Prologue
Pain. So much pain. It was everywhere. God, it was everywhere. Burning me. Spreading. Destroying my soul.
Make it stop! PLEASE!
Nothing. No response. Just screaming, but who was screaming? Was that me? Yes. Yes, it was. I was crying out, sounding like some kind of screeching animal. Fuck, why?! Why was this happening? What is this? What is this pain?! Stop screaming, stop burning, stop dammit…just…please make it stop.
So. Much. Pain. Fuck, my God please STOP! And it did. It stopped. Thank you, oh God thank you.
…Numb. I am numb.
Weightless.
Silent.
Dead?
Am I dead now? Is that what that was? Me dying? I can't feel my body. Did I even have one? Who was I? What am I now? Where am I now? So many questions, and so much darkness.
Loneliness.
Fear. Yes, I was scared. Why? Scared of what? Scared for someone? UGH!
A whisper in the darkness…Sammy…
Who? Is that who I am? Am I this 'Sammy'? No. That doesn't feel right. No, I'm…fuck who the Hell am I?! And why is it so quiet?! Why…why is it so quiet…alone…I'm alone. Help…Help me.
Another whisper…Bella.
Beautiful. Wake up…
So beautiful. Those two voices are just so beautiful. Please, Bella…
No, three. There are three goddesses calling to me. So softly. So beautifully. Angels, perhaps? Calling me to Heaven? So, then…I am dead. I've died, but at least I have gone to Paradise.
Bella…yes, I'm coming dear Angel. I'll follow these enchanting voices wherever they may lead me.
Open your eyes, my sweet.
Who was I to deny this beautiful being? These Angels with such beautiful voices. I did as told. I opened my eyes.
And a new life greeted me. My three Angels smiled down at me.
Home. I'm home.