Disclaimer: HP and the entire world around it, is legal property of J.K. Rowling and her posse - too bad I didn't got the idea first The song One is from U2 and Mary J. Blige. The idea however to use this song for this particular story is entirely mine. And I'm damn proud of it (as I should be, after taking about four hours to write it - including those four hours are: watching The O.C. (sad episode, Marissa is on drugs now) and watching a film with Matthew Perry in it as a teacher, trying to teach at a Harlem-school to the 6th graders of Hell! I love the film, but I forgot the title and since it's already 23h15 and I gotta work at 07h45, I'd better go to sleep.
Please read and review, you'd make me very, very, very, very happy (for real, dude )
Ginny turned and twisted around in her bed.
Thinking again about that moment when he had left her with nothing.
How could he have ever been that cold and hard?
He had his reasons - she knew for sure.
But what those were exactly and why, she'd never know, though he had tried to explain once.
Is it getting better
do you feel the
same
will it make it easier on you know
you've got someone to
blame
Harry Potter, hero of the world and saviour of the entire human raze, died in his effort of ridding the world of the Riddle that had haunted it for over five decades.
More than half a century, his reign of terror had
lasted.
Until someone he handpicked out himself, stood up and
defeated him - dying doing so.
you say one love
one life
one need
and
I
one love
get to sharing
please you darling you don't care
He didn't care - whether or not she'd stay alone
forever more.
Nor did he care that she only had one love and he
had been that one.
Ginny sighed and got out of her bed and walked
towards the tower window.
Yet again she was at Hogwarts, but it
would never be the same home like it once was.
The trusty forest
and the Lake, the forest Ginny loved to watch in the late afternoon
sunlight and the Lake Ginny loved to see the stars reflected in by
night, now were silent graveyards of the deaths that had fallen.
Did I disappoint you or
leave a bad taste
in your mouth
you act like it never happened and
you want me
to go without
She wasn't alone in her room, but everybody had left
for the holidays.
Sadly, she had become almost an orphan, so she
did not have anyone left to go to.
Two parents and four out of six
brothers had died, one had turned his back to his entire family and
the last survivor, Ron, was in Intensive Care for over seven months
now, with very little chance to ever recover completely.
He had
woken up once, only to discover that his one and only love had died
next to him that day in May.
His eyes never opened, but every now
and then the Healers heard him moan.
'Mione.' It sounded, but they
weren't sure.
well it's too late tonight to drag the past
out into the light
It was indeed late, that night. Around three o'clock,
but Ginny was restless ever since that day in May.
Her one and
only had gone that year from Hogwarts, claiming he'd still love her
when he returned,
but that they couldn't be together.
Of
course they could have been together, she was strong.
But not
strong enough, as it had seemed that day in May.
we're one but we're not the same
we get to
carry each other,
carry each other
one… one… One…
Curses, jinxes and hexes flew everywhere.
Yellow,
red ones, but especially for the green ones you had to be careful,
for you'd only be hit once.
Funnily enough, it hit her love
thrice.
She guessed they wanted to be sure he was finished for
real.
Ginny opened the front gates of the school and
walked,
barefooted trough the snowy path that used to lead to
Hagrid's place, which were ruins by now.
She still loved to come
there, only to see him again.
Have you come here for forgiveness
have you
come to raise the dead
Have you come here to play Jesus
to the
leopards in your head
'I'm back.' She whispered to the shadows.
'I'm
glad.' He came out of the shadows, snow flakes falling right trough
him.
But Ginny didn't see that happen.
She stuck her hands out
and he almost touched them, by reaching out too.
'Harry -' She
breathed, but he shook his head, as he had done every evening in her
dreams and in her fantasy.
'A beautiful girl like you should never
apologise.'
Ginny blushed slightly and fell crying on her knees,
but no real person was there to see it.
Harry had to smile at her
red cheeks, but it was a sad smile.
Well, did I ask too much,
walk in the
light
you gave me nothing now it's all I've got
we're one but
we're not the same,
since we had each other think we'd do it again
'I love you.' He said when he sat down next to
her.
'I love you too. But -'
Harry put his finger almost to her
lips.
'Don't, Ginny.'
Ginny lay her head down to the rocks of
the ruin.
'I miss you, Harry.'
'I miss you too, Ginny.'
Harry
lay his head down too, barely an inch away from Ginny's, but not
touching hers.
She's sighed and looked in those green vivid eyes
of her dead love.
Love is a temple
Love is a higher love
Love
is a temple
Love is a higher love
They stayed there for the whole night, just laying
next to each other.
Both wanting forever to last just one more
hour, but knowing forever would only last till sunrise.
Staring,
hoping and loving each other just an inch apart.
After a long
time, Ginny would fall asleep, tears streaming down her cheeks.
In
her dreams, she'd see Harry again and again and he'd kiss her again
and again.
In reality, she'd just lay there in the freezing cold,
shivering and withering.
Her hope crawling in her heart, but never
quite holding on to the hole he had made in it.
You ask of me to wither,
but then you make
me crawl
and I can't keep holding on
Do what you've got to
the
hole you've got to turn
Morning came. The teary sun shone very slightly in
the horizon, but only to bring a little bit of light to Ginny 's
closed eyes. It was enough to wake her, shivering and with frozen
tears on her face.
What had happened?
All her memories came
flowing back to her and she knew she had yet again spend a night with
Harry in her made-up reality.
Over seven months is had been now, and still…
She
had to let go of him, she would die out of guilt, hurt and
sadness.
She had to, or she would die of the long forgotten dreams
she kept dreaming.
One love, one love
One life, you've got to
do what you should
One life with each other, sisters and my
brothers!
That next evening Ginny went back to the ruins.
She
watched the stones of the blackened ruins all the time, hearing leafs
whispering inaudible words to her.
All of sudden, he was
back.
'Hey stranger.' He smiled. She did not smile back.
'What's
wrong, kitten?' Now Ginny had to laugh a bit.
It had been so long
since he had said their pet name to her.
'Oh pup, if only -' The
words were stuck in her mind, she couldn't bare to say them out
loud.
'I understand.' Harry said at once.
'I - I… Oh Harry!'
Ginny fell on her knees, just like the night before, tears streaming.
'Ginny, just know that I love you and will always do.
But I want you to move on and find the one to make you happy.
Remember me, but don't live to be with me.'
Ginny watched the
blurring lines of Harry. He was leaving her again.
'Don't go,
Harry!' She screamed, with her hands reaching out to him.
One love but we're not the same
we get to
carry each other,
carry each other
Harry smiled and kissed her forehead.
'I have to,
if only to make you live again.'
'But - I love you.'
'And I
love you and always will, but you've got to move on, Gin-kitten. You
have to forget about me and go on with your life. Be happy again and
live happy again.'
And at last, Ginny nodded. She now understood
too the reason she came here again this evening, for the umpteenth
time.
'Go then, Harry.'
And slowly, but for sure and for ever,
Harry Potter faded away from Ginny, her love and her life.
'Harry,
you'll always be the ONE!'
One… One… One…One… ONE!
Harry smiled one last time to Ginny and she heard him say the seven words that would forever haunt her to be unhappy, but make her the happiest she'd ever been at that moment too.
'And so will you be, my love.'
