I don't know what it's with me and thinward, but you are going to confront it many times if you start reading my stuff.

Changed Like You

"You're so beautiful already. I don't know if I can even stand you when you're changed", I said laughing a bit. "You will. After all you can look at yourself in the mirror", Edward said back to me smirking. "Yeah, but I think you will be a whole different thing", I told him. "Do you think my size will change too?" he asked then sounding a little worried. "I don't know. It didn't change with me. But at least your bones will be stronger so they won't break when you fall", I comforted him. "I guess they are pretty frail", he laughed and the tension in him went away. Even right now he had a tight bond around his hand that had broken, when he had collapsed a week ago in the stairs. Yes, collapsed...

"Now, are you ready?" I asked him and looked around the golden bed where he was lying on. He nodded to me and settled himself better on the duvet. "Okay..." I mumbled and sat beside him. "You know that it's going to hurt, a lot, but just think of me, okay? You will manage to pull through it. I will bite you in several places so maybe the change will happen faster", I told him and placed myself over his fragile frame. I stroke his bronze messy hair a little while and looked deeply into his green eyes for once more as it might be the last time, when I would see them in that beautiful emerald color.

"I love you Bella", he said to me softly. "I love you too, Edward." After the farewell I carefully put my lips on his warm neck and bit down my sharp teeth in it. A powerful feeling went through me as some of the blood trickled down to my throat and my venom went into his blood, making the bleeding faster. I sealed the wound by licking the cut with my tongue with venom on it.

Edward gasped roughly as the pain already started inside his veins. "Shh..." I sushed. I didn't want continue if he start yelling.

I bit down on the other side of his neck as well and then went to his wrists and then to his ankles. My blood lust gripped on me, so I decided to even bit down in the skin of his thin waist and hips. After it I knew I had to stop and I handled my temptation. I backed from the bed to make my body understand it better that it was enough now.

I looked at Edward worriedly and wiped my mouth with my hand. No blood evidence. Edwards body trembled a bit and he closed his eyes and sealed his lips from screaming. I felt terrible that he was in pain, because that made hurt as well. "It's going to be alright", I whispered to myself and to him.

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It was three whole days in which he never screamed or said anything. He was motionless too. No reaction when the sun went down or when the birds sang. No reaction when I called his name. Sometimes I got afraid that maybe it hadn't work for some reason, but that was impossible. Anyways his heart still beat - slowly, but surely -, so it couldn't be the end. But would it beat till the very end? His heart was very weak these days. But it did. He was so strong. So strong for me, my love.

He's skin change to a even paler color. White as blank and like my skin: alabaster, marble like. Very beautiful. And his hair... Gorgeous. The bronze messy hair seemed heavenly and contrasted the skin amazingly. It changed to a fuller, richer color and to a healthier look. And his cheekbones and jaw looked delicious as ever. Eyelashes grew a bit more and darkened when they got stronger. They would frame his eyes perfectly.
And then of course his lips. Pale and even a bit blue lips turned to a sweet pinkish color. I wanted to kiss him right away.

His body didn't change to be bigger or that muscular. He stayed in his slim, thin frame, but I had grown to love it as it was and didn't want anything else. The sickness might look to be still with him, but actually it seemed to come with the baggage. At least it wouldn't be with him in his mind anymore. I hoped. He would start drinking and hunting, right? He had to. It would be his basic instinct now.

It would be any moment now that he would wake up. I couldn't wait for it. And just after a couple of moments he opened his ruby red eyes to a new life.