My legs are dangling off the edge
The bottom of the bottle is my only friend
I think I slit my wrist again
And I'm gone gone gone gone
*whispers* "I'm asymmetrical trash, I truly don't deserve to live." Kid was sitting in his bathroom on the ground crying cutting his wrist. He had 4 cuts on each wrist all of them being a little deep.
"That is 8, the most beautiful number, but I want to make more. I don't want to deal with this life anymore." Kid started making 4 even cuts on each one of his thighs, somewhere he had never cut before.
My legs are dangling off the edge
Stomach full of pills didn't work again
I put a bullet in my head
And I'm gone gone gone gone
Kid looked down and all he saw was his blood all over the place. "I can't even bleed symmetrical, I'm so worthless." Kid only cried harder, and he stopped caring about the cuts on his wrists and thighs being symmtrical and just slashed and slashed.
"I left a mess, an asymmetrical mess." Kid staggered to get up because of his lost of blood.
Gone to far yeah I'm gone again
It's gone on too long tell you how it ends
I'm sitting on the edge with my two best friends
One a bottle of pills and ones a bottle of gin
Kid washed off the cuts so they were clean and wouldn't get infected no one needed to know his secert. He started washing the floor when he thought to himself 'Why don't I just end life now? This will get me deeper and deeper into the thoughts of it. Why don't I just do it?' Kid finished cleaning up the mess of blood he had left on the floor and went to the medicine cabinet. He grabbed about 3 bottles of sleeping medicine, and he filled a glass of water.
I'm 20 stories up yeah I'm up at the top
I polish off this bottle now it's pushing me off
Asphalt to me has never looked so soft
I bet my mama found my letter now she's calling the cops
I gotta take this opportunity before I miss it
Kid only did one thing before he went up to the roof of his manison and that was write a letter to everyone he loved and cared about. He wrote one to Liz, one to Patty, one to his dad, one to his teachers, one to Maka, one to Tsubaki, one to Soul, and hell he even wrote one to Black Star. In his letter to Soul he explained his feeling for him nobody knew it but Kid was inlove with Soul and had been since they met. Kid cried as he folded the letters and set them down on his desk. He started walking to the top of his house with a glass of water in one hand and 3 bottles of sleeping pills in the other.
Cuz now I hear the sirens and there off in the distance
Believe when I tell you that I've been persistent
Cuz I'm more scarred more scarred then my wrist is
I've been trying too long with too dull of a knife
But tonight I made sure that I sharpened it twice
I never bought a suit in my life but when you go to meet God you wanna look nice
Kid was sitting on the edge of his roof looking down at the ground with tears in his eyes, but he just wouldn't cry. "I wish this was the first time I have attempted suicide, it would be nice to not know what it feels like to fail. This time I won't though, I'll take a lot of pills and then I'll jump off this edge. If this doesn't kill me then for fucking hell I'll hang myself, I'll stab myself though the heart." Kid cried, and he grabbed a handful of pills and swallowed and he did it two more times after that. He started feeling really sleepy so before he fell asleep he jumped off the edge.
So if I survive then I'll see you tomorrow
Yeah I'll see you tomorrow
My legs are dangling off the edge
The bottom of the bottle is my only friend
I think I slit my wrist again
And I'm gone gone gone gone
~In The Morning~
"Liz! Where is Kid? He isn't in his room and I found all these notes on his desk." Patty asked her sister with wonder in her eyes and innocence in her voice. Liz looked up at her younger sister, and then at the notes and took them out her hands.
"Patty, these notes have people's names on them, Kid wrote these to different people. Look here is one of Maka, Tsubaki, Soul, his dad, Black Star, looks like his teachers."
Patty grabbed out the ones with her and Liz's names. "Look Liz these two have our names on them! Let's read them!" Patty's voice was filled with excitment along with her eyes. Liz nodded and the two started reading the two notes that had their names on them.
My legs are dangling off the edge
Stomach full of pills didn't work again
I put a bullet in my head
And I'm gone gone gone gone
Liz and Patty were both crying, and they called everyone who had a note with their name on it over. Soul and Maka were the first two to arrive. *Soul* "Woah, crying girls. What is going on?"
Patty and Liz looked up and threw Soul a note with his name on it and Maka one with her name on it. This kept going one with notes thrown to people that had their name on it. By mid afternoon everyone was sitting in the living room crying, even if they wouldn't admit to it. Soul was the first one to leave the sad little room to look for Kid.
