Smile

Sometimes I sit at home and wonder how it'd be
If he had loved me
Truly loved me yes
I learned a while ago that kind of thing
Never happens for me

Naiya stood on top of Hokage mountain, a year has passed since the missions to retrieve Sasuke. SHe brushed her long blonde hair behind her ear as a gust of wind blew over the mountain.

And so I go around
And just pretend
Love is not for me
I play the circus clown around my friends
Make them laugh and they won't see
That you never let them see you sweat
Don't want them to think the pain runs deep
Lord knows it's killing me

She had acted the same, hiding her pained heart, everytime someon ementioned the Uchiha it was like they were stabbing her in the back. None of them could tell, not Tsunade, Iruka, none of them could, it was like nothing had changed.

So I put on my make-up
Put a smile on my face
And if anyone asks me
Everything is okay

Some of them had asked her if she was alright and she would always answer with a yes, she was fine. She had covered up her feelings and acted like a clown.

I'm laughing cause no one
Knows the joke is on me
Cause I'm dying inside
With my pride and a smile
On my face
On my face

None of them realised that she was slowly dying inside, that the big joke was on her. They never realised thats she had fallen in love, with her rival, best friend and traitor, Uchiha Sasuke.

Sometimes I sit at home

By the phone hoping he might call me

But he don't call me

But then I realize

Dreams come true aren't for girls like me

Not like me

And so I go around with my head up

Like it ain't no thing

And when the boys around with all my friends

I'm into other things

She sometimes spent nights near the gate, waiting to see if he had realised that he was wrong and wanted to come back to the village, but then morning would come and she would realise that she was an idiot for hoping that he would come running back and they would have their normal fights. When guys came and asked her out on dates she would turn them down, her heart only belonged to one person. Though she had realised dreams like that don't come true for people like her.

#flashback#

"Teme!"

"Dope"

"hmph you think your so cool, duckass"

"Dumb blonde"

"Sasugay!"

"deadlast"

"TEME!"

they stood their glaring at each other

#End Flashback#

Because you never let them see you sweat

Don't want them to think the pain runs deep

Lord knows it's killing me

She kept up her mask, the one time it faltered was whens he saw him during a solo missions she had to do near sound. He had been alone, they had stood their for ages just staring at each other, she had taken a step forward but as she did he flashed away. That day she had sat at the spot and cried her heart out. then she picked herself up and returned to the village with her mask up as if nothing had happened.

#flashback#

it was before they became team 7, she had gotten up on the deaks and they had glared at each other.

'What makes him so great, he's just the last of his clan with duckass hair, nothing that great! he seems lonly though like me, I wanna make him smile" she thought.

'Hmph how dare this dope come so close to me! what a loser though she is pretty GAH!' was what he thought.

They had glared so hard at each other they had forgotten about where they were, Kiba had shoved Naiya by accident and she had fallen onto the Uchiha, their lips meeting as one.

The Class watched in horror as the two broke apart coughing and sputtering about how gross it was, at least that's what it seemed to the class but to the 2 it was different, 'She has soft lips, I wanna kiss her again' thought Sasuke, Naiya thougth 'Damm duckass stole my first kiss, mm he smells nice sorta musky and minty, mm'.

#End Flashback#

It's not an easy thing

Sometimes it's hard to face the truth

It's not the life that I would choose

This wasn't how she wanted her life to be like, since a child she had wanted a family of her own, after she met Sasuke and become friends with him, she had started to think of starting that family with him but it didn't look like things were gonna go according to plan.

But what else can I do?

If he don't love me

If he don't want me

I'm not about to sit around

Let myself go

But what else could she do, he didn't love her and you can't exactly force someone to love you, He broke her heart, so she had to paste it back together and maybe find someone who could have it and who would give her theirs in exchange. She had finally let go of Uchiha Sasuek, her rival, Best friend and former owner of her heart.

So for the first time in months a true smile appeared on her lips, as she gazed down over her village. Suddenly a pair of storng arms circled her waist, she turned around and faced her boyfriend of 2 months, Gaara.

He had seen through her mask, listened to her, comforted her, glued her heart togther again and was her truest, best friend. He was the keeper and the guard to her heart.

She gave him a smile and kissed his lips as he glanced down at her, she leaned on his shoulder, as he carried her bridal style down the hokage mountain and to her house. She grabbed his arm as he set her down on her bed, "Don't leave me" she whimpered, he gave her the msile he only showed her and then layed down next to her.

He pulled her close, "Never" he whispered into her ear. She smiled as she snuggled into him, "Ashiteru" she whsipered, he smiled, "Ashiteru Koishii". In that one moment all her dreams came true, her lips lifted into a soft smile as she closed her eyes and slowly fell asleep to her lovers heartbeat.

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Ashiteru: I love you

Koishii: lover

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