I'm American, not British, so pardon me if I don't get the lingo quite right. If anyone has suggestions they are more than welcome. Also, I have nothing to do with the actual show or characters or yadda yadda yadda.

Cassie is in the hospital because she downed a bunch of pills because her heart was broken...because of Sid. She didn't want to think about him anymore, she wanted to free him from her mind but he clouded it at every moment. In therapy they tried to get her to deal with all her issues but she couldn't stop thinking about the boy that broke her heart into a million little pieces. She still couldn't eat, she couldn't do much of anything, she couldn't even cry. She felt empty and alone.

Still, she hoped Sid would come to see her and tell her he really loves her and not Michelle but who is she kidding? She's no Michelle. Michelle is lovely and tall and the world revolves around her. Cassie is always on the sidelines watching the world go by.

A knock on the door

Cassie sits up hopeful, hopeful it's him and she can be lifted out of this whole of darkness. But it's not Sid, it's time for lunch. Bloody lunch. She gets up and heads out the door.

Sid is pacing his room wondering how Cassie is, he feels so awful that he hurt her so badly and now that he realizes how much he loves her how can he just show up to see her when she tried to kill herself? He wishes he had someone to talk to but Michelle is all wrapped up in Tony and Tony is all wrapped up in himself and none of his other friends would understand.

Suddenly Tony shows up at his door.

"There's a party tonight, you comin?" Tony asks as he sits down at Sid's computer and starts fiddling.

"I don't know, I don't really feel up to it, you know?" Sid responds as he lays back on his bed.

"You can't mope forever. So Cassie tried to kill herself because of you, do you really think you can help the situation?" He smirks his usual smirk.

"I suppose not," Sid sighs.

"Ok then put on some proper clothes and let's get on."

They head out to a club and the moment they walk in the whole room is pounding by the base and the lights are flashing in every direction. Everyone on the dance floor is jumping all over the place and Sid gets pulled into the hysteria. As he stands there in the middle of the dance floor he suddenly notices over in the corner of the room where the light keeps flashing on Cassie. He shakes his head thinking it can't be Cassie and when he looks back again he realizes she isn't there. He knows he is holding so much in his own hands right now, all the possibilities are right there waiting for him. So he pushes past everyone, storms out of the club and starts running down the street towards the bus.

Cassie wakes to the sun in her eyes. She looks over at the clock and can see it's only dawn. She barely slept last night and she can't possibly sleep anymore. She keeps dreaming about Sid and being in his arms. She feels so pathetic, so ridiculous. Why does she have to be this way? Why can't she be strong like Jal or have a life as beautiful as Michelle? Why does she have to be silly ol Cassie?

She decides to go for a walk through the courtyard, before everyone wakes up. As she steps outside she can feel the morning sun soaking through her skin and warming her up. Her feet bare in the dew kissed grass feels like heaven. She only wishes this feeling could last forever and ever and ever.

Just then she notices a bench off in the near distance and someone sleeping on it. She walks up slowly squinting her eyes trying to see who it is. As she gets closer she realizes it's Sid, sweet but cruel Sid. Standing over him he's snoring. He seems so innocent, like it's impossible he could ever hurt her. She wants to run her fingers through his hair and kiss his lips. Just as she is thinking all of this his eyes open.

"Cassie."