I do not own Twilight, but wish I did.

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Preface:

I couldn't believe it! I was in love with the best guy ever. Edward Cullen!! But then there was also Jacob Black. I loved him like a brother, but sometimes it was hard to keep his feelings the same.

Chapter 1:

My life was torn apart. My love-Edward left me here all alone. He KNOWS how defensless I am. I can't walk down a flat surface without finding something to trip over. How was I supposed to protect myself from all those bloodthirsty vampires that were trying to kill me? Because of his departure I was a walking zombie. My own father had even threatened to send me to a shrink. That's how bad it was. I, of course, refused. What would I tell them anyway. "I'm being torn apart on the inside because my vampire boyfriend broke up with me and left me to die"? Yeah, because that SO wouldn't land me in the spongey room with the jackets that let you hug yourself.

Suicide had crossed my mind a couple of times, but I would never do that the Charlie or Renee. They needed me to hold our family together. It's not like they were disgustingly in love with eachother anymore. I was the only thing in their lives that they shared in commen. I REALLY wished I was dead. How could Edward do this to me? Hadn't he said numerous times that I was the only love of his life. I bet he ran off to be with Tanya Denali. Ugh. That chick irked me!

I would have to find SOMETHING to stitch me back up. Or maybe someone. But I wasn't ready to trust anyone enough yet. They would only be able to hurt me worse, and I didn't think I could handel that.

That's when I heard Charlie from downstairs. "Bella, can you get down here please? There is someone here to see you."

I groaned but headed downstairs anyway. Most of my friends had come to see me, but I had been in zombie mode and ignored them. But I was surprised at who I saw when I reached the bottem step.

"Hello Bella." Billy-Jacob's father-greeted me.

"Hi." I replied in a dead flat tone.

"Hey Bells!" Jacob greeted me enthusiastically stepping out from the hallway.

"Jacob?" I asked some actual surprise in my voice.

"Who do you think drove me here?" Billy asked me.

"Oh yeah." I said quietly remembering that Billy was in a wheelchair. HIM leaving me made my brain work slower. Like it was still in the shock of HIIM actually leaving me.

"Anyone hungry?" Charlie asked loudly.

"You cooked?" I asked surprised.

I saw that Charlie smiled at the fact that my tone hadn't been as dead and flat as it had been since HE left. "Actually I picked up a pizza on the way home from work." He told me.

Jacob laughed. "Yeah, I'm starved." He said patting his stomach.

Charlie walked into the kitchen followed by Billy. "I haven't seen you in a long time Bella." Jacob said walking over to me and pulling me into a bear hug.

"Can't. Breathe. Jake." I stuttered.

"Sorry." He said breaking away from me smiling. "I'm just so glad to see you. If you ever need anything just ask 'kay?"

"Okay." I said smiling back. It was weak, but the biggest I've smiled in a long time.