Nagareboshi Ae/Search for your love
My memories are clouded. dark, full of unsure thoughts.
I feel like I'm walking inside a graveyard. Slowly digging my own grave.
I'm so sick of suffering so much. I'm so sick of being alone.......
I wish it would just END. A good ol' shot to the body and I'm done...
Oneesan (#18) was lucky to find her pair. Even if it is a short, half-man half-cueball.
I on the other hand am still waiting profoundly for her.
*My Ideal Woman*
I wish for her to be beautiful. Her hair dark and black as night.
Emerald green eyes that flash at the touch of light. Reflecting like a beautiful jewel was engraved in there instead of normal eyes. So when she looks up at me; I will know it is her and that her
lust and love is only for me.
She will not be too tall just the right size. So I can directly look at her in those
captive eyes of hers. She will please me just the right way just as I will to her.
*My Wish*
Since I am immortal. The energy source within me runs for eternity, I will ask
the almighty Ryuujin
So she will stand by me forever...... To live by each other's side...
*Keep Forgetting*
Yet I still keep forgetting.
Makes me wonder......
What would be of me if I wasn't what I am. A jinzoningen?
A man-made creation. Cables, circuits and chips running throughout my body whole?
Maybe I would've found her already. And could be leading a happy life like oneesan.
Maybe with my own offspring.....
Hn....
Who knows? Maybe...... One of these days.....
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