I have been trying to write a fanfiction like this for some time and finally i have done it :D
Hope you enjoy it :D
Thankyou to Sara and gabriella for beta reading :D
I do not own any characters from CSI (if i did would i seriously have let Sara/Jorja leave the show) :D
I want to be loved
'He hit me again not the worst beating I have had but it still caused me pain.
I don't know the man he is now
When we met he was charming and caring but now he's always angry and abusive
I know I should leave him, but I don't want to be alone and he'll kill me if I try and leave.
When he is in front of people he is so loving and affectionate.
I can't leave him he's the only thing I have in my life.
I feel like I am reliving my mom's life.'
"What you doing?" Hank snarled entering their bedroom bringing Sara out of her thoughts
"Just thinking babe" Sara smiled to not give him anything to yell at her for.
Hank walked over to where Sara was now standing and place a hand on her shoulder.
Sara's whole body physically tensed up.
"Come on, come to bed with me," Hank whispered seductively.
The way Hank said this made bile rise in Sara's throat.
"Hank I can't" Sara answered pushing him gently away "I have to go to work"
"You know not to say no to me" Hank yelled with anger in his eyes.
Sara wrapped her arms around herself knowing what was coming next.
"Sara come with me now!" the anger was clearly in his voice.
"Please Hank" Sara sobbed while looking at the floor "I have to go to work, I can't be late again."
Sara looked up just in time to see Hanks fist sink into her stomach.
Sara doubled over in pain "you bitch, you do as you're told, and your mine got that!" Hank screamed grabbing hold of Sara's hair and threw her onto the bed.
They never have sex anymore.
He raped her, just like the last time.
Hank rolled off her onto his back and laughed to Sara "always our dirty little secret"
Sara jumped off the bed and headed for the bathroom, tears still falling down her cheeks.
"Sara, you know your going to be late for work again, I know you hate that" Hank laughed passing by the bathroom door.
Sara got in the shower and turned the water on the hottest it could go and scrubbed herself.
'No matter how hard you scrub Sara you still feel him on you' Sara thought followed by a sob.
After scrubbing till her skin was red raw she got out of the shower and got ready for work.
TBC
A/N Please tell me what you think if you like it or not.. i know its a short chapter but the next one is longer :D
Please review they help me with the writing :D