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I was sitting in my bedroom which was in the dorm building of my university. I tried to get my mind off him so many times. I tried watching TV but all the programs reminded me of him and what he did. I didn't mind that he was kind of pushing me into sex I just put it at the back of my mind, I thought he loved me; he would always say he did when we were doing it. But he only loved me for having sex with him, nothing more nothing less. I had usually been doing this every weekend now just sitting in my room hoping something on the TV would cheer me up or that Jesse would magically come through the door and beg for my forgiveness and say that he realized what a jerk he's been. Though that's a fairy-tale it isn't true and it'll never be true. The solid facts are that he's a fucking wanker and I hope he burns in hell.
He told everyone that he fucked Rose Hathaway and everyone just keeps asking me for one night stands and shit like that, if you asked a couple of months ago what I would do if someone said that to me I'd say I'd fucking punch them in the gut. But now well I'm now my worst nightmare I just sit back and watch what they do. I guess I'll just be alone all my life you know nothing new since you don't have a fucking god damned idea who your damn parents are. I've kind of got in the habit of drinking but what else can a person do when everyone thinks you're a cheap whore. I haven't had a drink all night yet so yay for me! Let the sorrows pile up.
My bedroom door opens and a cool breeze waves in. "Rose, we're taking you out tonight. There's a huge New Year's Eve party going on and you are most definitely not going to miss it not on my watch." Lisa said no more like bossed me. She's been through all of this with me, and hasn't judged a single hair on my body. She is most definitely my best friend. "Here Christian bought it for you but I chose it out put it on and I'll meet you in the hall in 10 minutes." She said in the voice of authority much like she is my mother than a best friend, and walked out the door and closed it. Right, I didn't even get a single say in this idea of theirs. Well it can be a new year's resolution for me, to start over to be the old Rose. The one who is good on her grades but not so good when the headmistress calls. Yeah, that's me!
I quickly undress and put on the short red dress that they got me. I didn't have time to look in the full length mirror because I had to splash on some makeup and do my hair. I put on some red lipstick to match my dress and some black stilettoes. I quickly brushed my hair since it was thankfully naturally straight and paused to have a brief look in the mirror. The dress was perfect. It was tight from the top then flared out at the bottom with pleats, even though I seriously didn't want the attention they got me the dress which would grab attention. My dark hair looked great against the dress, and made me look just a little scary. I grinned at myself as I quickly slipped on my shamballa bracelet and grabbed my clutch and walked out my bedroom door. I saw Lisa and Christian waiting for me.
Lisa had a huge smile on her face as she saw me walking towards them. "You look great Rose," She squealed and opened the door and pushed me out first before I could make a single objection. I look own the corridor scared that if someone I knew walked out their dorm room and saw me. I don't know why I'm scared Rose Hathaway is never scared. I breathed through my nose and straightened my back and held my head higher than I did before.
We took the elevator to the basement in silence. I got a few brief stared on the way, but I shook it off and kept walking like I saw nothing. We made it to the basement and were greeted with strobe lighting and a loud bass. I didn't want to be a burden on Lisa and Christian's shoulder today so I'll just wander of and do my own thing.
"Lis I'm just ganna go get a drink I'll meet you later okay." I shouted trying to be as loud as I could to get her to hear me over the music. I got a nod in return and a be safe, she showed me her phone to say I could call her if I needed to. We walked off in our own directions and I ended up walking up to the bar like I said.
"Dude, there's ma girl for the night, I bet I'll get her to give me heads too," I heard some guy say.
"Dimitri, come on man what about your new year's resolution?" The other guy tried to reason with him I slowed down so I could hear what they were saying.
"How about you go get her then, let's see what you're made of Ivashkov," The guy said in a competitive voice. My jaw tensed up.
I got a sharp feeling in my stomach and my feet pushed me to walk faster towards the bar. I really needed a drink badly, what was he going to do? Were they talking about me? "Oh god," I whispered shakily as I reached the bar and sat down on one of the two seater chairs. The voice didn't sound like Jesse's or someone I recognized. I shouldn't have come to this damned party, one drink and I'll go… okay maybe two drinks. I propped my elbows onto the counter and the bar tender came over.
"What will it be," He said while cleaning the counter, he had big biceps; he was wearing a black muscle shirt with a white apron at his waist. I would have thought he looked really sexy but I wasn't in the mood.
