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"What's wrong, Harry?" Ron asked sitting to my right while Hermione took the left, "You've been in the library all day, Mate."
Looking between my best friends I wondered what I was supposed to say. I didn't even believe what I had just found out myself. Well actually I didn't want to believe any of it.
How was it possible that everyone lied to me? Everyone kept saying it. That was one of the very first things anyone who knew her would say to me and now I found out it wasn't true.
"I don't have them," I said staring at the picture before me.
"Don't have what?" Hermione asked confused.
"Her eyes. Guys, I don't have my mothers' eyes."
Hermione and Ron stared a confused look before leaning closer and looking at the picture. It didn't long for them to fall back in their chairs and stare at me. They both had seen what I did.
The truth was Lily Evans had brown eyes. She had deep brown eyes and I had bright blue eyes. How was it possible for me to have my mothers' eyes if they weren't even the same color?
"Maybe," Hermione started to say only to stop talking.
She knew that it wasn't possible for me to have my mothers' eyes. I stood up quickly and grabbed the photo before taking off out of the library. There were two people in this school who might have some answers for me.
I ran around the whole school looking for Professor Lupin for almost an hour before giving up. That just left the one person I truly did not want to talk to or even be around.
"Professor Snape," I said pounding on his classroom door, "Professor!"
I spent almost five minutes banging on the door before it finally opened. Professor Snape was glaring angrily and looking like I had just woken him up. Right now though I didn't care.
Pushing past him I started to pace the room until I heard the door closed. His glare was even harder now, but I still didn't care. All I knew was I needed answers and he had to have some.
"Did you know Lily?" I asked before he could say anything.
"What?" Snape asked staring at me.
"Did you know Lily Evans?"
"Of course."
"Do I have her eyes?"
And for the first time ever in three years of knowing the man I saw something I never thought was possible. Snape completely froze. It was honestly like my question made him become a statue.
He stood like that. His robes only partially done up since I most likely had woken him up. Wait, it was a little past 1 in the afternoon on a Saturday. What was Snape doing sleeping? Was he sick?
No, he didn't look sick at all. Well, he hadn't before I had asked my question. And though there was never really a lot of light in the classroom he wasn't flinching from the light floating in through the windows so it wasn't a headache.
Why was he sleeping then? There had to be a reason. I needed to figure out that reason. I don't care if it didn't make sense to me all I knew was that I needed to know what was going on with the man in front of me.
"Professor," I said hoping to knock him out of this thoughts, "Do I have Lily Evan's eyes?"
"Get out," Snape said his voice barely over a whisper.
I don't know what I was expecting to happen, but for some reason that wasn't it. Well, I was expecting him to kick me out. It was the way he had said it that made me feel confusion.
It sounded like he was…Broken? Why would he sound like that? I hated that every time I seemed to get even one answer a hundred more complex questions seemed to pop up.
"Professor," I said wanting to reason with him.
"Get out!" Snape yelled the doors being thrown open as glass fell from the now smashed windows.
Without thinking I took off running. I had thought I had seen the man mad before, but I was wrong. Professor Snape was just angry right then he had lost control over his magic.
I didn't stop running until I was in front of the Great Hall. Panting roughly I leaned against the wall and tried to calm down. There would be too many questions if I went in there like this.
"Run far, Harry?" Lupin asked walking up the stairs.
I turned towards the Professor and stared at him. He was the only other person I could think of that had known Lily. If anyone else could answer my question it was going to be him.
Still I wasn't sure if I should ask anymore. With how Professor Snape reacted I was a little terrified to think about how the DADA teacher was going to. But I had to know.
"Yes," I said finally catching my breath, "Professor, can I ask a question?"
"Of course, Harry," Lupin said smiling gently.
Was he going to react the same way Snape had? No, Lupin had control over his powers and his emotions. Though, if someone like Snape could lose control then it was possible for Lupin to as well.
"Did you know Lily Evans?" I asked dread filling my stomach.
"Of course," Lupin said nodding.
"Do I have her eyes?"
Just like with Snape Lupin seemed to freeze completely. Okay, why was that question making everyone react like that? They said I had my mothers' eyes and Lily was my mother. Right?
"Harry," Lupin said his voice getting firmer, "This is important. Have you asked Severus?"
"Yes," I said nodding, "I had been looking for you, but I couldn't find you so I thought I'd ask him. Why?"
"Don't bring this up again with him. Never bring this up with him around even if you think he can't hear you. Never bring this up again."