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Disclaimer: Twilight characters are owned by Stephanie Meyer... Not me. I just made them crazy for love...

Chapter One
Tell Me Why

"I'm sick and tired of your attitude

I'm feeling like I don't know you

You tell me that you want me then cut me down

I'm sick and tired of your reasons

I've got no one to believe in

You ask me for my love then you push me around

Here's to you and your temper

Yes, I remember what you said last night

And I know that you see what you're doing to me

Tell me, why? Why? Tell me, why?" –Taylor Swift

The lonely clicking of my heels echoed the empty hallway as I approached a pair of luxurious mahogany doors guarded by two giant men in black suit.

"Goodevening madam." Says the man on the left as he retrieves a wooden clipboard from behind him.

"Goodevening gentlemen," I greeted as I let my hands rest on my hips. "Isabella Marie Swan," I stated my name.

"Certainly Ms. Swan," says the security and they both opened the heavy door where I was greeted by a soft jazz music and chatters that withheld in the room. Laughter boomed from left and right, couples swaying to the music near the stage. After taking a couple of steps I spotted a mop of bronze hair in the dance floor, gracefully gliding with a tall beautiful strawberry blond. I watched as a crooked smile, that I have been accustomed to; spread across his face my heart began to beat faster. His red kissable lips brushed against the woman's ears as he whispered words that caused her to laugh.

"Stop eye fucking the man and just go and talk to him," a voice jolted me out of my trance seeing a glass of champagne in front of me.

"Well, I prefer eye fucking him than actually fuck a literally married man." I replied accepting the champagne flute, turning around meeting the playful eyes of my bestfriend Jacob.

"Well Ms. Swan, I for one know what your saying is a bunch of bullshit on the fact that you have fu-" I quickly jabbed my left elbow on his stone hard stomach causing more injury to myself rather than to him but at least it shut him up before.

"Bella!" Alice's screeching happy voice echoed in the room causing Edward to glance towards my direction meeting my eyes. His smile faltered and I turned my head to give Alice my attention.

"Alice, its been a while dear friend." I said giving both of her cheeks a kiss in the end she pulled me into a bone-crushing hug. Yeah a girl whose twenty pounds and a foot smaller than me is stronger. How is that possible you ask? I have no clue.

"Bella, don't ever disappear for that long!" she said linking her arm with me.

"Alice I've only been gone for two weeks, I'm sure you didn't even notice I was gone." Alice snorted and picked up a champagne flute from a waiter's tray as he passed by.

"Oh please Bella, I have calling you everyday since my birthday and your assistant said that you went to Italy for business," she said grabbing me to sit beside her at an empty love seat near the entrance. "now," she said placing her champagne flute at the coffee table and I did the same. "since you are here, I want to ask if you'd do me a huge favor like before."

"Oh no Alice, I am not about to put on one of your lingerie to prance around in front of hundreds of people and actually having my pictures taken with them on." I said shaking my head.

"Please Bella, you have no idea how many I sold that night!" she said smiling like a Cheshire cat. "And plus I'll make you the most breathtaking dress for Edward and Tanya's engagement-" I held my index finger in front of her and her eyes narrowed waiting for me to say something. I picked up my flute and drained the rest of my champagne and picked up another from a passing waiter.

"I'll do it on a count of I'm not going to Edward's engagement party-" Alice gasped and I held my index finger as I downed the champagne like its water and waved for the waiter to bring me another one.

Where is the hard liquor when you need one?

"I have a business function in Venice that weekend and I can not come back in time and I'd appreciate it if you do not tell Edward about it." I said sipping on the champagne.

"Is… is there something your not telling me Bells?" Alice said looking straight into my eyes. "You… you don't have this many business functions for as long as I know you and as I recall the day before Edward's engagement party is your twenty seventh birthday and you and I both know that we already rented a house in palm beach. What's going on here Bella?" she asked eyeing me. I looked over to Edward who was joyously twirling Tanya at the dance floor. I heard Alice gasped with realization as I got up walking out the heavy doors that I have entered from as the tears began to uncontrollably steam down my cheeks.

I stepped beside the curb and flagged for a cab.

"Bella!" A familiar velvet voice called my name. I didn't need to turn around; instead I flung open the back seat of the yellow cab and stepped inside slamming the door behind me.

"Grayson district, Windsong apartments." I directed the cab driver. I glanced to my right and saw Edward running after the cab calling for my name. It took all of my strength to turn away and headed home.

After twenty minutes of silence, I arrived at my apartment and was greeted by Henry, our doorman. "Goodevening Ms. Swan, had a wonderful evening?" he asked. I simply nod my head and headed towards the elevator where Henry pressed the penthouse suite.

I retrieved my cellphone out of my clutch and pressed the number five, after one ring, the phone was picked up. "Felix," I sternly said.

"Ms. Swan, what can I do for you?" Felix replied.

"I need the jet to be ready within twenty minutes." I said as I stepped inside the elevator. "I need you to tell Captain Demetri that we're heading to Venice. Have the Venice staff prepare for my arrival. Tell Alex to stock up on blue bell ice cream."

"What's the matter bella ragazza, rough night?" Felix asked his voice softening.

"You can say that Felix, its just one of those nights I wish my mother was here." I said in a vulnerable voice that only Felix and Mrs. Cope, my house keeper, has ever heard me. "Just please," I said barely in a whisper stepping out of the elevator. "I know I just got back but I have to get out of here, its to soon for me to be here Felix, please."

"Will do Ms. Swan."

"Thank you," I said entering the front door ending the call. "Mrs. Cope!" I called.

"Bella dear," Mrs. Cope said appearing by the kitchen "back so soon?"

"I know Mrs. Cope but I'm heading out for business, can you please put together a weekend bag for me within fifteen minutes? I just have to make some quick calls."

"Will do dear." Mrs. Cope replied disappearing into my room. I trust Mrs. Cope, she had taken care of me since I was a baby. Sometimes, I don't want her to worry too much. I reached my office and grabbed my laptop and charger along with my tablet. Maybe I can get some work done this weekend. I pulled an old painting off its shelf which revealed a safe. I punched in the code and retrieved a stack of hundred dollar bills and my passport. I closed it back up and headed out the office with my computer bag slung across my chest with my belongings inside. As I stepped into the foyer, Mrs. Cope was waiting for me along with Henry who was holding my bag. "Bella dear," Mrs. Cope said pulling me into a hug. "Please be careful and hope to see you home soon."

"Will do Mrs. Cope, please take great care of my place." I said giving her a peck on the cheek.

Stepping into the rented town car, I passed by Jewels Theater where I had been earlier for the party. There, I spotted Edward who had Tanya secured in his arms as they waited for the valet. His smile from earlier was no longer on his face. I looked away as I brushed the final tears that I would shed for Edward Cullen. No more. No more tears.

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