Chapter 1

It was the next morning after the super storm that Arizona was sitting in the Attending's lounge drinking coffee with a scowl on her face thinking about the night before about what she had done and how dirty she felt and how sorry she is for hurting Callie when Callie walked in.

"Oh I.. didn't know you would be in here." She said walking over to the coffee machine to pour herself a cup of coffee before turning around to face Arizona again

"What's with the look?"

"What look?"

"That scowl on your face?" Callie asks sitting down in a chair on the other side of the table

"what are you thinking?" She asks soothlingly

"A..about how dirty I feel after last night even after my shower this morning, how very deeply sorry I am for hurting you Calliope."

"Oh honey, thank you for appoligizing it means a lot to me."

Arizona just smiles

"Cal..Callie?"

"Yeah?"

"I'm not asking for forgiveness right now but would you..if I told you that I need help and I want to ask you for your help and to get help when I need it from now on?"

Callie is left speechless and walks over to her sitting down next to her taking Arizona's hands in her own.

"Honey, yes, of course I can forgive you over time but for now I think we have a lot of work ahead of us for me to be able to completely forgive you right now but I think it's possible."

"Thank you Callie."

Callie smiles

"Maybe we can pick Sofia up a little early tonight and do pizza?"

Callie smiles "Yeah, that sounds good."

"Okay." Arizona smiles and sits there staring into her wife's beautiful eyes