i do not own avatar...if i did..there would be alot more zutara..hehe
In my world, the things you love always slip through your fingers. Everything. And even though this isn't what I was taught, this is what I have come to realize. I'm Zuko, once crowned prince of the fire nation, now fire lord and this is my story.
I was born in the fire nation, during a time when my nation, ruled over all, and I couldn't be more proud. when I would become fire lord, everything in the world would be mine, including power and money, not to mention, thousands, no millions of men at my command. I would be unstoppable.
Until, I was banished. I was deemed a disgrace by my grandfather and my farther and I was marked forever with that disgrace. The only person that was there for me left.
I thought she was abandoning me, I thought she gave up on my or hated me. I got angry and I started to hate everyone, blaming everyone for what had happened to her. Now, I just realize she was trying to save me. And I don't even know if she is still alive.
After my banishment, I traveled the world trying to find the one thing that would please my father and hopefully win my honor, and his love back. I hurt many people on that journey, I killed many too, believing it was the only path I could take. I was wrong.
On that journey I met many people. From lowly peasants, to men who thought they were the greatest thing since fire. And, I pushed them all away. My men even hated me.
There were many girls that I had met on that trip. Song, Jin, I even became closer to mai. And I hurt every one of them. Because of my stupid pride and my self-pitying, and always believing that the way to self redemption is by regaining my honor. And they all loved me.
There was this one girl. She was amazing. Used to be one of my enemies, until we saw past that. She offered to heal me, to help me, to be there for me. And than I pushed her away to. Again, because of my honor. My honor and the avatar. That ship was sunken before it even had set sail.
Than, I lost the most precious person to me. My uncle. The one person who was there for me. Who taught me to be a great bender, who saved my life on so many occasions. Who tried to make me see the right path to take, and I blew it. I ruined everything.
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Zuko looked up from his writings to stare at his surrounding. He was sitting at his desk in his own study where he demanded not to be distributed. He was indeed Fire Lord and he had made some serious changes in the way things were run. Peace had finally settled over the world and the fire nation was no longer at war. And even better news was that the other nations were no longer afraid of his own nation and Aang was repopulating the air nomads. (Who knew that man was such a pimp.)
But, even though many good things had happened, there were also many bad things. the pile of death reports that have yet been reviewed was creating a higher and higher pile on his desk. reports that included people such as, his mother, father, uncle, Katara, Jin, Song, Mai, Ty Lee, Azula, Jet, Sokka, and many other people he had met on his travels.
And even though, he found self redemption not though finding the avatar or any other way that his father convinced him, he still blamed him self for all there deaths, every one, and some sins can't be forgiven.
yo..so ...i thought this sucked, but i haven't written very much very lately, so i did this on a wim...any who...if you could reivew...it would make me feel better...