not caring that my chair fell to the floor.
Seifer turned, a stupid grin plastered to his face. "You gonna come over here and ah, make me?" He said, smirking. Er! He drives me crazy!
"Yeah, I am!" I yelled, slamming my hand on the desk.
"No, your not Mr. Hirogande!" Mrs. Borhe yelled. Crap!
"He started it!" I yelled. What the hell, how come teachers can't catch the instigator doing it? Why! Tell me why god dammit!
" I don't care who started it, I'm ending it! I want you both to-" she yelled but we finished her sentence for her.
"To report to the principals office immediately!" we said, laughing. No matter how much I hate him that's always a good one. Seems like we've perfected that art actually. But I ain't going to the office, to get expelled, because he's being a homophobic asshole!
"No way! I don't want to get expelled 'cause that ASSHOLE can go around dissin' gay people and get away with it!" I yelled...but that's not what I said. But what I said was a bit different. "No way! I don't want to get expelled 'cause that ASSHOLE can go around dissing the one kid that bothers to sit next to me 'cause nobody else wants to sit next to a gay guy!" that's what I yelled. Pretty loudly actually.
"Mr. Hirogande!" Mrs. Borhe yelled again. I took the hint, picked up my stuff and stormed out of the room. To hell with that class! I pounded down the halls, which where empty for the most part. The quick walk gave me time to stew in my anger. And each step made me more pissed then the last one.