Reflections on life – An Alex Rider fanfiction

Disclaimer: I don't own Alex Rider, it's affiliated characters or plot lines.

Summary: Alex thinks about his life as he lies on a hospital bed after being shot for a second time.

Dying bit by bit

Ageing all the time

Trying to make myself fit

Treading the thin, thin line

The days go by

The poisons spreading through

The fragile lie

That I cultivate to keep them at bay

Not a normal set

Of critical symptoms

Don't think I've ever met

Some one quite like me

Gotta get fixed

Before society

The great opinionated mix

Gets a hold on me

There's no cure

For my malady

Just the irresistible lure

Of calamity

Got no real reason

To feel this way

Just the changing seasons

Gotta get through today

Had enough

Time to make a change

It's a bit rough

Trying to take the blame

Sucking life life through a straw

Lying in bed waiting for the final call

Not sure I can take any more

Doing nothing at all

A.N.: Okay so here you go another depressing poem. I did kinda like the bit about the lure of calamity though. :P Also the dying/ageing bit at the start was loosely inspired by Twilight.