Okay, this is the first chapter. Mostly I tried my best to fit a very long chapter, but I think this will be

very enjoyable. This story is mostly Inuyasha's point of view or how he sees things.

Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha.

Only to be Loved by You

Chapter One: Break Up Worth While

'Inuyasha POV'

She stood there and watched me pace back and forth across the room. If I didn't stop this action she would probably figure out that I'm hiding something. I am but I don't want her to find out that this thing that I'm hiding right now could mess up the relations between me and her. It could break her heart and it would cause threatening situations. Most of all, a horrible hate and loathe for me. I know this because whenever I make her mad she wants to put some kind of revenge on me. For example, cutting holes in my pants, pouring sugar in my gas tank, or putting wash detergent in my coffee was the revenge she puts on me. I messed up big time because the thing I did was worse than what I usually do. She's going to kill me. I mean really 'kill' me.

She picked up the kitchen knife supposedly cutting a slice of that special cake we usually had together. "So, Inuyasha how was your day today?" I blinked a couple of times and cleared my throat. "U-um, it was fine. Just working, you know business and stuff."

"Great."

My "loving" fiancé placed her knife on the kitchen counter and untied her apron and it slipped down to the floor. I watched her every move eagerly. She walked towards where I am while swaying her hips, flipping her hair, and unbuttoning her buttoned shirt. "K-Kikyo…" She revealed her sexy laced bra filled with her soft wonderful breasts. Kikyo dropped her shirt on the floor and made it towards me. She wrapped her arms around my neck and put her lips on my neck and then my soft furry ear. She whispered," You don't know what you're missing. I know what you've been doing Inuyasha." She grabbed my neck tie and forced me to look at her. "You, Inuyasha, do you know what's coming up next?" She licked her lips and rubbed the bulged in my pants. "I'm going to kill you Inuyasha Takahashi. It's only because you're a big horny bastard, and bastards like you don't belong here." I looked at her in disbelief. I knew I should have listened to Miroku and Kouga. This girl was crazy! "And Inuyasha, your punishment is me chopping your little friend piece by piece," she said this while rubbing and then squeezing the living crap out of me.

"AH! Kikyo, please that hurts."

"That hurts. THAT HURTS! You should have thought about me instead of fucking with that 'wanna be me' girl, Kagome! I'll show you what hurts sooner or later!" I swallowed a big lump in my throat. I had no idea what I was going to do now. "After all the things we've been through and you still tick me off with your foolishness. I am not stupid Inuyasha! I knew you had feelings for Kagome, but I thought they were going to fade but no; you had to think with that little head of yours. And I'm not talking about the one on your shoulders. "

There was a paused and then she reached for my face to caress it. "What a wonderful face you have too. Now just think what I could do to it." She quickly flipped around, reached down in her bra and brought out a mini by dangerously knife. This was now pointed to my neck. "Kikyo!!"

"Kikyo, Kikyo, Kikyo! I know you've called Kagome's name many of times because you said her name whenever we made love. Do you know how painful that is? Inuyasha, do you have any last words before you die?" Kikyo raised an eyebrow…

"Yeah, that you are a crazy bitch and that your mind is really fucked up!" I grabbed her arm with the knife and punched her in the stomach, but not too hard to hurt her. She fell on the floor, the carpet being her cushion. "And you should realize I'm stronger than you! For I am a man don't you know."

"A man?! Don't make me laugh Inuyasha! A man would know how to make there lover feel safe and secure, but you made me feel useless and venerable. I HATE YOU, Inuyasha!" The words 'I hate you' rang in my ears millions of times. Hearing these words didn't bother me because I wasn't in love with her. She was a waste of my breath and my time. "Goodbye Kikyo…Forever." I walked through the front door and left her sobbing on the floor helplessly.

'Normal POV'

Inuyasha hopped in his red topless car. He started it up, threw on his sunglasses and went on his way. The sun was glistening threw his well conditioned silver hair, and his fingers padded on the wheel as he jammed to music on the radio. Everything was going to be just- "Watch where you going you lunatic! This car cost too much for me to freaking make a scratch." –fine.

Inuyasha drove through a drive way to a shrine that seemed like home to him. He honked the horn a couple of times and the one he loved came out the house looking fine as ever. She smiled up to him and hopped in the car with him. "Hey," she said with a smile that could melt your heart.

"Hey."

They drove off and cruised down the roads and high ways. Passing buildings, big bodies of water, there was no possible way they knew where they were going. The girl brought her arms in the air and made a huge stretch. "Mmmm…" She unraveled her pony tailed hair and let it flow down her back; closing her eyes to the breezed that flowed through her hair suddenly. It felt oh so good. Inuyasha watched this, more amazed then ever. 'Oh how beautiful she is.'