"Margarita extra tequila please," I said, looking through the corner of my eye to see if anyone was walking towards me, I relaxed a little. The bartender bought my drink over and flashed me a smile I couldn't help but give him a wink. I took a couple of sips until I felt someone sit beside me. My heart skipped a beat. My breathing heightened and I shuffled on the very edge of the seat not wanting to be anywhere nears the person beside me. The person snaked his arm around my waist and pulled me closer to him. "L-leave me alone please," I stuttered quietly out trying to pry his hand away from my waist.
"Hey beautiful, what you playing at?" He said made his grip a little harder around my waist. Well I'll give him credit for calling me beautiful… but I still don't want him touching me.
"Look, I heard you talking to your friend over their about me, so cut the act. I'm not that slutly type of girl gets it!" I said trying to make my voice sound hard and aggressive. He let out a chuckle and loosened his grip but didn't let go.
Suddenly his lips were right near my ear, "Don't worry princess I won't do anything to you," He said in a deep voice. I didn't know why but I felt reassured that he wouldn't do anything… that I could trust him on that. I relaxed my stiffened shoulders and sagged back into the leather seating.
"Can I have a refill please," I said to the bartender who gave me another dazzling smile and went off to refill my glass leaving me with the guy next to me. "I never got your name?" I said turning slightly so I could see him. Even in strobe lighting, I could make out his breath taking features and his emerald eye which stood out completely even in the dark. He was quite taller than me considering I am a little short. I gulped when he noticed me staring at him and gave me a grin which made me swoon even more than the bartender made me. I could see he had big biceps even through his clothing.
"Adrian Ivashkov, and May I ask who this lovely lady is," He said giving me a flirty wink.
"I… erm… my… I'm Rose Hathaway." Way to go on first impressions Rose. He chuckled again, sounding used to the slip up. "How about I buy you a drink?" I said as the bartender came back with my refill, I took a sip of the alcohol letting it brush away my worries for the mean time, but I'll regret it in the morning.
"Russian Vodka with ice thanks." He said to the bartender who disappeared but came back with the drink within seconds, since it was only vodka. Adrian took a swing of his vodka and finished it within one gulp. Well at least I can talk to someone about my alcohol problem, I thought sarcastically. "So you're a freshman right?" He asked as motioning for another drink.
"Yeah it's my first year here." I said taking another sip of my drink. I just stared into his eyes and pretended to listen to what he was saying.
"Rose," I heard a familiar voice shout my name, but I ignored it and continued drinking my drink. "Yo babe," I heard the voice much clearer and much closer to close for my liking. Someone touched my thigh and I flinched as I figured out who touched me. What the fuck is this piece of shit doing here.
"And to think I was having a nice time," I said as I placed my drink down onto the counter. And gave Jesse my famous death glare.
"Now Rose no need to be feisty- oh who do we have here? Hooked up with someone already you little slut," He said in a harsh tone, be strong Rose.
"You little wanker, piss off." I growled at him but he didn't budge he just stood there with an amused face on.
"Come on Rose I dumped Camilla," He tried speaking in a nicer tone but the harshness was still there. What did he think that I would crawl back into bed with him!?
"I said fuck off," I growled dangerously at him, did he want a punch?! Before I knew it Adrian was out of his seat and in front of Jesse. He was towering him and looking down at him as Jesse winced silently. I could see fear build up in his eyes, why was he scared of Adrian for? I looked at Adrian and saw his angry expression which made me a tiny weeny bit scared too. But still why was Jesse scared of Adrian's angry expression? Like if I was him I would have matched his look.
"She said fuck off you little bitch," Adrian said in a touch voice taking a step closer to Jesse. Jesse stepped backwards. Ha that's what I though bitch! Jesse turned his head quickly to see where the exit was. He gave Adrian one last look.
"I'm going man," He said in an annoyed voice as he backed off and walked towards the exit. It took Adrian less than a second to put his normal expression back on his face. He turned towards me and gave me a grin which okay made me swoon just a little. Wow, for a guy who I'd just met like 5 minutes ago he's really nice.
"How about a dance huh?" He said while helping me down. Even though it was just our hands touching a jolt of electricity went through me making me pull my hand away from him. He turned around and gave me a puzzled I gave him a smile which most probably looked like a nervous one. I'd never felt a spark go through me like that not even when I was with Jesse; I ignored it as he led me to the dance floor.
We danced for a while to loads of tracks some which I even didn't know of. I started to get hot and a little tired so I put my arms around Adrian's neck and pulled him closer so I could say something to him. "How about we go back to my room and watch a movie or something?" I said a little more seductively than I should of. He tried nodding slowly but I could clearly see the eagerness in his eyes, boy he is going to be disappointed. I clasped my hand around his and tried ignoring the electricity and focusing on finding an exit which is near no one I know in case they get the wrong idea.
