I changed the order, now the English version is the second one.
Esta historia va a ser escrita sólo para los mayores de 18 años. Si no lo eres, ¡POR FAVOR NO LA LEAS!. Es yaoi. Es la primera, así que piensen en eso cuando la lean. También, si esta clase de historias no te agradan, ahórrate el disgusto, no la leas. Basado en la serie del 2003, que es la más obscura. Pareja: Rafael/Leonardo
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::::: ¿Serás mío? :::::
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Soy un ser muy especial, soy un mutante y mi nombre es Rafael. Soy un ninja al igual que mis tres hermanos. De todos soy el más alto y el más fuerte.
Pero no soy el mejor. El mejor de todos nosotros es mi hermano Leonardo, a quien amo de una forma muy especial, más que a un hermano.
Leonardo a veces me ha hecho sentir envidia y coraje porque a pesar de que me esfuerzo nunca puedo alcanzar el nivel que tiene. Pero hace tiempo que lo he mirado con otros ojos.
Su dedicación y su esfuerzo para hacer todo lo que se propone me han hecho admirarlo mucho más. Ahora no puedo negar que un sentimiento diferente ha nacido en mí. Lo amo.
Amo su dedicación, su talento natural para el ninjitsu, su sonrisa que sale de su corazón cada vez que nos ve dedicados al entrenamiento y aunque su sobreprotección me vuelve loco, creo que me desesperaría si no lo hiciera.
A pesar de que lo amo, nunca me he decidido a decírselo, temo que mis sentimientos sean malos o inapropiados, no sé que podría pensar mi padre o mis hermanos o Leo.
Si se lo dijera, ¿me vería con horror o con asco? Si lo hiciera, no podría soportarlo.
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Algo malo me ha sucedido, pero no sé que es.
Ahora cada vez que veo a Leo, deseo verlo muerto, deseo tenerlo bajo mi control, deseo tenerlo dominado, deseo que sienta lo mismo que yo, una enorme ira. Tengo una gran necesidad de hacerlo mío.
Hace dos noches peleamos contra un grupo de villanos, pude descargar mi furia en todos ellos. Escuchar los gritos de esos vagos es tranquilizante para mí.
Sin que lo supiéramos, el número de humanos aumentó. Sólo jugaban con nosotros y estábamos tan cansados… Leo se dio cuenta del peligro en que nos encontrábamos y nos ordenó huir.
Odio huir, fue por eso que no lo obedecí. No lo hice, cuando los demás ya estaban lejos, regresé y volví a luchar. No me importó que fueran más, no me importó estar solo.
Seguí luchando hasta que caí rendido. Me golpearon en la cabeza y perdí la conciencia.
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Desperté en mi habitación. ¿Era posible? Donatelo me dijo que me buscaron, pero me encontraron un día después. Mis hermanos estaban sorprendidos.
Sólo tenía un chichón en la cabeza y una pequeña herida en mi nuca. Nada más. Era extraño. Creí que me matarían. Pero no lo hicieron. Es extraño. Pero sabía que algo estaba mal. Muy mal.
Unos días después tuve una sensación extraña. Los pensamientos que he tenido de dominar a mi hermano mayor se han hecho más grandes.
Se han vuelto más profundos. Tengo pensamientos extraños. Pensamientos obscuros. Pensamientos impuros. Si no puedo ser el mejor del grupo, puedo ser el mejor en algo más.
¿Pero qué?
Es tan fácil entender a Leonardo. Creo que tengo lo que necesito. Conozco a fondo a ese presumido. Conozco todas sus debilidades y estúpidos pensamientos.
¿Cómo es posible que tenga de nuevo esta clase de pensamientos? ¿Acaso mi amor por él está mutando también? Lo deseo.
Puedo dominarlo, hacerlo mi esclavo. Hacerlo mío. Tengo un plan. Un plan que parece que se alimenta de esos pensamientos, y a pesar de que sé que es algo malo, no puedo detenerme.
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Pude poner en marcha mi plan un día que todos se marcharon a ayudar a Abril en la tienda de antigüedades. Me quedé solo con Leonardo.
Le propuse un enfrentamiento. Al verme dispuesto a practicar me sonrió. Idiota, mordió el anzuelo. En cuanto estuvimos frente a frente lo ataqué con todas mis fuerzas.
