Jacob missed Bella dearly, she had barely been up to La push the last few weeks because she had chosen Edward over him and it hurt him too much. He loved her so much that it hurt his heart. He just didn't understand why she would go with something stone cold and…dead. He wasn't much better himself- but he was alive. He was warm. He breathed. He had a fucking heart beat for Christ sake. Even if he was a monster just like that fucking Edward Cullen at least his monster was there to protect humanity from their kind. But of course, Bella chose someone with a wealthy family and with the most handsome, flawless face over him.

She hadn't any consideration for his feelings. He had used him to get over Edward when he had left her a year ago, but when she got him back in her grips he was left behind without a second glance and since then had only seen his every so often.

Stop torturing yourself Jacob. She loves him, it's as clear as day and she'll never love you like she loves him. Embry's voice drifted through his head.

Jacob's lip curved up and he snarled through his large canine teeth. Him and Embry had been patrolling for the last hour… not that there was much need, they had got rid of the most dangerous vampires one month ago. Shut up Embry. I'm aloud to wallow in my own misery.

He huffed and shook his large wolf head. You need to move on man. Realise that pining over her won't do you any good.

Rationally Jake knew Embry was right but it didn't stop him morning the loss of dating his one true love- his first love. He knew he would never have her. Even if Edward died, or for some reason she decided to end it or he did; she only thought of him as her best friend, and she would be to distraught to even think about dating him. He would always come second to her, always play second fiddle. And he couldn't bear to think of that, it caused his chest- where his hear was supposed to be but wasn't- to ache.

Cut it out Jake. Embry snapped. She's waiting for you at your house.

Jake's heart rate picked up, excited to see her. But he knew there was no use in getting excited- she would only be here to talk him into going to the wedding only for him to refuse. He wouldn't want to put himself through that grief. Did she really have no consideration for his own feelings?

Just go Jake- I'll take it from here.

Jake was relieved to escape the boring routine of circling the perimeter and headed back to his small house. He saw the red rusty Chevy truck sitting outside the house when he had phased back into his human form, already wearing a pair of cut of jeans.

"Bella!" He called, jogging up to the car and peering into her front window where she sat reading her book.

She looked up and blinked once then a smile spread across her face. "Hey Jake!"

"Hey yourself." He smiled before opening the door for her and helping her out of the car.

He tried not to get too dazed by her big doe eyes, but they were always an amazement to him. They reminded him of a young and innocent child. He couldn't bear for those eyes to become blood red like those of the mortal enemy. In fact all in all, he could stand for her to be his mortal enemy. But there wasn't one fucking thing he could do about it. He would try, goddam it he would give it his all, but he knew it wouldn't work. She was so fixed on Edward nothing mattered to her any more.

"I haven't seen you lately." Was what she said to him once they got into his house.

Yeah. Because he's been keeping you locked up most likely. He thought acidly but smiled and shrugged one shoulder. "That isn't my fault Bella. You're always with him now."

"Jake…" Bella furrowed her eyebrows together and tugged at the end of her long sleeves; something she did when she was in an awkward situation.

"I know I know. You don't love me as much as you love Edward. That doesn't mean you can give up some time to see your best friend." He frowned as he leaned against the wall crossing his arms.

"You know what he's like." She stated simply and then sat down at the kitchen table, the chair creaking under the sudden wait.

"Yes I know what he's like. Fucking hell he's a paranoid creep. But you don't try Bella." He pointed out, trying to keep his voice calm and steady. "I just wished you'd put up more of a fight to come and see me."

"But we're so busy with the wedding…" She trailed off and gnawed on her lip before changing tactic, "Edward and have just been so busy lately and Alice is always taking me out."

"Bella I don't care. I just want you to care more about me as a friend. Since Edward came back you dropped me like an unwanted pet. Just like Edward did to you. You used me to cure yourself. You've never thought twice about my feelings and just gone with what suited you." His voice rose as he got himself more wound up. But peat sake it was her fault.

"Jake that isn't fair…" Bella's voice was quiet and it sounded upset. And so it should be.

"It isn't fair? Bella it's the truth! It's you that is being unfair. You put your feelings before mine and I never even get a goddam shot. You would rather be with some monster over me." He spat, his words sounding harsher than what was necessary.

"I think I should go." Bella muttered, standing from her seat and making her way to the door.

"I think you should." Jake said through gritted teeth and watched her walk out.

"I'll see you." She smiled weakly.

"Maybe." He added coldly and as she closed the door he could feel the tears falling down his cheek.

It was hard to watch Bella leave- always. They had a lot of fights which resulting in Bella leaving the house but this time he felt that it was the last time, and it pained him a lot. But he knew that it was for the best- although right now it didn't feel the best. He sighed. He needed to get pissed (although was that even possible for a werewolf?) and laid… even though he was still a virgin.

Fuck that for a joke, he was going to a night club and finding himself an equally drunk girl. He quickly put on a pair of skinny jeans, a black tight fitted t-shirt and black converses before heading out.

There was a night club in La Push called Party town (yes, it even had a lame name); it was where teenagers hung out most nights. The Bouncers weren't bothered about their age since it was the only customers that they had so they accepted fake ideas- or just didn't question them. But he knew he'd probably find what he was looking for in there.

Once inside and passed the bouncers, who looked like they were about to pass out from boredom, he ordered himself a vodka shot. And then another. And another. And yet another one until he started seeing the room spin round. (in my story Werewolves can get drunk, but they need to keep drinking every half hour to stay drunk for long- unless it burns out ) He hiccupped before looking lazily around the crowded room in search of a young female body. He saw one on the other side of the dance floor looking lost and alone. She was beautiful with short brown hair, one side longer than the other. She was small, smaller than Bella and was slim, but curved in all the right areas. She looked over at him, her blue eyes looking a little gazed. Drunk, just like him.

And he knew he had found the right girl.

Okay! First chapter guys! It's a little different from my other stories because it's done in third person, though I'll skip from one person to the other! I hope you enjoyed it! I really enjoyed writing the first chapter! Next chapter it will get a little heated!;) I would also like to thank:

mayejrmorris who gave me the main body of plot for the story

fanpire loves Jasper Who helped construct it to a further extent

tlingit gurl2010 who helped get me started off with where these two met!

And ellaryne Who's idea was very good but just didn't fit with the rest.

They were all brilliant ideas and I owe the story to you! Thank you so much

On another note the imprintees will be added soon! I haven't got them all yet but as soon as I do I will inform you!:) R&R Guys!