Disclaimer: DBZ is the property of Akira Toriyama and FUNimation, NOT ME.
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A/N: Ok, now I know I'm mostly known as a straight T/M fan, but your wrong. I like BOTH T/M and T/P. This T/P will not bash Marron in any way, I just don't like to add things to the T/M/P war. I know some of my other stories have major Pan bashing, but I wrote those before I liked Pan, so no killing me, lol. On with the story! Oh, and I'm going to try and make this a songfic, this chapter's song is called, "My Immortal" by Evanescence (I just got the cd, lol). So I don't own that either.
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Pan's P.O.V.
I've been waiting for 10 years, for the day I truly confess my feelings for a certain someone.
Hi, I'm Pan Son, and I'm 14 years old.
Ever since I first laid my eyes on Trunks Briefs, I've loved him, yet, everyone keeps us from being together. It's so depressing when you've found love and you know you can't ever have it.
"I'm so tired of being here; suppressed by all my childish fears..."
I hate him, yet I love him. My friend, Bra, is also in love. She loves my Uncle Goten. Bra is Trunks' younger sister, and we're best friends! Marron Chestnut, Krillin and 18's daughter, is my other close friend. She isn't, and never has been in love. Little does she know, my friend, Uub, is pathetically in love with her. I need Trunks.....I know I know, I'm getting off the subject, but this is true love!
"And if you have the leave, I wish that you would just leave..."
My life is all messed up, and it's not just me. Bra can't have Uncle Goten because he's dating that country hill-billy (A/N: Sorry for spelling! and yes, this fic has Paresu bashing, even though I like her.) Paris, or whatever her name is. I've heard him call her 5 names!! Palace, Paresu, Paris, Valese, and Pares. He's head over heels for her. But now onto more of Trunks. Trunks left for buisness meetings. I haven't seen him for almost a year believe it or not. I still wait for him while I look out the window. I felt tears burn my eye lids as I thought about his presence.
" Because your presence still lingers here; and it won't leave me alone..."
I miss him so much. He doesn't know how I feel, and that's what else is killing me softly. If he comes back engaged, I'll probably hang myself. Or hang the lucky girl, or should I say, UNLUCKY. Just to think, it's been a whole year. I miss him so much. Now tears were rolling down my cheeks. Everyone would think sickly of me and him together. After all, we are 14 years apart, but age never stopped love like this. I feel so alone in this world. I don't see my friends much, Mom and Dad are always at work, Grandpa's always off training with Uub and others, and Grandma's either shopping or chit chatting with Bulma. I feel so empty inside.
" These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real, there's too much that time cannot erase..."
I know this sounds weird, but I've been with Trunks at the weirdest moments. Like when he was crying when he broke up with that girl, Aniya. I even wiped his tears away from his face. I was there when his grandmother was dying in the hospital, because he was almost screaming when she finally died. I've held his hand many many times when both he and I needed it. He just always had me when he needed help and a good friend.
" When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears; when you'd scream, I'd fight away all your fears; and I've held your hand through all of these years; but you still have all of me..."
He is what I need in life. He's helped me so much, and it's hard to think he's away from me. He always thought of me as an equal, even though he's much older and has more saiyajin blood in him. He's the reason why I'm breathing right now, I only live for him. I'll never love anyone else. I only hope he loves me too.
" You used to captivate me; by your resonating light; but now I'm bound by the life you left behind..."
I dream of him every night. Sometimes, I swear I can feel his energy. A lot of the time, I hear his voice, but when I look to see, no one's there.
" Your face haunts my once pleasent dreams; your voice, it chased away all the sanity in me..."
Bulma, his mother, misses him terribly even though she knows he's only working for Capsule Corp. like she told him to. Vegeta, his father, I can feel him missing training with Trunks, now he's starting to train Bra. She doesn't like it, but understands it's what's best for him. More tears went down my face, I never though I'd be this sad, only because we all thought he was going to be back after a week or so.
" These wounds won't seem to heal; this pain is just too real; there's just too much that time cannot erase..."
All of these memories just can't fade away. Sometimes, I wish I never fell for him, but I still did. You must think I'm disgusting for loving him, but I assure you, once you feel this way for ANYONE, you'd be sad too if you couldn't have that person.
" When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears; when you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears; and I've held your hand though all of these years; but you still have all of me..."
Before he left, he said he would always be with me, but I don't feel it. I only feel more sick and sad. I've grown pale, and weaker. I wouldn't be surprised if Bra could kick my butt in a fight the way I am now.
" I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone; and though you're still here with me; I've been alone all along."
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A/N: Ok, so no flames please. This is my first T/P romantic fic. I have a feeling I'm gonna have to do a lot of chapters to finish this story too, lol. So please give me good reviews!! If you don't, I probably won't be able to continue. Just remember, this fic WILL NOT have Marron bashing!!!! L8erz.
