okay.. so this one's a bit short... fine.. it's too short.. but it just popped out of my mind..
DISCLAIMER: Gakuen alice is not mine.. (is that okay?)
-Hidden Feelings-
-Mikan's admiration-
There he was, entering the classroom with the whole girl population swooning over him. Who won't be attracted to him, anyway? Cool raven hair, fierce crimson orbs, irresistible red lips, and a handsome face. As usual I greeted him and Ruka pyon, 'good morning' but he simply ignored me and replied with a, 'tch'.
As class went on, I was staring at him, I can't help myself. He asked me why I was staring at him (he already caught me many times) but I told him I was staring at the window. I really like his eyes; it's so special, just like his fire Alice. It's so unlike mine, I have plain hazel eyes and stupid nullification Alice.
Then, I saw him at the Sakura tree (so I followed him? It's not like I was stalking him!) He looked so peaceful, like an angel when he's sleeping. Ugh, him and his amazing features! Anyway, being the stupid playful me, I decided to wake him up and asked (okay, so more like forced) him to come to central town with me and luckily he did. (I noticed he always agree, must be my convincing powers)
I bought Fluff Puffs! Yay! Actually, I never really get tired of this candy thingy; it's heavenly especially when Natsume's here with me. He makes everything else special. He's like a god of Beauty even with his stuck-up attitude.
I fell in love with him during the school festival, on the last dance when he called my name. I was so surprised when he did that, I was blushing madly. Ever since then I always wanted to be around him.
Too bad we're just friends, and that's all we'll ever be. Too bad I'm just one of his "hobbies" to pass his time. Too bad I love him but he doesn't even have a tinge of feeling for me. Too bad everything for him is just a game. Too bad our "tooth kiss" didn't even mean anything to him. Too bad I can never have him.
I wanted to tell him how I feel, but I don't have enough courage or at least not enough yet, to confess to him. I can't bear to hear his rejection. I'm completely scared of what he'll say, afraid of what he'll think of me.
I love him with all my heart, no, with all I have. But it's too much for me, a simple girl like me is not worthy of his love.
I want to tell him, but I just can't I'll hide my admiration, as long as I can…
Even if it takes forever…
thanks for reading! Please review.. constructive criticism is much appreciated..!
Yamato-chan signing out
advance happy b-day!