Summary; Renesmee is fairly mature, she knows right from wrong, love from lust. She knows how to look after herself, but things just get too much sometimes and when she moves from her home town, loses all her old friends then finds out about her grandfathers death seems thing to pile on more and more . Then she meets Arian, a boy of her own age but so much more mature like herself, she depends on him more and more until she finds out he has big problems of his own. Can they work together to work it out? Or will things just get too much?
Yes, Arian might sound familiar by the way. Its from something called 'Arians belt' and its a constalation of stars in space. Wierd name i know but one of my best, best mates has this name and everytime someone asks him why he is named that his only response is; "Hippies for parents; dont bother" and laughs&yes, his parents are kind of these eco friendly, live of your own steam kind of people, they are sort of weird but so fun to be around (: Weirdest thing is though; today i was watching a program and this kid was also called arian&its the first time i have heard someone else called it (:
I only own Arian and his hippie parents, arian in the book is based on the real arian soo...yes; this did happen to him before people start asking. Well, some of it did, not EVERYTHING.
REVIEWS ARE VERY MUCH APRECIATED :D
CHAPTER 1; MOVING
My bag lay over flowing on the bare bed, the covers stripped. The house was being sold for millions, something nobody but Carlisle really wanted to do but hey, it was his house.
"Done?" Alice asked walking in with several of her own bags.
"I think" I answered turning to look her in the eye. "Why do we have to go? Where are we going?"
"Idaho and because we have been here for way too long"
Obvious answers drived me mad but i kept my mouth shut.
I forced the top down on my case and zipped it up breaking the pully thingy off. Great.
"I dont want to go" I moaned to dad as he pushed my case into the boot.
"Renesmee, dont start"
"What do you mean?!I have been good all day, havent murmed any of my concerns but everybody is alowed to moan at me!"
"Renesmee" He shouted.
"WHAT?!"
"Just get in the car and stop being so arogent. Now"
I slammed into him as i walked past and humphed into the car.
The drive there had to be the most boring part of my life so far, my mind though was messed up. Big time.
As we drove away from that big house-forever-the first time of my life i realised i probably wouldnt ever see anybody in forks again. When people move to forks its unlikely they ever move back out, i didnt really know why, but they didnt.
I already missed my granddad, even a little bit Jacob...
I couldnt believe i missed Jacob.
He had hated me since i was 9, i hurt him badly, chose my family over him, joked on billy a week before his death...all un-intentionally obviously. Why should i miss him?
"We're here" Carlisle called.
Two planes, and a 3hour drive wasnt actually too bad. Just very dull when nobody talked to you.
I looked out from the middle back seat having the best view of the road ahead. Like our old house it had a long winding drive leading through, trees covered either side and lots of hills. A big house, maybe 3 or 4 story's was no becoming clear between two large conifers. Yes, 3 story's, from my sight i could see the same identical glass wall, in the same place too.
"Lots of wildlife" Dad muttered.
"Gonna eat then Ness?" Emmett joked with me. I didnt find it funny.
"No. I told you before, Animals are innocent-er than humans. I refuse to hunt, even if there are really delicious smelling things out there..."
He laughed as i trailed off gawping out the window before stopping breathing all together. I couldnt resist the smell much longer.
"I need to get out" I said blatently.
"What? Why?" Dad asked concerned.
"That...smell" I felt my eyes water reluctantly, no, no, no, no, NO.
"Renesmee, there is another option. Eat"
"NO."
"You're anorexic anyway, just hunt. You're not getting out the car"
"Daaa-aaad. Please. This is unbearable."
The tears flowed from the raging burn in my throat, it had only been happening recently that burn. Carlisle was so shocked by it but so pleased, he said it would make me hunt because it would get so bad, i personally think it was just because i was getting more and more like 'them' every day.
"Renesemee, dont cry please" He pleaded turning his contact from my eyes.
"But it hurts" I moaned. "Let me out, please."
"The smell will only be worse out there"
We sat in silence for a few seconds, the raw tightness scraped at my throat rapidly getting worse as the smell strengthened and just went at other times.
"Fine." I finally sighed. "Ill hunt, just get me out"
"Thankyou" He smiled, his eyes slowly returned to a butterscotch from their darker black via stress. "Ill come"
"Dont know why" I muttered as we climbed out the car. "Not like im not going to hunt at that smell"
As dad promised, the first time i breathed the tender wound ripped through my whole body. I ran off into the forest at my full speed chasing that one thing, that something that smelt so good.
I must have gone miles, i barely knew dad was there apart from his distant calls every now and then telling me id crossed yet another border line, something i wasnt bothered about to be honest, didnt care if dad followed me, if i went into canada or if i got lost as long as i got that scent.
Then i suddenly stopped. The smell was metres from me. Lion? I didnt care. My instics told me to pounce, and so i did.
Dad came running after me shouting about a minute later, i was finished staring at shock at what id just done.
"RENESMEE!" He shouted one more time before landing next to me and showing the same shocked expression.
"Do you not know the difference between an animal scent and a human scent?!" He asked frantically.
"No."
"I was running full speed, passed a group of campers futher down, about 12. Thought you were going for them"
"I dont care. OMG. DAD! I just killed a mommy bear" I cried.
"Calm, Emmetts favourite"
"Ugh." I gave him my evils. "You are seriously sick in the head" I spat walking off at a vampire speed.
The house was too similar to the old one, too many memorys.
Esme's favorite table was still here but in a designated room unlike the old house where it joined into the living room. The glass wall went past the whole of the living room instead of half, the basic color scheme still pales. The sofas had moved from one side of the room to another so they faced out onto the woodland, the TV squaring up the corner of the room. The kitchen was a basic rectangular lay out, almost concentric like, both leading out into the large hall. Upstairs was massive, my room was in the attic something id wished for. A perfectly decorated the stair case which lead out onto the over sized landing. Carlisles and Esmes room held one massive bed, one massive unnecassary bed, and from there room, like a little 'on suite' was Carlisles study. Jasper and Alice went for the more modern theme, without the bed, like mom and dad and Rosalie and emmett went for a 'car' and sport theme which looked much better than it sounded. The stairs which led to my room were right next to mom and dads room, they curved upwards steeply and came out into a large square split into two. One half held my bed, double bed, then the other my junk a curtain seperating them both. Alice, Rosalie, Esme and mom had unpacked all my things to my pleasure, something i always hated doing no matter how small.
"Your school is an hours walk away, 10/20 minute drive" Carlisle said giving me basics. "You start tomorrow."
"Want to know some people in your class?" Alice asked exitedly. I didnt want to burst her bubble so nodded with fake enthusiasm, hopefully the 'fake' not showing.
"Okay, Arian, Joseph, Arizona, Summer, Alicia, James, Lucas, Rogerson, Jessica, Mike-"
"MIKE?!" Mom burst out laughing. "And JESSICA"
"Alissa, Jonas, Phoenix, Dakota, Jackson.." She carried on but i stopped listening.
My mind was wherring.
"Wow." I said after she finished. "Im gonna go to bed, k?
"Tired and stuff, school tomorrow..."
Everyone just nodded in sinc which was slightly creepy but i ignored it and went to bed as promised, changing into my spongebob jimmys and tying my hair back.
Sounds pretty rubbbbish atm. I KNOW. but; it will hopefully get better&she starts school tomorrow soo....REAAD (: