Chapter 1

I woke up early, as per-usual, ever since the day that I was kidnapped and placed in this bleach white castle. I have woken up early, not that I minded. I made my way to the mess hall for breakfast, the way the tables were placed, it seemed like a hospital cafeteria, since it's white…

I found Roxas sitting alone, for Axel and Demyx were not awake yet. He smiled at me and beckoned me to sit with him. I always admired his friendly behavior, but I glanced down and took a vacant table at the other end. Roxas took his tray and walked to me, he asked if the empty seat was taken, he sat there and asked open ended questions to start a conversation. The questions were not answered, call me rude if you wish but I couldn't answer for I was chewing at the moment.

I finished quickly and picked up my messenger bag that I brought down, for I was the organization delivery girl, or post woman. Yes, I'm doing math. I handed a package to Roxas, and went on my way, only to find Roxas to be following me. I shrugged and knocked at Saix's door. I've always gotten along with the Luna Diviner; we both have a lot in common. For instance: we both have a fascination with the moon and we both need anger-management. (Okay so I stapled a dusk to the wall and all of a sudden I'm in a healing circle with Saix. I started to go berserk when the Dr.Phil impersonator, accent and all, tried to calm the nobody next to me. Well let's just say he didn't live through that session.)

Once I was done delivering Saix's pictures of him and Xemnas, doing something I rather not say, I went my way to Marluxia's garden/room. I never really liked him, he gave me the creeps and I think he's plotting something. I think I'll keep a close eye on him. I slid the gardening magazine under the door. I like flower's but I don't like the over powering scent coming from his room. I looked over my shoulder to find Roxas still following me, and chatting away a storm.

Next is Axel, I've gotten along with him. I get rather skittish around him. I'm not a fan of spontaneous combustion and I have sensitive skin, especially when in close proximity of a flame. I have asked Xemnas repeatedly to restrict Axel from using napalm, but here I am delivering three bottles of napalm to the pyro maniac, porcupine headed, anorexic, tall, annoying with his 'got it memorized' and his tendency to ignite anything I write on fire because he want's my attention. I'm too engrossed in my work to pay attention to where he's pointing and my paper blows up in my face. Afterwards I get the fire extinguisher and let's just say he has a rather painful bump on the back of his head. Luckily I lost Roxas when I was at Axel's door.

I headed to the library, I found a poetry book, it was quite interesting. I opened the large doors and was greeted by the smell of old paper and the familiar sight of Zexion in his usual seat. Normally Zexion wouldn't look up to see who had walked through the door. He told me that he can recognize people by their scent. This time he looked up at my face. I gave him a small smile and nodded walking off to find the book I was looking for. A comfortable silence befell me as I started to read the poems. They were love poems, some were very sad, others happy. I heard the snapping of a hardcover closing in the background, I assumed it was Zexion for he was the only on in the library other than me. I was unaware of the footsteps coming in my direction at the moment. I became aware of a presence behind me when a leather covered finger tapped my shoulder. I yelped and turned around suddenly to come face to face with Zexion. He looked rather annoyed by my outburst.

"I was going to borrow that book" Zexion pointed to the book in my hands.

"Oh here you go." I responded as I handed him the book and went off to find another book to read. A while later I found Zexion walking out with his arms full of books and were threatened to fall all over the floor. I've had been in that situation many times before and I felt some empathy for him. So I offered to help by taking some of the books.

We walked to his room, not saying anything, nor glancing at each other. Zexion tried to recover the book in my arms, but they ended up on the floor. I gave a small laugh and picked most of them up.

"Would you like come in?" I herd him asking in his apathetic voice as he opened the door to his room. I nodded. I've never seen the inside of his room, or ever been it for that matter. From what I've herd, Zexion never let's anyone in his room, only if it's Xemnas delivering an order or an important message. It was rather clean and he had a large book shelf. I wondered why he went to the library when he had one of his own. I walked up to the book case and read the titles on the book. Most were in different languages, funny I never knew Zexion was the type to read romance novels, in Italian. I was about to take one out when Zexion grabbed my wrist.

"Don't touch." he ordered. I felt like I was a little child and got a bit annoyed.

"I was just looking." I said indignantly while lifting my chin in defiance.

"Look with your eyes, not with your hands." he muttered as he turned. I mocked him when his back was turned; he makes me so mad sometimes! But something hit me…

"You must know a lot of languages, a lot of them are in Italian." I said as I turned to Zexion.

"Well it's my native language."(1) Zexion said as he rearranged the papers on his mahogany desk.

"Your Italian?!" I said rather shocked.

"Aren't you French?" he said not even turning to me.

"Yeah and what about it?" I glared at his back.

"Nothing, if your French than I can be Italian." Zexion muttered. I didn't mean to get so angry but I slammed the books on the ground and stomped out the door. When I was about to close it I herd a grumbled 'Thank You'. I stomped to my room, bumping into Xigbar on the way.

"Yo, whats wrong with ya lil'dudette?" Xigbar placed his hands on my shoulders stopping me in my tracks. I grumbled a 'nothing' and shrugged his hands off my shoulders and continued on my unmerry way. He appeared in front of me with his arms crossed.

"Somethin's wrong, now tell me." He looked down at me.

"I have four words to explain my troubles…" I mumbled back to him.

"And they are?" Xigbar grinned; I guess he thought he was getting somewhere.

"Zexion. Is. An . Ass." I said through gritted teeth. I looked at him with my red eyes, I saw he was rather perplexed by my explanation.

"Well he can be a smartass and a jerk at times, he annoys me too." Xigbar grinned.

"No kidding." I grinned at him but before I left to walk to my room, I turned around.

"See ya Xigs!" I called to Xigbar as I walked away in a somewhat lighter mood.

"Same to ya to Kiddo!" he called back. I can count on Xigbar to cheer me up, I swear we're related. He always finds a way to cheer me up.

I walked into my room after climbing some flights of stairs. It was worth it because of how beautiful it was. The ceiling arched outwards, it was decorated with patterns around the rim of the skylight that filtered the lights from the incomplete kingdom hearts. I have gotten used to the dim lighting in my room for there is no electrical lighting. It used to be a library but it looked like a cathedral. I was lucky because I go warm colored flooring and off-white walls. My bed was in the middle of the room so I could look up to the sky if I couldn't sleep, which was often. I sat on my single bed. It had plaid flannel sheets that I remember, but can't place where… I took a book from my nightstand and started to read the captivating fantasy in front of my sullen eyes.