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Edward POV

Days turn into weeks which then become months...and my heart still feels empty

Does everyone feel bored after being in relationship with someone? I mean isn't love meant to kept them together? But wait there is no love or affection in my relationship. It's all about trying to please her instead of myself. I'm doing the right thing out of obligation because my sister, Alice asked me to.

Bella the one I'm dating is not the one I'm meant to be with, I just know it I mean the first 2 months were fun in a way but quickly they ended. I came to a shocking conclusion! Not once in my relationship had I tried to turn our physical relationship sexually, I mean the thought had never even crossed my mind. Then my realisation dawned on me...I was never attracted to Bella, well not just her but women in general. Even in days of adolescence, not once did I find myself attracted to them. With this realisation it dawned on me, I must be gay.

I mean I remember checking out guys before but I thought it was because I was jealous that they looked better than I did, be it their bodies or faces, but now I realised it was because on some level I wanted them for myself. But now when I see them, I feel some burning desire to touch them, hold them. The funny thing is I'm not shocked that I realised this. I mean subconsciously I must have realised long ago but chose to hide it deep within myself so the issue would never be brought up.

But now I made my discovery, I realised I can't stand with Bella any longer. First of all, without sex or love there is nothing to hold me to her. Plus I never realised how annoying she truly is until NOW, she is always making fun of people in her own way and she is quite rude in her manners. Which brings me back to Alice, they recently had a falling out so I now would be the perfect time to drop the bombshell, or so to speak, on her.

Ok now to get down to business, I have already made plans to meet with Bella and I will tell her then. There is no reason for me to keep this 'relationship' going on any longer.

The hours pass quickly as I wait before it's time to pick her up for our date, the time runs around to 6'oclock and I can't wait a minute longer! I go to her door and knock quietly. She must have been waiting because the door flies open and I'm greeted with a kiss, I cringe mentally at this. Why hadn't I realised how disgusting and messy Bella's kisses were? I had to think of some sexy guy I saw on my trip here, so I don't throw up in her mouth. Finally it ends and she looks at me with innocent eyes.

"Oh Edward how I have missed you" she says, her voice a tad bit too emotional

"It's been 2 days Bella, that isn't that long" I reply, in a colder than necessary tone.

"I know I know but it feels like forever" she whines and I simply nod, too tired to speak.

I decide that a quick break up is the easier road, I can't be in this relationship for another minute!

We get in my car and I drive until we reach a small, secluded park. Yes, this is the perfect place. I walk over to the one of the trees and turn my back to her. Ok this is it, do or die.

"Bella...there is something I have to say...I know we have been together for 6 months but I think our relationship isn't going in the right direction and I think it's time we break up" I say too quietly I'm not sure if she hears me.

But her eyes start to glisten slightly and she voices the wordless question of why with her eyes.

"Ok I know this is hard to say but I don't like you anymore...not the way you think I mean I don't like women in general...I like men" I whisper, and I bite my lip waiting for her response.

Bella's POV

I could feel my eyes enlarging by the second, if time was even moving.

At least I had better eyesight, I could see every mannerism Edward was making.

He bit his lip. He was not sure for once how to use his fingers whether it be to scratch his head or the back of his neck or the one I yearned for to… reach out to me and touch my hand.

Sigh.

I smiled nearly laughing to myself at the silly fantasy;

I can't believe my heart would jump a beat every time he held my hand.

I can't believe I spent the last six months asking him if I was the one and only girl.

I laughed even harder and louder, thinking when I asked him out, it wasn't just a sign of female empowerment but he probably accepted out of sympathy or even worse denial for he's freakin sexuality.

I think my eyes started blinking because I just couldn't stop laughing. A young boy walking across the street with rock star looks actually stopped just to take a picture of a crazy woman.

"Bella, what – why are you laughing, please can you stop your embarrassing. I mean Joe Jonas is taking photos." Edward leaned closer, muttering with perfect pronunciation. I hated that. Why was I noticing this?

I raised my left eyebrow at the word embarrassing.

"Oh I'll give you embarrassing. Edward fucking Cullen." I shouted. I even turned to Joe Jonas and his shaking hand holding his mobile camera and winked at it.

I cried out "Edward! How could you" and fell on to my knees, I didn't care if there were grass stains on my jeans. I wanted to make a point. How dare he take me to a public park and break up with because he likes boys. I dug my nails into the muddy weeds repetitiously with elevating fury adding "WHY Edward, Why Edward Why!"

Edward glared at me squinting his green eyes in a menacing way, he shook his head with disgust and started to turn away.

Hmph.

I put on the water works now and not only did I dug into the dirt but I started to throw it, merely hitting the back of his Marcs coat. I gasped at the revelation of such an obvious clue. He was too stylish.

My arms became too weak to catch up to his freakin swift walking movements. I gave up and just let myself fall face front to the grass.

Edward walked past Joe. Then with a smirk, he decided to return to Joe.

"Hey, if you post this on youtube I'll give you $50." Joe flashed a wide grin and gave him a hi-five

"Sweet!..and by the way it's about time you got rid of Bella" Joe winked and replayed the footage on his mobile.

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