"Why do you love me? Why do you put up with me? After all of the pain I've
caused you. Why?"
"Because with out you there would be no me. Only half of what use to be. I could go on living without you as I did before. But it wouldn't be the same. And because I love you. With all of my heart and all of my soul, and that's all there is to it."
"How come you haven't run away from me? Run screaming in terror like the others. Why have you stayed with me? Stayed by my side and shown me kindness after all that I have made you loses. Shown me love, and let me have your body, whenever I wished, and never objected to it. Have given me kisses so soft and held me whenever this life and time has become too hard for me. Just let me cry, and then cuddle till **I** felt well. And you never once complained."
"Marik never forget that I fell in love with you before all this started. And I will stay with you no matter what happens. When all the stars in the sky die out, I will still be by ***YOUR*** side. When you die I will follow you. Wherever your spirt may go I will always be there. Just remember that and you will never be alone. You will always have me by your side."
"I love and yet I will continue to cause you pain until my quest is over. Will you stay with me until that time? Can you stand to stay with me, knowing all of the pain that I will cause you? Who will you go to when the pain I cause becomes too much? And."
"Shh. no more please. Yes I will stay with you until your quest is over, knowing that the pain will continue. And I will go to no one else when that pain becomes too much to bare. And if it ever happens that, that does come to pass I will live it out on my own and by myself. Just to prove my love to you."
"You will never have to live deal with it on your own. I will always be here by your side my love, my life."
I'm crying now, recalling the past from a few months ago. If I had known then that he would be gone I would have killed myself. And you know what after a few months Yami seemed to become crazier than I could have believed. Every time he took over the pain was so much, it was unbearable and yet I did stay. I kept my promise to him, that I would go to no one else, and live that pain out on my own.
But did he keep his promise about not letting me live in the pain alone. NO HE DIDN'T! Even before when I could still stand the pain at least a little bit, he would ignore me and act like I was nothing. He would take my body as he well pleased and show me no respect. That's when I started losing it and couldn't stand him any longer. That's when my hate for him over powered my love for him.
A short while later I lost Yami when the Pharaoh sentenced him to the Shadow Realms. I couldn't fell him anymore, and that was the worst pain in all. But now that he's not here, causing me pain, I can feel my love for him and that's why I'm crying now. Because half of me am gone and I know he won't come back.
But I will keep my promises. I will run to no one's awaiting arms. I will live this pain out on my own, and by myself. Until maybe one day he will decide to come back to me.
OWARI
FREAK: Gomen about the fluff in the first part it just went well. Even thought that wasn't what I was going for.
emotion: lyer you're just mad so why no make the others suffer. and if I were you I would watch it L.G, and B.D. are looking for you. Their sort of pist that you looked in your head again so for all of the readers out there expect. SAP'S, AND SADS' STUFF FOR THE REST OF THE WEEK.
Wai ja ne.
"Because with out you there would be no me. Only half of what use to be. I could go on living without you as I did before. But it wouldn't be the same. And because I love you. With all of my heart and all of my soul, and that's all there is to it."
"How come you haven't run away from me? Run screaming in terror like the others. Why have you stayed with me? Stayed by my side and shown me kindness after all that I have made you loses. Shown me love, and let me have your body, whenever I wished, and never objected to it. Have given me kisses so soft and held me whenever this life and time has become too hard for me. Just let me cry, and then cuddle till **I** felt well. And you never once complained."
"Marik never forget that I fell in love with you before all this started. And I will stay with you no matter what happens. When all the stars in the sky die out, I will still be by ***YOUR*** side. When you die I will follow you. Wherever your spirt may go I will always be there. Just remember that and you will never be alone. You will always have me by your side."
"I love and yet I will continue to cause you pain until my quest is over. Will you stay with me until that time? Can you stand to stay with me, knowing all of the pain that I will cause you? Who will you go to when the pain I cause becomes too much? And."
"Shh. no more please. Yes I will stay with you until your quest is over, knowing that the pain will continue. And I will go to no one else when that pain becomes too much to bare. And if it ever happens that, that does come to pass I will live it out on my own and by myself. Just to prove my love to you."
"You will never have to live deal with it on your own. I will always be here by your side my love, my life."
I'm crying now, recalling the past from a few months ago. If I had known then that he would be gone I would have killed myself. And you know what after a few months Yami seemed to become crazier than I could have believed. Every time he took over the pain was so much, it was unbearable and yet I did stay. I kept my promise to him, that I would go to no one else, and live that pain out on my own.
But did he keep his promise about not letting me live in the pain alone. NO HE DIDN'T! Even before when I could still stand the pain at least a little bit, he would ignore me and act like I was nothing. He would take my body as he well pleased and show me no respect. That's when I started losing it and couldn't stand him any longer. That's when my hate for him over powered my love for him.
A short while later I lost Yami when the Pharaoh sentenced him to the Shadow Realms. I couldn't fell him anymore, and that was the worst pain in all. But now that he's not here, causing me pain, I can feel my love for him and that's why I'm crying now. Because half of me am gone and I know he won't come back.
But I will keep my promises. I will run to no one's awaiting arms. I will live this pain out on my own, and by myself. Until maybe one day he will decide to come back to me.
OWARI
FREAK: Gomen about the fluff in the first part it just went well. Even thought that wasn't what I was going for.
emotion: lyer you're just mad so why no make the others suffer. and if I were you I would watch it L.G, and B.D. are looking for you. Their sort of pist that you looked in your head again so for all of the readers out there expect. SAP'S, AND SADS' STUFF FOR THE REST OF THE WEEK.
Wai ja ne.