This is not your typical story. I don't have the background and knowledge of writing.
English is not my first language and so pardon me for that.
Own POV
*Bang* there goes the fifth shot. I've lost all hope in life and humanity.
I wondered, will I lose my mind and be a lunatic?
what more can I expect?my step father wants me to suffer rather than ending my life.
My mom; my last hope went up to heaven and its because of me.
Will I change the past if I had the chance? I doubt so.
My mom would have done the same thing too.
All I can do now is to wait for another savior.
This is my life. Eat, sleep and kill.
Time to go sleep now and repeat the cycle