"Well, why don't you start from the beginning on how this all started that let you get landed into here?" The person tapped their pencil on her clipboard as she looked at Kyoko who was looking out at the window to the sky that was on such a clear day.
"Where do I start? I think it was when I came to Tokyo when I came with Shotaro so he can pursue his dreams while I... " She thought about it and she started getting angry from the fact but she stopped when she remembered a certain raven-haired friend well not friend anymore. "He just used me as a maid and he never once thought of me as something else you know?" Kyoko finally looked at the woman who was currently writing something down.
"Do you believe that maybe he knew that taking you to Tokyo could jump start your career in well acting?" She questioned as Kyoko just looked at her and she didn't know what to say. "I take from your expression that you never considered that possibility so let's pretend that you didn't hear me so let's get this started since we have another 1 hour and 45 minutes." She looked at her watch as she says this and look back at Kyoko who somehow found that her hands were the most interesting thing there ever was in this earth. She played with them for a bit and the lady kept talking. "Kyoko, what's on your mind?"
"Everything is on my mind... it won't stop you know?" She finally looked up from her hands and the woman saw the sadness in her eyes eventually tears started to spill from them. "It's my fault everything happened you know." The woman laid back into her chair and crossed her legs.
"Now, why do you think that everything is your fault, Kyoko? Surely, not everything you think you did is your fault." She said hoping that it would comfort the lost child.
"Everyone doesn't want me." Kyoko managed to say after a long pause that even the crickets were dying to chirp there way into the silence. "Heck, not even my new family doesn't want me... I think... I mean who would want a child who barged into their family unannounced and pretend it's normal. I broke that family to the point that they may want me dead. My mother didn't want me she looked at me as if I was just a puny insect that shouldn't deserve to live." Kyoko started mumbling as she teared up some more and the woman stared at her in amazement.
"What makes you say that you broke everything? Did you do something wrong to them to make them hate you?" Kyoko shook her head like a child not wanting to eat vegetables. "Want to tell me why you think that then?" She said calmly hoping not to frighten the girl from whatever seems to be heavily on her mind.
"I'm just related to the father. He didn't even know me at all you know and one day he just came into my life and yeah you know what happened next."
"No, I don't know what happens next can you care to elaborate?" Bring her hand up to let her continue. Kyoko shifted around in her seat and looked around before saying anything.
"Well, I was working on another task for the Love Me Section, and Mr. President wanted me to go out and help out with Moko-san because she seemed to have some trouble with her role." Kyoko started smiling at the fact that Moko didn't push her away from the task she had been assigned and the thought of being of use to her brought a huge grin on her face.
"Who is Moko-san?" The woman questioned Kyoko who was beaming with a happy smile and could already see the aura around her pink with flowers twirling around. The woman supressed a laugh but kept a nice comforting smile for her even if Kyoko was off in her own little world.
"Moko-san is... Moka-san is my best friend and also my first friend since I didn't get along with anyone in middle school and now in my high school everyone is always busy with their own schedules with the entertainment world and stuff. She was there for me for a lot of things and I was really happy to help her out." Kyoko started rambling on about Moko to the point where it became creepy but it wasn't a bad thing. The woman started writng down some more things.
"Okay, so shall we continue, you were on a task to help your best friend out what happened next?" She urged her on with the story hoping that this will help Kyoko with whatever misery she has put herself through.
"I was running around helping with the set and one of the P.A.'s needed some supplies and I was grabbing them you know as fast and efficient as possible so they don't run into any trouble while running things. So I went over to this business company that was right across from the film site and well one of the people accidently dropped their lunch all over the clothing."
Flashback...
"Please get out of the way, I need to get this all cleaned up and fast please." Kyoko pushed through the crowded streets all the way over to a building that looked really important or something like that. Kyoko entered the building and she went up to the receptionists who were currently on the phones with other people. Kyoko went up to them full-handed with things that can clean up the clothing that can clean the stains off. "Excuse me." She said but one of the assistants and the lady looked up at her and gave her a finger not the finger but the finger that tells everyone to hold on for a minute or second or whatever you just hold. So Kyoko waited for the woman to finish her phone call and once after what finally felt like an eternity she hung up and looked at Kyoko.
"Hi, welcome to XXX Corporation, how may I help you?" She said with a friendly smile and Koyo responded with a friendly smile as well.
"I'd like to know where the restrooms are. I had a mishap and well I need to clean up so they can be used later on and I'm short on time."
"Oh sure, you just go down that hall take a right walk pass the bridge you'll see a sign that points to the restrooms." The lady kindly gave directions to Kyoko and she gave her tanks and started rushing through to get the clothing cleaned on time before they start to run into even more problems with the set. Once Kyoko took a right she ran into a man who spilled his coffee all over himself.
"I am so sorry, I wasn't looking on where I was going please forgive me." Kyoko started bowing infront of the man and he just stared at her and she noticed the stain. "I can get that cleaned up just... I need you to take off the dress-shirt and I can get it clean as if it never happened." After a while of persuading the man let her clean his shirt up and she started cleaning his shirt as well as the other clothing that has been messed up. Once she was done she handed the shirt back to the man. "I am truly sorry for everything I hope you have the rest of your day a good one." With that she left the building and continued on with her life.
Back to the room...
"That's it?" The woman said in disbelief. "That's how it happened..." The lady scoffed silently. "I kind of expected oh I don't know something more dramatic to happen you know."
