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A Letter of Understanding.
Dear Elizabeth,
I am sorry I must write this letter to you but being some what underconfrontational, much unlike you, and being as shy as I am, I must express my feelings through the means of quill and parchment.
Let me just say, its takes no fool really to see how much I love you. I guess, in a mannor, I am outward about that in a way and have always been like that reguading my love to you. But from recent events, dare I think, I question your love towards me. Is it as pure as the day we embraced on the battlements after that treachorous journey? Is it as strong and forthcoming as it were when we were to get marrried before we were interupted?
What I mean to say is, I saw you. Both you and Jack together before the pearl went down. The way your eyes filled with passion and fire, lust you have been longing for during this lifetime. I was hurt, well even now, writing this in Tia's shack while you sleep soundly beside me. No amount of rum or deadly liquor will take away the pain of my heart being stabbed even time my mind replays that kiss you gave him so willingly.
But through all this, because I love you so much, I will go to the ends of the earth for you. I will bring back Jack. Despite the sleepless nights I now have of images being played of his betrayal hands caressing your hair and locking his lips with yours, I will find him. I promise. And always keep the promises I make. I will do this because it makes you happy and I cannot bear to see the tears of longing and sadness for him rolliing down your cheeks. That breaks me even more.
I don't deserve you. I see that now. I never have. I don't have the qualities you have dreamed about as a child in your stories you used to tell me when we were supposed to be listeing in school. I don't have the same needs as the roughish pirate you heart has gone for. I am just sorry its like that.
But throughout everything, just remember please for me, I will always love you. I have always have and always will. Forever. I just hop I can do this one last thing right in my life and find the man your eart craves. The man you love.
All my love
Will x