No se lo esperaba. Pude darle una paliza, dejarlo mal herido. Todo el tiempo me rogaba que parara.
Y lo disfruté. Lo disfruté mucho. Cuando trató por fin de defenderse me aproveché de mi fuerza. Lo sometí.
Amarré sus dos muñecas juntas con mi bandana detrás de su caparazón, dejándolo boca arriba. Después me agaché y me acosté sobre él, comencé a saborear la suave piel de su cuello con mi lengua.
Nunca olvidaré la expresión en su cara, una expresión que mezclaba el miedo, la tristeza y el dolor. Seguí lamiendo su cuello acercándome a su cara para besarlo, pero se resistió.
Me pedía que no siguiera, que debía tratar de controlarme, que no quería sentirse así. Leonardo hizo algo que nunca lo había visto hacer desde que fue nombrado líder.
Comenzó a llorar.
Pero no me importó, lo besé. Bruscamente lo besé. Pude introducir mi lengua hasta el fondo de su garganta. Intentó girar su cabeza, pero lo sujeté con fuerza.
Mis manos libres después de haber sujetado su cabeza se vieron libres para explorar el resto de su cuerpo, sus brazos, su pecho, su entrepierna.
Aunque su cuerpo es más pequeño y delgado que el mío, no podía negar que me volvía loco de deseo. El no podía soportarlo, seguía suplicando que me detuviera, que aún no era muy tarde.
No sé cómo pude hacerlo, pero me burlé de él. Le dije que no me importaba si él quería hacerlo o no. Era yo el que debía someterlo.
Mi mente y mi corazón me decían que lo que hacía era incorrecto, malo, pero no pude detenerme, parecía que había dos seres deferentes dentro del mismo cuerpo.
Mis manos ya se habían introducido del todo en su entrepierna, frotando, acariciando y sintiendo su apretada entrada.
Leonardo trató desesperadamente de zafarse de mi fuerte agarre, pero no pudo huir. Estaba muy golpeado, débil y desconcertado con lo que sucedía para poder hacerlo.
La voluptuosidad me llenó, debía finalizar lo que había comenzado. Tomé las piernas de Leo por debajo de sus rodillas, separándolas. Y me arrodillé frente a él.
Al mismo tiempo que lo mantenía quieto con una mano, con la otra dejé en libertad mi miembro. Estaba totalmente erecto, palpitando lleno de necesidad.
Leonardo intentó zafarse otra vez, volvió a suplicarme que no lo hiciera. No me importó. Lloraba lleno de tristeza. No me importó. Trató de gritar de nuevo. No me importó.
Llegó el momento en que me cansé de oír sus gritos. Le quité la bandana y la até alrededor de su boca para callarlo.
Por fin podía entrar en él. Coloqué la punta de mi miembro en su entrada y lo penetré por completo, pude meterlo hasta la base, todo, dentro de él.
El cuerpo de Leo se arqueó de dolor, yo continué apuñalando sus entrañas, sin pensar ni un segundo en él, sólo en mí y en el placer que me llenaba en el momento.
Sangró mucho, pero de pronto se quedó quieto, con los ojos cerrados, creo que esperaba que yo terminara rápido para dejarlo en paz.
Leonardo tuvo suerte, terminé rápido. Después de alcanzar el orgasmo salí de él, usé unos minutos para recuperar el aliento y acerqué mi boca a un lado de su cara.
Lo amenacé, le dije que si mencionaba una sola palabra de lo que yo había hecho, me suicidaría y además le echaría la culpa.
Yo sabía que Leonardo era tan estúpido que no se arriesgaría a que yo pusiera mi vida en peligro.
Era su deber como líder el mantenernos a salvo y yo sabía que el amor que tenía por nosotros era muy grande como para permitirlo. Es un idiota.
Recuperé mi bandana dejándolo en libertad. Sintió que estaba libre y de inmediato trató de ponerse en pie, mirándome sin poder creer lo que había pasado.
Yo seguí hablando. Le dije que debía deshacerse de toda la evidencia, que debía aparentar serenidad y no mostrarse diferente frente a los demás, debía conservar las apariencias.
También le advertí que si alguien comenzaba a sospechar algo, habría de hacerle lo mismo a Donatelo y a Miguel Ángel.
Después de eso me fui a mi habitación. Dentro de mí había dos voces peleándose. Una me maldecía por lo que había hecho, la otra me animaba a volver a hacerlo en la siguiente oportunidad.
No sé cómo lo hizo, pero Leonardo logró dejar todo como estaba. El dojo no mostraba ni una señal de lo que había pasado.
Cuando Splinter le preguntó por qué estaba todo golpeado, Leonardo respondió que nos habíamos peleado y que me había vuelto a enfadar como antes.
Donatelo y Miguel Ángel no se dieron cuenta de lo que pasaba en el interior de Leonardo. Era la primera vez que el poder controlar sus emociones se volvía en contra de él.
Apenas y pudo desayunar ese día. Creo que no tenía hambre. Pero logró engañar a todos. Seguía mis órdenes al pie de la letra.
Yo, abusando de la buena voluntad de mi hermano continué viviendo como si nada hubiera sucedido. Pero Leonardo no podía mirarme de frente.
Comprendí que lo había sometido. Comprendí que era totalmente mío. Comprendí que jamás volvería a tratar de darme órdenes. Al fin era yo libre. Al fin.
Continuará…
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I don't own TMNT. Nickelodeon owns the copyright.
This story is written only for readers over 18 years. If you are younger, PLEASE DON'T READ IT! It's a yaoi story, a t-cest story. Also, if this isn't your cup of tea, don't read it. Based on the 2k3 series. Couple: Raphael/Leonardo
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::::: Will you be mine? :::::
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I'm a very especial being, I'm a mutant turtle and my name is Raphael. I'm a ninja, just as my three brothers. Among them I'm the strongest and the tallest.
But I am not the best. The best of us all is my brother Leonardo, whom I love in a very especial way, more than a brother.
Sometimes, Leonardo makes me feel envy and anger, because although I do my best, I can never be as good as he is. But, sometime ago I have seen him with new eyes.
His dedication and efforts to achieve every goal he has set for himself have made me admire him even more. Now I can't deny that a different feeling has been born inside me. I love him.
I love his dedication, his innate talent for ninjitsu, his smile, the one which come from his very heart every time he observes us when we are fully dedicated to train, and although his overprotection drives me crazy, I think I would get mad if he wouldn't do so.
Even though I love him deeply, I have never told him, I am afraid that my feelings might be bad or inappropriate. What my father, my brothers or Leo could think of me?
If I tell him... will he see me in horror and disgust? If he does that, I couldn't bear it.
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Something bad has happened to me, but I don't know what it is.
Now, every time I see Leo, I want to see him dead, I want to have him under my control, I want to dominate him, I want him to feel the same as me, a great rage. I have a huge need to possess him.
Two nights ago we fought against a group of villains, I could vent my rage on them all. Hearing the screams of those slackers soothes me.
Without knowing, the number of humans increased. They were just playing with us and we were exhausted. Leo become aware of the danger we were in and he ordered us to retreat.
I hate to flee, that's why I didn't obey him. I didn't flee, when my brothers were far away, I came back to fight again. I didn't care I was outnumbered, I didn't care I was alone.
I kept fighting until I fell exhausted. I was hit on my head and I lost consciousness.
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I woke up in my bedroom. How was that possible? Donatello told me they were looking for me, but they found me a day later. My brothers couldn't believe it.
I only had a bump on my head and a small wound on my nape. That was all. It was weird. I thought they wanted to kill me. But they didn't. It was weird. But I knew something was wrong. Very wrong.
A few days later I had a strange sensation. The thoughts of dominating Leo have become stronger.
They have become deeper. I have weird thoughts. Dark thoughts. Impure thoughts. If I can't be the best of the group, I can be the best doing something else.
But what?
Leo is so easy to understand. I think I have all I need. I know him pretty well. I knew all his weaknesses and stupid thoughts.
How is it possible that now I have this kind of thoughts? Maybe my love for him is mutating too? I want him.
I can dominate him, turn him into my slave. He will be mine. I have a plan. A plan that seems to be feeding itself on these thoughts, although I know it is something bad, I can't stop.
