A/N: This is not the story I was talking about. I just came up with last night. While watching my other favorite TV show, I got some ideas from it. I hope you like and please read and review, but in case you don't know yet and you're new to how I do things. I have 2 things I do. I ask for your ideas and thoughts throughout the story. As well as ask that you leave respect reviews. Disrespectful reviews will be deleted. Until Next Time Please Enjoy!
Rated: M for later chapters.
This is a G!P Santana fan-fiction. So, if you don't like it. I ask that you don't read it.
Pairings are: Quitt, Pez-Berry, and Finchel mentioned briefly, Faberittana friendship in later chapters...
Chapter 1
Desire …Why is it that we desire certain things or people? Why do I, for instance, desire such a loser? I have a very good life. I'm a rich and beautiful girl, plus everyone at school knows I have the biggest penis. Yes I, Santana Lopez, do have a penis. Yes, I am a girl above the waist and a boy below the waist.
My parents and Doctor thought I was going to be a boy. I was going to be named Antonio Mario Lopez Jr. That was until the doctor told my parents I have female hormones and no Adam's apple. There went my parent's plans of little Antonio Jr.
I was instead named after my mother Santana Marie Lopez. Unfortunately, my mother passed away when I was only 7 years old. My dad tried to get me into girl stuff. But I loved football, riding my dirt bike on the track that my father built for me when I turned 12 years old. Although I liked all those things guys would like, I still had my girly – girl moments. I loved shopping! I'm also on the cheerleading squad... Okay, I'm the captain... Well co-captain, but we'll get back to that later.
Let's get back to what I was originally saying. Desire...I desire Rachel Barbara Berry. She is the resident loser of William McKinley High School, also known as the hell hole of Lima, Ohio.
Now why I do desire Rachel you say? Why would someone as beautiful as me desire such a loser? Well, the answer is quite simple really, she is very sexy. Those long ass legs, I can't believe someone so short could have legs like that. Oh, how I desire to have those legs wrapped around my waist as I'm pounding all 9 ½ inches of me into her so hard and fast…Whew calm down Santana we don't need a hard-on in the middle of Glee Club. Did I mention that the Unholy Trinity the 3most popular girls in school are in Glee Club? The holy trinity consists of Quinn Fabray, her girlfriend/my best friend Brittany S. Pierce and me, Santana Lopez, Resident bad ass.
Quinn who is known as Q is my other co-captain. My girl Brittany, also known as B, is the best dancer in the entire school. That is other than the boy – Chang. Oh, shit I forgot to introduce the rest of the losers in Glee. There's Mercedes Jones aka Wheezy, Tina Cohen – Chang aka girl – Chang and Mike Chang aka boy – Chang, no relation. In fact, they are currently dating. Sam Evans aka Trouty Mouth, Artie Abrams aka Stubbles Mc Cripple-pants, Kurt Hummel aka Lady Hips, Finn Hudson aka Jolly Green Giant, Rachel Berry aka Hobbit, Noah Puckerman aka Man Whore, Sugar Motta aka Richy Bitch, Joseph Guy aka Teen Jesus and finally the unholy trinity. Quinn Fabray aka Tubbs, Brittany S Pierce aka Barbie and lastly there is me, Santana Lopez aka Bad Ass or Satan.
My attraction to Rachel or shall I say my Desire for her began in the 10th grade. I'm the most popular girl in school and I'm in love the biggest loser? No way in hell that was happening I told myself. But it was one of the two facts I had to come to terms with back in sophomore year. For one, I thought it was bad enough being in love with a loser... But on top of that, I was in love with a girl and most definitely 100% lesbian.
So here I sit in the back of glee club watching Rachel sing. Even though she is mostly annoying, she does have the most amazingly perfect and beautiful voice I have ever heard. As much as I'd like to, I can't just walk up to her and ask her out on a date. For several reasons, the main being that Quinn and myself have made her life a living hell. We don't know why we even did, we just did. To gain popularity in this school you must pick on those beneath you. Everyone abides by these rules, except Brittany. She was always mad at us for what we did to Rachel. This one-time Quinn threw a slushy in Rachel's face, which upset Brittany, who in return refused sex. She wouldn't even make out or hold Quinn's hand for 2 weeks...brutal.
She didn't understand how it could be so easy for us. Brittany had become friends with Rachel and we just couldn't.
The reason I haven't asked her out is mostly that I don't even know she's into girls. The way she follows around the jolly green giant like a lost puppy, you'd think she only has eyes for him. They have been dating since freshmen year. He never sticks for her when she gets picked on, he doesn't even treat her right. I think she's just with him because she's a virgin and Finn was the first guy who liked her. There was that short time she dated 'Puck' oh yes Noah is also called Puck, everyone calls him that but Rachel. Puck doesn't mind, that his hot Jewish American 'princess' calls by his first name. But only she can call him that. Their brief romance didn't last.
I know I can be a better person, a better girlfriend to Rachel. I can treat her better than all those other guys. If only she would give me a chance to prove it to her. I mean I would do anything just for one chance. I know what you're thinking, I'm not really sounding all that 'bad ass' right? Well, I am! so go fuck yourself! Oh, Glee is ending, guess it's time to get out my own little world. Did I just spend the whole class in my own head? Quinn and Brittany are on their way over to me...
"So, what are you doing this weekend? Puck is having a party on Saturday. Are you coming?"
"No, I can't, I'm still grounded until Sunday."
"Your dad is a big meanie," Brittany said.
"Yes, tell me about it. I can just sneak out and go anyway if I feel like going."
"Okay well, maybe we'll see you there."
"Yes, I'll call you if I decide to come okay?"