"Inuyasha?"

"Hm, Kagome."

"I've been wondering. How is your relationship with Kikyo?"

Inuyasha was silent at first, but then gather up the courage to speak. "We had a huge fight today and we broke up."

"Oh, Inuyasha is it because of me? I knew we should have never gone on that night-"

"Kagome, she never trusted me. She thought we did something completely wrong and inappropriate and all we done was go to our favorite restaurant to get some cake. You know how Kikyo is when I don't take her out for some cake, and then take her home for that' something special thing.' Gosh, Kagome we haven't done anything but get cake. I'm not that kind of guy, Kags."

"I know Inuyasha, and you should never have a girl that could never give her trust to you. I trust you."

They we're paused at a red light. Inuyasha looked at her. She had the most wonderful smile. "That's what best friends are for right?" She said this while making a giggle and grabbed one of his ears, "Besides there is no one else that loves you more then me!"

Inuyasha's heart began to pound upon his chest and he pressed on the gas pedal because of the green light. There was a comfortable silence between them. The music was there only calm, but peaceful distraction. Smiles were upon their faces and they enjoyed each others company. Kagome's face beamed with light and happiness and so did Inuyasha's. Happiness flown threw the car, the wind, but mostly in there hearts which made a stronger feeling, love.

"Inuyasha isn't it a wonderful day!" Kagome said while flashing a smile before him. Inuyasha only nodded keeping his eyes on the road. 'Everything is wonderful whenever I'm with you Kagome.' Inuyasha looked down and saw a light flashing, so he thought he'd go and fill up the gas tank. He droved to the gas station, popped off the car, and flipped the gas switch. He filled the gas tank and hopped back in the car.

"There's a place I saw while we were driving here. I think it's like a mini carnival with games and stuff like that. How about it, Kags? "

"Sure! It sounds fun."

Inuyasha drove out the gas station and they went back on the high way, only for a few miles, and made it to the carnival. "Sakura's Mini Carnival", said Inuyasha as he found a parking space. They made it to the entrance and it was free to get in. It turns out the whole park was free except the drinks and food. "Come on Inuyasha! Give me your hand!" The carnival was filled with activities mostly for couples or families that wanted to go out to have fun or spend time with each other. Well, Inuyasha and Kagome was one of them.

They approached a small little barn filled with animals. Kagome smiled her biggest, released Inuyasha's hand and ran to the ponies…or tiny horses. "Inuyasha, you see, I want to get on one of these!" Kagome said squealing with delight. "Kags, you are 20-years-old. Don't you think you're too old for such childish things?" Kagome looked up at Inuyasha with big eyes. "Not at all, you are 22-years-old, don't you think you're acting too old for your age? Were still young, have a little fun! They have horses over there we could ride, see…" Kagome pointed to the horses that were twice the size of the ponies. Inuyasha smiled. That's what he loved about Kagome. She was still young and innocent in the heart and he didn't have to worry about having an old and grumpy friend once they get older. Hopefully there will be more to their relationship once they get that old.

Inuyasha and Kagome went to the owner of the barn. "Hey my name is Mr. Ottawa. How can I help you? Oh wait of course! You want to ride on the horses." He laughed extra hard and the couple just sat there not amused. "The ponies are definitely too small and a big girl like you could hurt these poor babies!" Kagome stood there and just smile looking as if she was going to explode guts all over the place. "Come on! Let me direct you to the horses." They began to follow, but Inuyasha pause Kagome and bent down to whisper in her ear, "Don't worry Kagome. You have the most perfect body I've ever seen." Kagome blushed at this deciding not to say a word to this comment.

"Hey you two, don't tell me you change your mind all ready. These horses need some company and exercise!"

Inuyasha and Kagome both laugh. It looks like talking about other's weight is a habit for Mr. Ottawa.

The horses were all different in there own kind of way. Kagome picked a horse named Black Beauty. Inuyasha picked a horse that was named Chuck; he was brown and white. Inuyasha helped Kagome get on the horse, and Inuyasha got on his horse while having a little experience since he rode one when he was a boy.

The two 'westerns' were outside the barn in the field that was outline with wooden fence. The grass was very green, and it was mostly almost dark. "Now you two have fun! You have about twenty minutes, because we don't let the horses out at night. We have so called predators that like to ruin the fun of our barn." Mr. Ottawa burst out laughing and again Inuyasha and Kagome stood there not amused.

"Well, I'm off!" Inuyasha road away with his horse and went around the field. "Hey! Wait for me Inuyasha!" Kagome followed after him. Good thing Kagome knew how to work a horse. 'Those western movies sure did help, grandpa.'

