Woah stuff: Erm! Kh is not mine, but yall know that HAW!! Only thing i claim to have made was the story yur about to set yur eyes on so yea :D

Pairs: Sora/Riku [no smex in this chapter sorry n.n; maybe in chap 3 or 4? or even 2 if i can fit all that it O.o

Warnings: Yaoi, violence, language, depressing stuff that is...well...depressing O.o maybe I donno. Depends on what you see as depressing.

Crits?: Hmmm maybe!! but only helpful crits if any at all. This is my first fic...And my first YAOI so D: try and understand that to. But we gotta learn from our mistakes so here we go :O AND!!! one more thing...I spell bad so xD

Setting: 4 months after a war :o its winterrr and and annnd Sora has lost half his family and friends just so you all can understand the lil start of this story

Blue eyes gave a distant stare...A most...Chilling being was such a boy in his cold and tiny room. On a day as such. everything seemed to be tinted to a dull color...And not even a bright yellow cd cover that lay on the top of his tv would shine over it. Such a woe filled male gave a long and tired sigh before pulling from the window. If he was going to get over such a time of loss, then stareing into a cold wasteland of a broken town would do no good for him. His sore body gave a soft jerk once a most soothing voice called from downstairs "Sora!...Sora darling...Come down here...Someones here for us." His mothers voice seemed full of hope and the old sane love it use to so willingly give out. As of late...Before this day that is. She was all to quiet...And only stared at the harsh black screen of their livingroom tv. "He's going to take us from this horrid place!!"

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[note: rest of story will not be like above xD that was just to set a mood :o all those grammer mistakes above? Dx forget them now xD

A seeping cold weight dropped over soras spine "...Wuh.." He muttered before dashing out his door, around the rail post, and quickly bounceing his way to the bottom of the steps "MOM!!" He yelped. She spun around in shock "Sora?!" Sora leaned his palms over his knee caps "Mom! We can't leave we just cant!!" The elderly woman frowned and leaned in closer. Her eyes serious as she asked "Why not?" Sora gave her stare right back at her as he coughed out "My friends!" Tears now collecting around his bottom lids "I cant!...Cant...What if...What if one of the-"

"Stop this Sora!" His mom scolded. "You know very well what happened to all of them! I'm sorry darling but we must leave...If we don't...We could catch whatever the animals on this wretch of an island have already been the oh so lucky vistums of!" His mom had a point. He had seen wild dogs...Some even use to belong to a few of his friends...Now roaming, heaps of foam pussing from their mouth, dried snot prickled around their cold black snouts. Not only dogs, but cats, birds even, rodents, anything that lived outside and closer to whatever was doing such a thing. But sora couldnt help it. All of his friends had grown up here. It was so sudden.

"Bu-But..." He made one last try to sway his mother. But she wouldnt have it. "Baby! I only want you to be safe...I don't know what I would do if i lost you!" She sniffled and bent down on her knees. Wrapping her arms around her sons chest and pulling him in "I've lost so much Sora!" Sora bit his lip. He didn't know why, hugging his mom was a blessing, but it made him feel very sad. "...Ok" He finally mumbled. He didn't want to see his mother in pain any longer. He loved her with everything he had left. She raised him. ...She...Infact was his only thing left to have aswell. His mother seeming to take much joy in his final turn of mood. "Good boy!" She praised softly as she stood and reached her hand out for his. He took it, though he stared at the other sides of his old house a last time "What about my stuff." He whispered. His mom frowned "I'll buy you new things darling. Your old things could have that virus already!!" Sora widened his eyes "Wait!!" He sobbed out soflty " Let me get just one thing?" His mom paused for a long moment before nodding "ONE!! thing...Go!" She rushed him.

He sped back up to his room. Flopping over his big shoes only once at the last step. "Where did I leave it?" His voice shook. Though it didn't take long for him to spot a small star shaped stone on his bed...He and Riku had found it in the shallow waters one day, and relised it looked like the fruit which is said to bring you close to someone and put you in their fate! He turned it over slowely to press his finger tips on the dull, markings of the letters "S" And "R" "Riku!" He sniffled. His bottom lip covering his top as he managed to blink away his tears "I know you alive!" He sighed as he wrapped his gloved hands around the stone and heald it to his chest "...You have to be!" Rike had a good 60 chance of being alive...Just before the war started. He left on a trip with his father, and older brother. But when or if he ever came back was a mystery to Sora. 'What if he comes back...and thinks I'm dead? Then we'll never meet agai-' Soras thoughts being cut off by a most annoyed call from his mother.

'...Coming mom...I'm coming...'

[End!! D: i know its short but thats cause i wanna see if anyone would be into me making more chaps...if not ill just trash this one and start on another xD if yes! thennnn ill start on another ,more longer chap!! I promise ;D I guess this chap only had a bit of sobbing and stuff xD but i'ma knock it up a notch [BAM lol in next chap if i do make one ) And sorry for so many faces with the... D: and the :) and the ;D but thats just a bad habbit of mine Dx