I'm sorry about the way the text was before, I did it on my tab and it didn't copy across correctly for some reason.

I was sat in the board room; the high backed chair was supporting me as I realized what the care plan was. The care plan for my baby. The father was sat next to me asking questions. Questions that I didn't want to know the answer to. It was stupid, I had been in this situation many times before but it had never affected it in this way. I had a strange longing for him to hold my hand and say it was all ok, a longing that I've not had in so long. A longing that I haven't had since I was a child, since the day my Mother left me for a random guy in India. Once again I felt so very strangely alone. I never feel alone. I don't need people to help me but in that moment, I needed all the help I could get but I was too afraid to ask for it.

Here I am sitting at my desk with the computer monitor staring at me waiting for me to accept the video call. Should I shouldn't I. It's a call from a figure of my past. I don't know whether I should bring up my past again or not. I'm so scared. What if I get left again? I know I pushed her away, but every day she has been trying to get hold of me. Trying to get through to me. The jock just suddenly walks into my office, no respect at all; he doesn't even knock these days. Just waltz's in whenever he feels like it.

"Jac, are you…"

He cuts off short as he takes in my face, her notices the distress etched into my features and looks at me. The computer is still ringing relentlessly. Looking back and forth at the computer and me, I get up and walk over to him. "I umm, I…" I stop and take a deep breath "I don't know what to do" I look at my bump and think, what would she want me to do as Jonny walks around to my computer he takes one look at the monitor and the ringing stops. For a brief second I think what did he click, until I hear someone talking asking for me and he pulls me around. I look at the person on the other side. She has tall and skinny. Her hair, ginger like mine in a loose bun at the nape of the neck. I just sit there taking it all in. Jonny, he notices that I'm distracted. He doesn't know why but he encourages me to sit down and starts the conversation for me crouched on the floor next to me.

"Hello, what's your name?"

"Jasmine, her name is Jasmine" He looks at me before standing up

"You know each other?" I nod in response "ok, well I will wait for you at the nurses' station". He kissed me on the lips before walking over to the door. I my eyes follow him around the room, just before he leaves he says: "I will keep Eliot out of the way" and shuts the door behind him. I look back at the screen at my half-sister and she looks like she is in a state of shock.

"I thought I'd never get through to you" she babbles.

I chuckle "I am a little busy at the moment"

"Clearly, you've got yourself a hubby" I tense up not sure if I'm ready to share things with her just yet "what's he like?" My sister begins before asking me a multitude of questions. At first I found myself holding back but then I began to relax and talk to her as I would Sasha or Michael.

After half an hour has passed we say our goodbyes and I log off the computer I leave my office to find Maconie true to his word. Without even concealing my smile from everyone else I grabbed his hand and we walked off the ward to the car. Jonny seemed shocked into silence for some reason.

Once he was sat in the car he stammered looking at me as if I was some sort of alien. "what the hell hapened in there?" he finally managed to get the words to roll off his tongue. I felt offended at his reaction but then he continued as a tear began to form. I held it back "you would never hold my hand or smile at me in public".

It became clear that it is my turn to stammer, "well I um, Jasmine made me realise that I was being silly and that I don't care what other people think" I realised that I am searching his face for a reaction. Slowly his face is breaking out into his annoying scotish grin as he realised what I said. I have a sudden urge to do something so I decided to lean accross the car and kiss him, only the kiss lasted a lot longer then I fou d myself expecting. Eventually my awareness of the people: staff and pateints alike began to fade away as the annoying Jock became my entire world. Eventually he pulled away, and I noticed all the people standing my the entrance of the hospital watching , nervously I pushed a strand of hair behind my ear and sat looking at my future bump. But strangely I found that I didn't care about what other people think.

"lets go somewhere more comfortable yeah" Jonny stated rather then asked.

"Just a minute" I muttered, I was feeling prying eyes on me as I reached down for my bag next to my feet. Jonny looked at me in confusion. "I have something that you might want" I'm starting to feel clammy with the knowledge of he audience outside but I can't back out now so I find myself getting out a picture of the first baby scan and I pass it over to Jonny. His face has the biggest smile on that I have ever seen as he takes the scan, after looking at it he puts it on the dash board for everyone too see and starts up the car. However just before he drives off we lock eyes and we both smile as we lean in for one final kiss. We break away and Jonny swerves out of the parking space and drive past the entrance where everyone is crowded so that only one person sees the baby scan. His closest friend. Mo.

I don't really know where I'm going with this so please feel free to give any suggestions