Authors Quick Note -

This story has really short chapters but i think its good none the less.

I dont want to give to much about it away cuz its like the first one ive done like it. I'm wanna try to tie it into the game as much as possible with out making it an alternate thing compared to with my other stories but i dunno if thats gonna be possible :S... I really havent decided how i wanna end it either. So just like hope ya enjoy the story n such. Review it please :'(!!!

Squall stood in the corner of the club his friends came to on friday and saturday nights, his hair slipping down in his face lightly as he looked down thinking about his life. It was so pointless to him, Everyday going on half heartedly. There was no adventure any more. Same thing every waking day. He was only 19 now and his whole life was laid out before him, planned and paid. How he wished he hadn't defeated Ultimecia. He knew it was his own choice in his heart that he defeated her for other reasons but he didnt know what nor did he care to think about it. When he had slain her with his gunblade that last strike upon her body he felt this release from her like a joy that she was finally free from living. He had thought about it many times before but he couldnt understand why a person would be so happy to stop living and breathing. Now perhaps it was occuring to him. Maybe that she was tired of the same thing day after day.

He didnt want to desire any death upon himself. Squall looked up and saw Rinoa laughing and talking to Quistis and Selphie with Irvines arm tightly around Selphies waist and Zell some what in the distance dancing with his new girl friend. They always seem so happy, enjoying life to its fullest as he watches them in silence any more. The brunette man stood up off the wall shaking his head some then reaching up with his gloved hand he ran it through his hair for a moment then putting it back to his side. He glanced around the room a moment and by the door way he thought he saw someone he once knew and could relate to. He started walking to the door as he could only see the back of the person.

"Squall, Where are you going?", Rinoa asked as Squall looked anxiously at the door while he passed thier table. He stopped a moment and turned to her quickly then looked back over to the door but the person was gone.

"I... Thought I saw someone who looked familar..." The interest that had filled Squalls face left as he spoke.

Rinoa could see it in his face after she stopped him how his mood changed. She had noticed his change in attitude how he was becoming distant again like before she had met him. "Who was it?"

"No one." He turned and went back to his corner sitting in it waiting for the evening to end.