"Yes, that's cool. B and I are going to make out, see later."
"Have fun," I said walking to my car.
"You could always join us. Quinnie won't mind…would you?" She looked a Q with her famous Pierce pout. That damn face could make me make do anything or give her anything.
"No, I wouldn't mind at all babe."
"So, what do you say?"
"Um... no, it's okay, I have other things I need to do."
"Are you sure?"
"Yes, I'm sure," I replied quickly while getting into my car and pulling off before she had a chance to hit me with the pout, which would absolutely lead me to spend my afternoon making out and doing other stuff with them. Not I would have minded. I had sex with both of them before. I'm just not in the mood. Today has been very draining and all I want to do is go home, change out of the uniform, get into some boxers and a wife beater and go to bed until dinner is ready.
Once I got home and into my boxers and wife beater, I laid in bed and fell asleep for 5 minutes until the sound of my flat screen LCD HD TV cut on.
"What the fuck…" I said to myself, a little pissed that I had forgotten to turn the TV off. That was until I remembered I never turned it on in the first place. Suddenly a very handsome man appeared on the TV screen.
"Santana Lopez?" the man said, now I'm freaked out. Then suddenly, my TV shuts off and the man appears in my bedroom.
"Dude who the fuck are you?" I say a little scared. So, I grab my bat that always lays near my bed, just in case.
"I am your guardian angel, Orlando Sanchez."
"You look like my uncle Zachary."
"I know I took on his appearance to make you feel more comfortable."
"I'm not …Still a little scared here."
"Okay…How about now?" He then turned himself into Puck.
"Better?"
"Hmm, still kind of creeped out here."
"Okay, how about this?" He turned into a handsome boy.
"I guess you seem more likable now."
"Great, now we can move on."
"Move on? Am I dead? Is that why you're here?"
"No, you're very much still alive … just sleeping … See?" He says pointing to my bed and low and beholds there I was, sound asleep.
"So is this a dream then?"
"No, it's actually a gift."
"A gift? From who, God? What is this gift exactly?" I asked curiously.
"Well we've been watching you for the past 17 years and we are not happy with the way you're turning out. So, if you really want Rachel Berry, you must change your ways."
"Change them how?"
"We are going to give you one chance to start your life over."
"From birth?"
"No not from birth. From the day, you and Quinn started bullying Rachel. That was September 8, 2003"
"The first day of freshmen year?"
"Yes, that's it."
"But why?"
"You said and I quote "I would do anything to prove I can be a better person, a better girlfriend, if only Rachel would give me a chance." End quote."
"So, what am I supposed to do if I accept?"
"It's simple, become her friend, make her popular and get her to fall in love with you, before the start of your Junior Year."
"And if I don't?"
"You die."
"WHAT!"
"I'm just joking… Relax a little why you don't."
"That wasn't funny."
"Okay, but if you should fail in your task, you will return to this time with no memory of me."
"That's it?"
"No, and you will love Rachel for the rest of your life and she will hate you for the rest of hers. You will then die alone because you couldn't love anyone as much as much as you loved Rachel."
"Will Brittany and Quinn still be together?"
"No that's another thing. You must encourage them to get together. You must also get them to accept Rachel as one of you. If anything should go wrong, call me on your cell phone. I'm under cousin Orlando. When you call you must say 'I need guidance' and I'll be right there. But it is only for emergency use. You also get to keep all your memories from now. On the inside, you are still 17 years old Santana Lopez. On the outside, you're 14 years old Santana Lopez. You will meet Rachel and Quinn at orientation. You already know Brittany, because you grew up with her. Quinn transferred from a middle school in LA and Rachel transferred from her school in NY. You must help them fit in, and you must help Rachel with her clothes. "
"Okay, I can do that."
"One more thing, this is very important."
"What?"
"You must not tell anyone that you're from the future. Or let anyone know anything that hasn't happen yet. You can't mention anything about the future, or when you get back everything could be changed for the worst."
"Like how?"
"Like instead of your mother dying it could be Rachel, Quinn or Brittany. Or even you."
"Okay, I fully understand."
"Do you really Santana?"
"Yes, I do."
"Okay, do you accept?"
"What if I say no?"
"Then everything will still be the same. You will be lonely sleeping with a girl after girl. Rachel will still be with Finn."
"So she's not going to be with him?"
"She can't be with him if she doesn't know him right?"
"Yeah, okay I get it."
"Great, so do you accept the challenge?"
"Yes, I do."
"Are you 100% sure? There is no going back after this. You get only one chance at true happiness."
"Yes, I'm sure."
"And you fully understand the rules?"
"Yes, I do."
"You understand the consequences if you fail?"
"Yes, I do."
"You understand your task, and what you must do?"
"Yes, I do."
"Well, then Santana Lopez you have until August 22, 2005, to succeed in your mission. Is that understood?"
"Yes, it is."
"When you wake up from your nap you will be back in 2003. Remember, if you need me, call me."
"Thank you. Can I ask, why me?"
"Everyone deserves a chance at love. This is your chance. Don't waste it! There are no second chances."
"I understand."
"I have to go now, lay down and close your eyes and when you wake you will be 14 years old again."
"Okay." I laid down on my now empty bed and closed my eyes and fell asleep…. When I opened my eyes everything still seemed the same. So, I closed my eyes again and really fell asleep this time. What a crazy night I just had, I thought to myself.
If only Santana knew that when she would awake again, everything will have changed in the blink of an eye…
A/N: So, what do you think? Shall I continue? Do you think Santana can do it? Or will Santana let time repeat itself? Let me know what you think. Please read and review. Until Next Time... See You Later!