"Whoops sorry," I said as I bumped into some guy. He turned around which an aggravated expression. All I could see was his dark hair and how tall he was. He was maybe a little taller than Adrian but not by much, I could see he was also much built like Adrian too.
"You should- oh hey Ivashkov you got the girl huh?" He said lifting his eye brows then checking me out quickly. I heard Adrian chuckle softly but I couldn't see his expression clear enough. "Anyways I don't want to hold you up any longer." He said mainly to me and swiftly moved out of my way so I could pass and go through the exit. The breeze hit me instantly.
"Finally," I sighed as I closed my eye briefly. I opened my eyes to see an amused looking Adrian looking at me. "Yes?" I asked batting my eye lashes. A huge grin spread on my face as he studied me a little longer then looked away.
"We could have taken a lift you know?" He said matter-of-factly. I laughed and pulled him along as we walked to the Main doors. It was completely silent in the street which doesn't happen often, well until Adrian broke the silence. "So," He said dragging the o on. "Are we actually watching a movie?" He didn't rush his words like a normal person would. But Adrian seemed like the party playboy type so why would he be ashamed in asking that? We walked through the big red doors and walked to the lift.
"Yes," I said I could feel his stare on me but I didn't want to look at him in case his expression was one I didn't want to see. We walked into the lift and Adrian pulled me towards him, I put my hands on his chest to keep the space between us. My heart rate sped up, oh god was he going to beat me up… or worse?
"Adrian… what are you doing?" My voice was shaky. His hands were tight around my hips not wanting me to move.
"I thought you wanted to?" He said still sounding confident. I could feel a blush creeping on my face. Then a thought came to me. Had Adrian actually ever had girls as his friend? Not a girlfriend for a night but an actual girl being his friend.
"Adrian," I whispered afraid what he would say when I asked him, "Have you actually had a girl who was your friend?"
"Yeah course I had a girlfriend before," He said gullibly, gosh he was so up his own ass-whole.
"No I mean like a girl who is your friend, like that guy in the party." I said giving an example so he could get it through his head. He froze for a second and actually thought about it. His eyes looked distant as if he was tracking down any girl that he didn't actually fuck and was friends with.
"No, no I don't." He said after a brief silence. He eyes didn't look lustful anymore they looked normal.
"So how about we be friends then?" I said quietly looking into his emerald eyes. He smiled and nodded slowly. "Good," I said then the elevator doors opened and he let go of my waist as we walked down the hall towards my room. I fumbled my key out of my purse and opened my room which is share with Lisa of course. "So this is my living room and the kitchen is just there," I said spreading my arms out to the small space we had out TV our sofa and the other room we had our mini kitchen. "Lisa's room," I pointed to the pink door, "And my room I pointed to the purple door. I turned around and looked at him. He had a weird expression on one I couldn't quite understand. "What?" I asked a little annoyed, putting my hands on my hips.
"Nothing, nothing at all," He said trying to put a straight face on while he covered his mouth his hand. I groaned.
"Anyways, make yourself comfy I'm just ganna get changed," I said turning around walking towards my room.
"Do you want help taking your clothes off?" He said in a more serious tone but I could imagine the grin on his face. I shook my head and closed the door completely so he couldn't see my getting changed. I dragged on my white Aztec onsie and walked out my room to find Adrian lounging on my couch. He had taken off his leather jacket, trousers and t-shirt and sat on the coach flipping through the channels, until he stopped at a movie, Resident Evil. One of my favourites my I say. He hadn't noticed me yet so I stayed back for a while staring at the muscular back then wondering if he had a six pack. Remember just friends for now Rose. I shook the thought of and walked towards the couch and sat down. "Just showing you what you're missing out on," He said playfully. I took a quick glance at his six pack and had to tear my eyes away, I'm so missing out. I cleared my throat, and lifted my eyebrows at him.
"Seriously?" He gave me a grin and chuckled. Then he pulled my closer to him. I wanted to lean my head on his chest and go to sleep, but I don't want him to think of it the wrong way. I yawned and stretched my legs.
"Come on I know you're tired," He said giving me that don't-lie-to-me look. I rolled my eyes and leaned onto his chest and closed my eyes focusing on his heartbeat which lulled me to sleep. Before I knew it I felt someone kiss my head and say goodnight, just before I drifted into a deep sleep.
So why is Jesse scared of Adrian, did he beat him up or is there something else? And a new actual friend for Adrian wow didn't see that coming! Hope you like it xx