Malchik Gay

Do you remember the time last winter that you took me to the downtown mall in your new car? We sat in silence until you turned the radio on. Rock music was always your favorite, wasn't it? You let me switch it to Hot 99.7, my favorite channel. We sat there wordlessly until lyrics from a song we knew so well filtered out into the air from your 300 dollar stereo system.

"Handsome, tender, soft.

Why do you look right through me?

Thinking no I can't deny my feelings growing strong

I try to keep believing, dreaming on

And every time I see you, I crave more

I wanna pull you closer, closer, closer, closer

But you leave me feeling frozen."

You turned your head, listening. I fell silent when I heard your voice ring out as well.

"Malchik Gay, malchik gay

I can be all you need

Won't you please stay with me?

Malchik gay, malchik gay

Apologies, might-have-beens

Malchik gay, malchik gay

Can't erase what I feel
Malchik gay...gay, malchik gay

Malchik gay, malchik gay, malchik gay

Malchik, malchik..." You smirked and turned your azurite eyes back on the road sretched out before us monotonously. I smiled faintly and reached for your hand.

"Choking back emotion

I try to keep on hoping for a way

A reason for us all to come in close

I long for you to hold me like your boyfriend does

And though my dream is slowly fading

I wanna be the object, object, object, object of of your passion but it's hopeless"

You threw back your head and laughed. A hollow sound to my ears. You asked if that last line was true of me and I tentatively nodded. You squeezed my hand and laughed again. I asked you to tell me qwhy and you just shook your head, asked me to keep singing. So I did.

"Malchik gay, malchik gay

I can be all you need.

Won't you please stay with me?

Malchik gay, malchik gay

Apologies, might-have-beens

Malchik gay, malchik gay

Can't erase what I feel

Malchik gay, malchik gay

Won't you please stay with me?

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Apologies, might-have-beens

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I can be all you need.

Won't you please stay with me?

Malchik gay, Malchik gay

Apologies, might-have-beens

Malchik gay, malchik gay

Can't erase what I feel

Malchik gay, malchik gay

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Malchik, malchik, Machik gay."

Now, as you lie there in the cold unforgiving ground, I ponder over your last words on this cruel earth. "Hey, do you, you know, love me?" Softly to the sky I whisper," Yes, Riku, I do."
Owari