"Well, I didn't expect the man I ran into to be my father I mean I never met the man and I certainly didn't plan to meet him. What would you have done in my situation say hey you look familiar do I know you from somewhere?" Kyoko asked as she looked at the woman dead in the eye. "I just want this to be over."
"When exactly did you find out that he was your father?"
"I think it was about 2 weeks after the encounter. I was pulled into Mr. Presidents office since I was called and I thought that he was going to assign another task to me to you know feel how to love myself once again, but I was wrong I was greeted by the same man who was waiting for me in the office."
Yet another flashback and believe me we are going to have more... maybe...
"Ah, Kyoko-chan, it's nice enough for you to come this quick." Lory beamed at the sight of Kyoko. "Come on in, there is no reason for us to bite and no from your expression I do not have another task for Love Me." He said as he motioned her inside and took a glance at her facial expression. Kyoko walked in and saw the man in the suit. "Ah I see you met this man already." He walked over to the couch and sat down. "We need to chat and whatever happens in this room may as well affect your life." He said as he looked over at Kyoko in all seriousness, everyone in the room knew that he was serious even though he was always careless and other things but he is a good businessman considering that he owns the entertainment company. "Kyoko, this is Tooru Blank." He introduced him to Kyoko and she nodded her head.
"Is he here because I accidently bumped into him 2 weeks ago because if it is I am truly sorry for my actions. I didn't mean for you to get hurt and I mean it." Kyoko started profusely apologizing to the man and he just chuckled.
"No, it's quite alright I'm here for you on another matter." Kyoko looked at Tooru with a confused look. "You see, when you bumped into me I had this feeling that you looked familiar but I couldn't put a finger on it you know and the curiosity got the better of me. I placed some men in tailing you and I found many interesting things about you. It also seems to believe that I found out that you are my daughter." The moment he said that Kyoko went stiff as a board and was very shocked at the words that came out of his mouth.
"You had me followed?" Kyoko said in disbelief and then the woman decided to interrupt.
"Wait, wait, wait, you were followed for a good 2 weeks and you didn't even notice that you were being followed." Kyoko looked embarrassed at that fact.
"Well, I thought it was just some people playing games I mean I've had a lot of that during middle school whenever I was with Shotaro." She said his name so angrily.
"You didn't think it was strange at all that you had people watching you. What would have happened if they took pictures of you and made a scandal since you are an actress a popular actress if I may add."
"Well, I'm not that well-known not after what I did anyways I mean I'll be surprised if people actually liked me after what happened."
"Anyways, what happened after that." The lady said as she changed the subject and Kyoko didn't even question it so she continued.
"It wasn't for any bad intentions and if you see the end result now you can finally know who your father is." Tooru said as he nervously chuckled at his response.
"I didn't want to know who my father was. I didn't even question it when I was young I just thought he died since mother told me he was dead." Kyoko said it with an innocent tone no hidden intention behind it as she was shaking her head and her hands. Tooru had been in business all of his life and he had let his guard up for so many years that he started to doubt his so called daughter the moment the words came off her mouth.
"Uh huh, that's what you believe in what your mother told you." He said with a stone-cold face as well as his tone but since Kyoko was used to the cold tone she shivers and unconsciously scooted a bit away from him. Lory noticed this attitude and he decided to intervene in the situation.
"Alright then, Kyoko, can you give us a minute? I have some things to discuss with Mr. Blank." He said and Kyoko was like a deer in headlights and it did not go unnoticed. Kyoko was still in a daze as her memories of her mother came into view replaying in her mind over and over again. Her eyes stung ready to bring out the tears when she heard someone call her name.
"Kyoko-chan!" She looked over and saw Moko running towards her with worry all over her face.
"M-moko-san!" She started bawling out her eyes and Moko broke her usual routine and just embraced the crying friend.
"So, you have a trauma over what your mother has over you with child negligence?"
"I wouldn't say a trauma, I would say more of an experience in life that life is hard." Kyoko nodded trying to make herself believe that fact herself.
"Well, your two hours are up and now you can return home and remember next week same time." The lady waved Kyoko off and Kyoko smiled at left the room. The lady sighed as the door closed and looked at her long list of notes she had made for the certain orange haired actress. "Kyoko, what kind of mess did you encounter to make yourself think that you aren't wanted in the world?" She said to no one in particular she started cleaning up and locking her office and went home passing by a billboard that said Rising Star Kyoko Currently on the Top 10 List of Talented Actresses in the World.
Kyoko went back to her home which was no longer the Darumaya she lives with Kanae Kotonami (Moko to those who don't know her) her best friend, well, ex-best friend. Kyoko reminded herself that it was all her fault that this has happened and she just weaved herself into her room and locked it. She cried for everything that happened. She cried for her mother having her. She cried that everything wasn't going to be alright. She cried for losing her best friend and she also cried that she lost herself the one she was finally found in her career. Cried enough to make her sleep on the cold hard floor a punishment she felt that was needed. Little that she knew was her ex-best friend was on the other side of the door listening to her cries in pain and yet she couldn't do anything to help her. She was one of the reasons why she was crying.
"I love you too, Kyoko, you'll get past this, you always do."
Now the story is going to be told in the past and we'll get back into the future later...
So did you guys like it? Hate it? Say anything to me? It's my first fanfic