Inuyasha and Kagome spent the rest of the night playing games and winning prizes. Inuyasha won a big Winnie the Pooh bear for her, and he won a stuff baseball bat for himself. There was one more ride that Kagome wanted to do last. She never saw anything huge like it. It was the biggest ride in the carnival; the ferries wheel. Kagome couldn't help it. She ran to the entrance of the ferries wheel. "Kagome! Not again!" Inuyasha ran after her. When he caught up to her she said," I have to get on that! I want to see if I'm afraid of heights or not!" Kagome grinned sweetly. "Come with me." The owner of the ferries wheel gave them a seat and shut them tight. The other people finally got on and the ride begun. Kagome smiled. She was so excited that she was going to the top, and once they reached up there. It was the most beautiful sight she ever seen. There were lights everywhere and you could see tiny little people and most of all you could see the one person you care the most about sharing the same moment with you. The ride went on, the limit was about 10 minutes.

"Hey, Kagome."

"Hm?"

"How do you like the ferries wheel? Are you afraid of heights?"

"I love the ferries wheel, and I probably would be afraid, but why would I if I was protected by the strongest person in the world." Kagome lift her eyes to his. Inuyasha blushed. "Uh, I wouldn't say that I'm the strongest in the world, but I am strong I admit." Inuyasha beamed with the biggest smile.

'Inuyasha POV'

I watched her get excepted once she looked upon the ferries wheel. She looked so beautiful as the moon caressed her features showing her wonderful smooth creamy skin. I smiled.

"Hey, Kagome."

"Hm?"

"How do you like the ferries wheel? Are you afraid of heights?"

"I love the ferries wheel, and I probably would be afraid, but why would I if I was protected by the strongest person in the world." I looked at her surprised as her eyes met mine. I was blushing big time. The smallest things she said had the biggest affect on me ever. "Uh, I wouldn't say that I'm the strongest in the world, but I am strong I admit." I smiled my biggest. Only she could do that too me. My heart was pounding upon my chest and the butterflies and my head telling me to show her how I feel wouldn't stop. She was all I wanted and this day meant a lot too me, because I never had to be this close to her without worries about Kikyo or other people being in the way. Tonight it was only me and her and nothing was going to stop us. Nothing.

-GASP!-

Oh crap. Okay I said nothing will stop us. It really meant nothing when the ferries wheel just stopped on us. "Everyone stay calm. Just some technical difficulties, but nothing severe; it will only take about fifteen minutes to get this baby started, so just enjoy the view until then." Okay, now what to do at this time. Oh wait! This is my chance to be with Kagome a little longer.

"Well, it's a good thing it's not like one of those movies I seen a million times. A moment like this mean tragedy and screaming people!" said this and looked at me. I could tell she was a big nervous. "Come here, Kagome." Kagome scooted next to me and laid her head on my shoulder while I wrapped one arm around her. "I will protect you, love." Since when I've became so open to her like this? "I-Inuyasha" I laced my fingers between hers. "Hm?" Surprisingly she didn't move her hand back. "Do you promise to always protect me?" There's my heart again. It wouldn't stop at all and she would probably figure it out soon.

"Yes, I always will. Forever."

Kagome lifted her head towards me, and she had some look in her eyes I never seen before. What was it?

"Really?" I bit my lip. Oh how I wanted to kiss those soft pink lips of hers. I couldn't help it. I brought my arms around her and held her a little closer, but not too close to have her suspicious. Like that would help because it was probably written on my face that I wanted her. I wanted her bad. I took a deep breath. "Really Kagome."

"Best friends forever?" Those innocent eyes of hers; they were filled with so much emotion but only for me this time. Oh, Kagome don't you realize at all. "Best friends for-" I kissed her. I finally kissed her, and believe me her lips were the best thing I ever made contact with.

"Normal POV"

"Best friends forever?"

"Best friends for-" Inuyasha kissed her. Kagome stood there surprised but she closed her eyes and kissed back. They're shared kiss was the best moment between them, but sadly the ferries wheel started again. They released there lip lock and looked in each other's eyes. 'Now this was a way to end a wonderful night.' Kagome smiled wide and threw her arms around Inuyasha and kissed him again.

"Inuyasha thanks for a great night. I can't wait to see you again."

"Yeah, I had fun too. So I see you whenever."

Kagome smiled, opened her front door, and she was about to go in but was stopped by a hand holding on to her. It was Inuyasha of course. "Oh, no you don't! You won't leave without giving me a good night kiss." He pulled Kagome in his arms, and kissed her ever so gently. They told each other good night in a whisper only to be heard in there kiss.

To be continued…