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I started to put my plan into operation a day everyone went to help April to clean the antique shop. Only Leo and I were at home.
I suggested him to train. When he saw I was determinate to train, he smiled at me. Idiot, he took the bait. As soon as we were face to face, I attacked him with all my strength.
He didn't expect that. I could beat him up hard, he was wounded. All the time he was trying to stop me. He didn't want to hurt me seriously. He was begging me to stop.
And I enjoyed it. I enjoyed it a lot. When he finally tried to defend himself, I took advantage of my superior strength. I could subdue him.
I tied up his wrists behind his shell; I turned him over onto his shell, face up. After that, I lay down on top of him; I began to savour his neck's soft skin with my tongue.
I will never forget the expression on his face, an expression which blended the fear, the sadness and the pain. I kept licking his neck, approaching my mouth to his face, I wanted to kiss him, but he struggled.
He was begging me to stop; he said I should control myself; he didn't want to feel like that. Leonardo did something that he never has done since he was chosen as our leader.
He began to cry.
But I didn't care, I kissed him. I kissed him sharply. My tongue reached the back of his throat. He tried to turn his head, but I kept his head in place.
My hands were free, after holding his head; my hands were free to explore the rest of his body, his arms, his chest, his crotch.
Even though his body is smaller and thinner than mine, I could feel it completely below mine. He couldn't bear it, he kept telling me to stop, he told me it wasn't too late.
I don't know how I could do it, but I mocked him. I told him that I didn't care if he wanted to do it or not, it was me who wanted to subdue him.
My mind and my heart were telling me that I was doing wrong, bad, but I couldn't stop, it seemed that there were two different beings inside the same body.
My hands were completely inside his crotch, rubbing, caressing and feeling his tight entrance.
Leonardo tried desperately to get out of my strong grip, but he couldn't do it. He was too damaged, weak and surprised to do it.
The voluptuousness filled me; I had to finish what I had started. I took Leo's legs by his knee pits, and separated his legs. I knelt before him.
At the same time I kept him in place with one hand, my other hand released my male member. It was completely erect, pulsing with need.
Leo tried to get out of my strong grip again, he begged me again to stop. I didn't care. He was crying sadly. I didn't care. He tried to scream again. I didn't care.
A time came when I was tired to hear his screams. I took off his bandana and I gagged him.
At last I could be inside his body. I placed the tip of my male member against his tight entrance and I penetrated him, I could put it into him to the hilt, all of it inside him.
Leo's body bent back in pain, I continued stabbing his entrails, without thinking, not one second about him, I was just thinking about me and the pleasure I was feeling at that moment.
He bled a lot, but suddenly he stayed still, with his eyes closed, I think he hoped that I could finish fast and leave him alone.
Leo was lucky, I finished quickly. When I came, I took out my male member out of him. I used a few minutes to catch my breath and then I placed my mouth next to his ear.
I threatened him, if he mentioned a single word of what I had done, I would kill myself and I would blame him.
I knew Leo was stupid; he wouldn't risk putting my life in danger.
I was his duty as our leader to keep us safe and I knew that the love he felt for us was huge to let that happen. He is an idiot.
I got back my bandana and set him free. His wrists were loose and immediately he tried to stand up, looking at me without believing what I had done.
I kept on talking. I told him that he had to get rid of all the evidence, that he should feign calmness and be the same in front of everyone, he should keep up appearances.
I told him if someone suspected something, I could do the same to Michelangelo and Donatello.
After that I went to my room. Inside me, two voices were fighting. One of them cursed me for what I had done; the other encouraged me to do it again when I had the chance.
I don't know how he did it, but Leonardo managed to clean all up. The dojo didn't show any sign of any kind, about what had happened.
When Splinter asked him why he was full of scratches and bruises, Leo replied that we had had a fight, because I got too angry.
Donatello and Michelangelo didn't realize what was happening inside our brother. It was the first time that his skill to maintain his coolness turned against him.
He barely had breakfast that day. I think he wasn't hungry. But he succeeded, he fooled everyone. He followed my orders very carefully.
I, abusing my brother's good will, went on living like nothing had happened. But Leonardo couldn't see me face to face.
I understood I owned him. I completely understood he was completely mine, I understood he would never give me orders again. At last I was free, at last.
To be continued…