We hit the sky there goes the light
No more sun, was it always night
When you can't sleep, well you can't dream
When you can't dream, well what's life mean
We feel a little pity
But don't empathize
The old are getting older watching young men die
A mother, a son and someone you know
Smile at eachother and realize you don't
Soul stayed up for several nights while the others only had restless sleep. He couldn't fall asleep, he was the one who found Kid dead on the contrate, with blood surrounding his head. Whenever Soul started to fall asleep that image poped into his head. The others were still smiling and joking around, Soul hadn't said a thing in days, most of them weren't sure he was eating as well. One day someone just said something to Soul and he blew up. "WHAT?! ANOTHER STUDENT NOT JUST ANY STUDENT DEATH THE FUCKING KID COMMITED SUICIDE EARLIER THIS WEEK! YOU THINK THAT IS FUNNY?! YOU THINK IT ALRIGHT TO JOKE ABOUT THIS KIND OF THING?! YOU WON'T THINK IT IS SO FUNNY, WHEN I SHOVE MY FOOT UP YOUR ASS, AND YOUR EYES DOWN YOUR THROAT!" After that Soul was suspended for violent behavior having as well punching the other student, causing him a concion. Soul stayed locked up in his room for almost every second of the day, he would only get out to go to the bathroom or get a small snack.
~At The Funeral~
All the girls were crying into their tissues, and all the boys were trying hard to hold back their tears. Then one thing not many people expected happened, Soul went up to give a speech.
"Hello, I'm Soul 'Eater' Evans. Kid was one of my best friends, but he was hiding so much from me. No, not just me he was hiding it from all of us, not because he was selfish, and didn't think we didn't care about him. He knew very well, what he meant to us, for some of us he mean't more. Anyways, he didn't say anything because he didn't want us to worry, he didn't want to cause a huge fuss. One thing he wanted most for the ones he loved and cared about most was for them to smile, and be happy. Lately, I've been doing the worst at that, everyone else seems to be trying to do that. I on the other hand have been falling deeper and deeper into my misery, and that isn't something Kid would want. Kid was the friend you could count on for anything, he was the one that was always there for you. If you needed someone to make you smile or laugh he was always there to do that for you. Now, I understand why he did that, he did it because he didn't want any of us to feel the way he was. I would like to read the letter that Kid had wrote to me before he died, I know he wrote one to everyone he loved and cared about most, but I want to share this." Soul coughed before contuining. "Dear Soul 'Eater' Evans, When you are reading this I should be dead. There is one thing I always wanted to tell you before I died but I guess better late then never. Right? Anyways, you may feel grossed out by me after you read it but I love you, I love you more then a best friend should. I know you like girls, but I simply can't help it, you are the only asymmetrical thing in my life I have ever loved. Anyways, knowing you like I do, while everyone is in the living room crying about my death you are going to leave and try to find me. You will be the first to find me, and I will be dead I wish when you found me I could wake up and tell you I'm okay but it is probably too late. Also, knowing you, you won't be able to sleep for days, you won't talk to anyone, and I'm guessing starve yourself. When you finally do talk though it will be blowing up on someone, and beating them getting yourself suspended. Really Soul? Talk to Maka about getting your behavior set straight, anyways please don't do any of this. Try to sleep and if you can't take a sleeping pill, if you do starve at least have one snack per day, and try to talk to others and not get suspended. Try for me please, your best friend who was secertly inlove with you the whole time. I love you Soul 'Eater' Evans, and I want for you and everyone else to live a long happy life. Make up for the one I ended please. Thank you, I could never ask for a better best friend. Love, Death The Kid." Before Soul started crying he ran off of the stage and gave his note cards to Maka and have her finish the speech for him.
You don't know what happened to that kid you raised
What happened to the father who swore he stay
I didn't know cause you didn't say
Now momma feels guilt, yeah momma feels pain
When you were young and never thought you die
Found out you could but were too scared to try
Looked in the mirror and said good bye
Climbed to the roof to see if you could fly
~After Funeral~
Soul was so depressed, he left the funeral early and went straight home. Soul was sitting in his room crying, and stood up going to his desk. He found a few pencil sharpners and then went to a tool box that was just laying around, and broke one of them. He grabbed out the two blades and slashed his wrist, cutting Kid's name in his arm as well.
"I am such a fucking idiot, I should of told him when I had the chance." Soul put the blades down, and then put them in the garbage. "No, I can't do this, Kid would want me to live a happy life, not be sad."
~The End~
Rest of the lyrics
So if I survive then I'll see you tomorrow
Yeah, I'll see you tomorrow
My legs are dangling off the edge
The bottom of a bottle is my only friend
I think I'll slit my wrists again
And I'm gone, gone, gone, gone
My legs are dangling off the edge
A stomach full of pills didn't work again
I'll put a bullet in my head
And I'm gone, gone, gone, gone
I wish that I could fly way up in the sky
Like a bird so high
Oh, I might just try
I wish that I could fly way up in the sky
Like a bird so high
Oh, I might just try
Oh, I might just try