A/N-Hm, first time doing this kind of a story. First ever Kamichama Karin fiction, so be nice.

Disclaimer- I don't own Kamichama Karin.

April 26th

Dear Diary,

Today Micchi sat down and I watched him in silence. Again. And of course he sat next to Karin. He always does that. Why should it bother me now? No matter how hard I try to look away, I can't. I don't know why, I just can't.

It was hard when I found out that Kazune-chan was my... really my... sort of dad. He was always my crush and to find out that you were in love with your father? It took me a while to adjust. In fact, I think that I still haven't adjusted.

When I realized that Karin-chan and Kazune-chan where really going to be together, that hurt a little. Then I looked around at other boys to ease the pain. Micchi was the first one that I looked at. I'm not sure why, but I did. I guess it was fate or something.

But now I stare at him all of the time. My crush on him gets bigger every day, and I just want to tell him how I feel. But I'm too scared to. I can tell that he doesn't like me. I want him to like me, but I don't know how.

Should I act more like Karin? Be silly and easily confused... maybe put my hair up more often? I bet that talking a bit faster might help, too. Oh, dear. Now I'm becoming obsessive. And you do not want to see me when I get obsessive.

Ah, it just occurred to me that I have said anything about me. My name is Kujyou Himeka, and I'm a goddess. Sort of. Wow, this is all getting very difficult to explain. I guess that I can only hope that you all know what in the world I'm talking about. Now, on to other matters.

My parents are dead. I don't want to go into to deep, but that's basically all that I can say right now.

Oh. My. Gosh. Is someone reading this right now besides me? If you have without my permission, I swear that I'll kick your butt or at least have Kazune-chan do it for me. Maybe Karin-chan. Kazune-chan says that it leaves a wicked sting.

Maybe I should name my diary? It seems a little awkward to be talking something just "diary." I'll look through names later, but I don't have any right now. I'll think about it later, maybe as I'm trying to get to sleep.

You know, I still haven't said much about my self. I guess that you'll just have to figure it out as we go along, diary of mine.

Exams are coming up. I'm scared that I'm going to fail, but Karin-chan seems like she's gonna explode. I made some eel today, but even that didn't calm her down... I swear, maybe we should douse her with some ice cream... just to cool her off. Maybe go to the pool?

Oh, I've got it! We could go shopping! Maybe we could get Miyon-chan to come, too! Shopping calms Karin-chan down for some reason. She's so cute that it makes me laugh sometimes. Not to her face of course, but still. I'm going to call Miyon-chan about it and ask Karin-chan.

By the way, Miyon-chan was the one who gave me this diary. She gave one to Karin-chan too. She said it was so we could reflect on our lives later on. Karin-chan told her that no one would be able to read her handwriting, much less reflect on all of the silly things that she did in her life.

It's getting late... I'll write more later, I guess. Maybe by then I'll have figured out a name for you, diary, and figured out how much I really like Micchi. That would nice. Now I'm going to dream about me and him, thank you.

Good night, diary, I hope to tell more later.

From Himeka

P.S. It feels like I'm writing a little letter to someone I don't know... eek!

Later...

It's eleven at night. I can't get to sleep. I decided to write in this. Karin-chan is in here, too because she can't sleep either. Maybe Kazune-chan's awake. I asked Karin-chan to check, but she turned very red and shook her head very quickly. I'm not sure if I want to know why she's blushing.

Karin-chan just put on some music. It's MISIA, I think, but I don't generally listen to pop. It's really loud. I wish she would turn it down.

Karin-chan just asked me if I have a crush on someone! What am I supposed to say!? It was hard enough to tell her that I was in love with Kazune-chan, but to tell her that I like Micchi?! That would be too much! Yikes!

I told her that I like someone, but I wasn't really comfterable with telling her who. Ugh. She's not going to press any further I don't think, but I bet she will later. Huh? Someone just knocked on the door...

It's Kazune-chan. He told us that if we're going to have a slumber party that we could at least turn down the music. How could he hear it? He's on the other side of the house, and this is a big house. I hope that it wasn't that bad. The neighbors might complain.

I want some milk. After I get some, I'm going to sleep, though. I don't care whether this is my first entry or not, I want to go to bed.

Oh, by the way, before I go to bed, Karin-chan wants to go shopping with me. Now we just have to ask Miyon-chan if she wants to come. I hope that she does. I can't even begin to think about how much money Karin-chan and I would spend if we were by ourselves. -shivers-

Goodnight for real, Himeka

A/N- Chapters will vary in length and such. Please, R&R if you will.