Preface
This feeling I am having is like that of a nightmare, the kind where you can't run fast enough; as if your legs can't hold out much longer; as if your heart keeps on beating furiously inside you; as if your head feels like it's going to explode, from everything you're thinking that you can't seem to grasp, to accept, and especially... to live with.
Your brain keeps on telling you, whispering to you, that it's too late... too late...you can't do anything now... this is the end... but your heartkeeps on forcing you, urging you, that it's not too late... not too late... you can still make it... this is not the end.
Just like in a nightmare, I'm feeling all the pressure, time isn't slowing down; but I have to do everything ... I have to try my best... I have to endure this pain... I have to do whatever it takes ... to see him, to make him see me... once again, and to tell him how I feel... before everything ends here.
Sooner or later we'll both perish, but I don't care, because now I realize how much he really means to me, which made me come up with a decision, or rather a conclusion: I just can't live in a world where he doesn't exist.
I know that if I didn't get myself involved in their organization,I wouldn't be facing death now, but I can't bring myself to regret the decision I've made, because it brought me to him.
Surely, I am now within his range, I'll be able to die with him, right here... right now... no matter what happens. The only thing that's keeping me going is to let him know that I'm still here... that I never left, and I never will. I'm ready to die with him, if that's what it takes, to keep my promise to him and to myself: to stay by his side forever, no matter what. I'm not having any regrets, I don't want to have any regrets... before I go into oblivion... with him...
Love is a blast... after all...
Author's Note: I didn't specify which Akatsuki member this story is all about, but I'm sure the title and the image itself gave it away. He happened to be my favorite villain. I'll update as soon as I can for those who want this story to progress.