A/N: Ok, now I know I'm mostly known as a straight T/M fan, but your wrong. I like BOTH T/M and T/P. This T/P will not bash Marron in any way, I just don't like to add things to the T/M/P war. I know some of my other stories have major Pan bashing, but I wrote those before I liked Pan, so no killing me, lol. On with the story! Oh, and I'm going to try and make this a songfic, this chapter's song is called, "My Immortal" by Evanescence (I just got the cd, lol). So I don't own that either.
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Pan's P.O.V.
I've been waiting for 10 years, for the day I truly confess my feelings for a certain someone.
Hi, I'm Pan Son, and I'm 14 years old.
Ever since I first laid my eyes on Trunks Briefs, I've loved him, yet, everyone keeps us from being together. It's so depressing when you've found love and you know you can't ever have it.
"I'm so tired of being here; suppressed by all my childish fears..."
I hate him, yet I love him. My friend, Bra, is also in love. She loves my Uncle Goten. Bra is Trunks' younger sister, and we're best friends! Marron Chestnut, Krillin and 18's daughter, is my other close friend. She isn't, and never has been in love. Little does she know, my friend, Uub, is pathetically in love with her. I need Trunks.....I know I know, I'm getting off the subject, but this is true love!
"And if you have the leave, I wish that you would just leave..."
My life is all messed up, and it's not just me. Bra can't have Uncle Goten because he's dating that country hill-billy (A/N: Sorry for spelling! and yes, this fic has Paresu bashing, even though I like her.) Paris, or whatever her name is. I've heard him call her 5 names!! Palace, Paresu, Paris, Valese, and Pares. He's head over heels for her. But now onto more of Trunks. Trunks left for buisness meetings. I haven't seen him for almost a year believe it or not. I still wait for him while I look out the window. I felt tears burn my eye lids as I thought about his presence.
" Because your presence still lingers here; and it won't leave me alone..."
I miss him so much. He doesn't know how I feel, and that's what else is killing me softly. If he comes back engaged, I'll probably hang myself. Or hang the lucky girl, or should I say, UNLUCKY. Just to think, it's been a whole year. I miss him so much. Now tears were rolling down my cheeks. Everyone would think sickly of me and him together. After all, we are 14 years apart, but age never stopped love like this. I feel so alone in this world. I don't see my friends much, Mom and Dad are always at work, Grandpa's always off training with Uub and others, and Grandma's either shopping or chit chatting with Bulma. I feel so empty inside.
" These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real, there's too much that time cannot erase..."
I know this sounds weird, but I've been with Trunks at the weirdest moments. Like when he was crying when he broke up with that girl, Aniya. I even wiped his tears away from his face. I was there when his grandmother was dying in the hospital, because he was almost screaming when she finally died. I've held his hand many many times when both he and I needed it. He just always had me when he needed help and a good friend.
" When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears; when you'd scream, I'd fight away all your fears; and I've held your hand through all of these years; but you still have all of me..."
He is what I need in life. He's helped me so much, and it's hard to think he's away from me. He always thought of me as an equal, even though he's much older and has more saiyajin blood in him. He's the reason why I'm breathing right now, I only live for him. I'll never love anyone else. I only hope he loves me too.
" You used to captivate me; by your resonating light; but now I'm bound by the life you left behind..."
I dream of him every night. Sometimes, I swear I can feel his energy. A lot of the time, I hear his voice, but when I look to see, no one's there.
" Your face haunts my once pleasent dreams; your voice, it chased away all the sanity in me..."
Bulma, his mother, misses him terribly even though she knows he's only working for Capsule Corp. like she told him to. Vegeta, his father, I can feel him missing training with Trunks, now he's starting to train Bra. She doesn't like it, but understands it's what's best for him. More tears went down my face, I never though I'd be this sad, only because we all thought he was going to be back after a week or so.
" These wounds won't seem to heal; this pain is just too real; there's just too much that time cannot erase..."
All of these memories just can't fade away. Sometimes, I wish I never fell for him, but I still did. You must think I'm disgusting for loving him, but I assure you, once you feel this way for ANYONE, you'd be sad too if you couldn't have that person.
" When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears; when you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears; and I've held your hand though all of these years; but you still have all of me..."
Before he left, he said he would always be with me, but I don't feel it. I only feel more sick and sad. I've grown pale, and weaker. I wouldn't be surprised if Bra could kick my butt in a fight the way I am now.
" I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone; and though you're still here with me; I've been alone all along."
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A/N: Ok, so no flames please. This is my first T/P romantic fic. I have a feeling I'm gonna have to do a lot of chapters to finish this story too, lol. So please give me good reviews!! If you don't, I probably won't be able to continue. Just remember, this fic WILL NOT have Marron bashing!!!! L8erz.