Goodbye

I know you're watching me
I know you can see
What's happening to me
Some may think this isn't fair
Because some really care
I don't want to close my blue eyes
I wish I could lie
And say I'm okay
Just god ahead and fly
Go far away
The pain is in my chest
I feel just like them
Just like all the rest
I lie here. . .
In fear
I'm in the rain
My power gone
I'm sorry you have to see
What's happening to me
Some may think this isn't fair
Because some really care
I know you've watched me
You saw me be free
And make my copies
Now you see
It comes to me
Just like this
You've always gotten what I miss
You always knew I could feel
Angry, confused, lonely
You knew
You knew I had emotion
Even if I denied it
I know some of you
Out there
Have come to feel
All for me
Some stronger than others
Some like fathers
Some like brothers
And then
There are some who have come
To love me
I know. . .
I see. . .
. . .
And to those
I'm sorry you have to see
What's happening to me
You think it's not fair
Because I know you care
But there's no other way
I'm sorry to say
If he dies
So must I
We balance the equation
That's how it must be
I'm sorry. . .
But I must go
. . .
I'm going to die
And to you
I say goodbye