I know all who read Changing Tides and Letter to a Stranger all want to kill me for the major delay I have been putting on them, but life has been mad lately, especially since my school is nearing to an end, and having exams at the moment. But I promise, as soon as my summer holidays begin I will be writing like mad for them.
This came from something that had recently happened to me, and I was tempted to make into a fanfiction because writing is my way of letting my emotions out.
I don't know how long this will last, but if you all like it, let me know, I will maybe continue it.
I hope you like, though this is just a teaser at the moment.
Read and Review (:
~unnz

Disclaimer: I don't own VA, never will, no matter how much I love Christian, he will never be mine… )': all character belong to VA

RPOV
Lately… life has been hell, those I thought of as my friends have been ignoring me, ignoring my needs and I have been feeling like I don't belong. Especially after what Adrian and Lissa had told me…

I didn't mean to hurt to anyone. After what Dimitri told me in the church, my resolve shattered. I couldn't really keep the Rose Hathaway bravado I had kept up most of my life, and to make it worse, Lissa wasn't only protecting him, but the words she said didn't really help after my heart was suffering enough.

Adrian didn't help either. I thought he would always be there.
Always as a friend, or even a brother. But I was wrong.

His and her words still echo, but not just Adrian's, Lissa's, but also Dimitri's.

"Love fades…mine has"

It constantly swirled in my mind, but what happened after that…

-Flashback-
I was walking out of the church when Lissa caught up to me.

"I told you to leave him alone. You just don't seem to understand that he has been to hell and back. You know… maybe you should go to hell, it would probably suit you better. You don't have a place here.
Go. To. Hell" she said in a cold and vicious tone that I flinched.
I simply nodded, there wasn't much I could as I watched her retreating figure walk back to Dimitri who looked at her like she was an angel.

I then though that maybe, I could talk to Adrian. I could stay with him, not when I'm this broken, but he met me half way at a café that was by his apartment.

"Adrian…" I whispered as I sat in front of him.

"Rose," he said in a bitter tone, "What, your cradle robber didn't take you back? So you come back running to me?" He said with a bitter laugh before taking a drag of his smoke.

I shook my head, "Adrian," I said in a small voice, then inhaled deeply, "I can't be with you anymore. You need someone that is not broken emotionally and someone that loves you deeply. Something I can't do." I said looking him in the eye.

The bitter look on his face turned cold, as he sent icy daggers towards me.

"Just 'cause that cradle robbing Strigoi wouldn't take you back, you break up with me? You're worse than a Strigoi! A heartless and soulless bitch!" He said venomously before throwing what was left of his smoke at me and standing. "My father was right, you are nothing but a worthless Dhampir!" he growled and walked off.

I sat there with the small cigarette burning my skin, but the pain of the burn didn't register with the pain of what was happening emotionally.

-End of Flashback-

So now, I lay in my bed, wondering if I'll ever be good enough for anyone. Is there someone out there for me… someone that hasn't go a name that is anything like Dimitri? That isn't Russian? That doesn't wear a Duster? That has shoulder length brown hair, and chocolate coloured brown eyes?

Is there anyone for me that won't hurt me? Call me heartless? And won't leave me in the rain?

I hope there is, but till then…

Let it Rain on Me

So that's what I have so far…

I do hope you like it, if not tell me, and I won't continue.
The words that are in italics in mid-sentence is there for a reason.
If you guys want me to continue, review and let me know.
Title is from the song by Ashanti-Rain on Me

Till my exams finish…
~unnz