They say love happens to those who believe.I did. At some point in my life i actually did. There were days when i thought i would meet my soulmate , the love of my life, my prince...

Yeah right!

I realized after a couple of heartbreaks that love is not my cup of tea at all. I mean what if some people are not destined for love?May be we have better things to do. Maybe our objective isnt exactly to get our hearts broken by some mean well who cares? I have a wonderful life. I love being single. And i have the most amazing best friend. Jenna and me hve been friends for three years now. Both of us became bestfriends when we realized we like the bands the same kind of boys and shared the same thinking. But you know what we shared the most? Our bad luck when it came to love!Coincidentally we always fell for guys at the same time and got our hearts broken at the bloody same ? Not so much.

So every time we got hurt, we turned to eachother for comfort. We laugh at how stupid we really are when it comes to boys. You know it's really comforting when your best friend calls your ex a jackass. It makes us feel important. More important than the boy who broke our is why i love Jenna..

But like every story, just when things seem normal and your happy some thing happens... Something terrible...

You fall for a guy!

CHAPTER 1

"As little girls, we are always told about true love. Every fairly tale is based on finding the one. But what is never mentioned is that we dont live in a fairy tale. We are no cindrella or snow white. So there probably is no Prince Charming either. When your young you'd believe anything. Like for example "You're perfect. You hve no flaws". I mean seriously? As we grow up we see our prince in every guy we meet. But then does prince Charming dump snow white for a beautiful blonde version of her? I dont think so."

"Wow. That is amazing material. i'm sure our blog's going to be awesome". said Jenna with a wide smile spread over her face.

"You really think so?"i replied looking at the screen of my computer.

You see we were talking about our blog "love sucks".After a bunch of bad realtionships both of us chose to warn other girls like us to beware of the kind of boys who broke our hearts.

"Uh HUH" said jenna intrupting my thoughts.

After high school, me n jenna got into the same college and we decided to live together.

"Maybe we are being a little cynical?"i asked still jabbing a few things on my computer.

"Are you crazy? It's perfect. i couldnt have put it in a better way." she responded happily. I could see that she seemed a bit more excited than usual.

"Jenna? do you want to say something?" i say cocking up a brow

"Umm no... Maybe...I dunno" was her answer.

"Okay..I've had enough. So you'd better start speaking now." i said in a disturbed tone.

"Lily you remember James dont you?"

"The OMFG Hot senior? What about him?"

"I think we are friends now. He's so cute and adorable... and"

" Jenna. You have to stop acting like a love sick puppy."

"Lils? Promise you wont be mad?"

"What did you do Jenna?"

" I asked him to add u as a friend on facebook."

"Oh thats all? No its cool!" i smiled.

"okay i'm off to bed then. I'm sure u'll be writing for a while now. Night!" said Jenna

"Night!" i replied

After writing for almost an hour i decided to entertain myself. I logged on to my facebook.

And there it was. A friend request from James. i checked to see if i was still breathing. I took a deep breath and hit accept.

Wow. He's online!.Who's up so late?

You see. it doesnt happen to me often. Cute popular guys dont notice me at all. Jenna on the other hand they did. I mean can you blame them? She's hot, lean, smart, has a perfect set of teeth, flirtatious and amazing Black hair that almost always fall perfectly . And i'm just the opposite. Average, Average and bloody Average. Not that i mind being Average. It makes me feel normal

"hey" i finally type in.

"hi!" says James

" How have you been?"Lame i know. but i cant say much now can i?

"Good. Wat about you?"umm wat else did u expect? i love u?

"Great" And that was the last thing i said to him that night.

"Thats all?That's all u can say to a hot guy? Lils you are lame!" Jenna said during breakfast next morning.

"YES! For the LAST time. Thats what I said. I Should've asked him to marry me...Perhaps that would've made you happy?" I retorted sarcastically.

"May be you should've!" she said probably offended by what i said

All i could think of was sticking my tongue out like a five year old. N thats exactly what i did. And it worked. She laughed really hard.

" So you have a date tonight with what's his name?"i manage to divert the topic at last

"Ryan" she corrected politely

"Yes Ryan. Tell me u dont love him." i asked

" i think i do Lils. he's just not like the other guys I've met. he's really sweet and adorable. he's nothing like Shane."

Shane was Jenna's Ex.. A total Jackass.

" Good that he's not like then again dont u think youre going too we've been through this before. You Barely know the guy. You cant possibly be in love with him."

" But i am.. and i'm sure nothing's going to go wrong"

Oh boy! but it did!

i had never seen Jenna so depressed over a guy. It broke my heart. I didnt know how i could possibly help her get out of this one.

Well but she surprised me by moving on. So i managed to ask about wat had happened.

She said and i'm paraphrasing here " He has a girlfriend! He says he loves her! And he wont leave her! He said he loved me. Why did he do this? why do i do this to myself?" she finally let out a tear

I pulled her in for a hug. Why? Why does love have to be so complicated?We were just a bunch of eighteen year olds. Why would you break somebody's heart n render it un repairable? It's not fair!

I pondered over this for a while. Jenna had gone out to meet her friends. So i decided to forget about it and go somewhere to calm myself.

Half an hour later. i realize that everyone of my friends is busy. So i decided to go alone anyway.

I go to a cafe 5 blocks from home. I pushed the door open and sat down at my regular place. The place smelled of freshly brewed coffee and cream. The walls were'nt painted. It sorta gave it an ancient look. I liked this place for a reason. it was like home to me. Everytime i needed to think or get out of something, i came here.

"Hey Lily" came a voice and i looked up. It was Stella the beautiful round faced blonde. She was really sweet.

" Hi Stella" i said managing to smile. But she was smarter than that

"One of those days. eh? Should i bring you the usual?" she said giving me a sympathetic pat.

" Yeah The usuals" I said

Classic rock songs were being played in the cafe. So i closed my eyes n listened to the music while waiting for my decaf latte and blueberry muffin.

Suddenly a voice made me jump and open my eyes. I wasnt paying attention to wat it said but i kinda sketched it to be a hey. I flung my eyes open and there he was. Looking like a dream or a fantasy. i was dumbfound for a while.

" Hey James!" i say still shocked about it being James.

"Hey Lily!" He said slowly like he was making sure i grasped every word he said. Gosh he must think i'm crazy!

"May i sit with you? unless ofcourse you're waiting for someone?" he continued

"Oh no!" i said calmly. "Please have a seat"

He smiled and he sat down. Okay the important thing is to stay calm! So what if he's a senior. he's still a boy and boys r jackasses. I told myself. Phew! this wasnt going to be easy.