-Beautiful Disaster-
He
drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
He's as damned
as he seems
More Heaven than a heart could hold
And
if I tried to save him
My whole world could cave in
Just ain't
right
Just ain't right
Tenten. A jovial and thoughtful friend. She is a person who tries to make everyone smile. She is a smart and meticulous person as well. But the thing that other people might not know about her is her profound love for Hyuuga Neji. To her Neji is her best friend, teammate and a reliable and trustworthy friend although the Hyuuga prodigy doesn't notice it, she has fostered feelings for him a long time ago. So Tenten being at close propinquity with the Hyuuga she can't avoid knowing him a little deeper than anyone else. She knew his flaws and strengths as well as his happy days and sad days. Of course she tries her best to do something that might cheer him a little during sad days but she just can't help but doubt that Neji would be pleased about it. Since the love for him has always been kept there's no way they could be lovers especially since Neji is quite enigmatic.
Neji. A genius with concealed emotions. He has been a cheerful and caring guy but since his dad died he knew he had to be bitter and mean in order for others to admire him although he is really nice. He didn't want to be discriminated and so he worked hard to be a so called prodigy. He dreamt of becoming stronger, stronger than anyone else.
Oh and
I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so
beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold
on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful
Or
just a beautiful disaster
Tenten just couldn't hold on to her feelings. Neji seems to have no reaction at all. No love no anything! She just can't decide weather to tell Neji her feelings or hide it and forget! 'Is it worth telling him?' she asks herself 'will he love me back or hate me for it' 'He's such a beautiful disaster' Tenten comes to realize.
He's
magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More
damage than a soul should see
But do I try to change him
So
hard not to blame him
Hold on tight
Hold on tight
Neji so naïve yet so complex. Tenten is so fantasized by him. He seems magical and placid and in reality looks strong and cold. She wants him to like her. She wants her to notice her and even with all the efforts she gives into him he really just can't appreciate her value in his life.
Oh
cause I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so
beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold
on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful
Or
just a beautiful disaster
I'm
longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy
hysterical
I'm searching for some kind of miracle
Waiting so
long
Waiting so long
Tenten loves him more than anything else!! She just wants to let him know and that's all. She really isn't expecting a lot. He seems a lot for her and if compared she sure is going to be criticized. But never the less it sure is going to take a miracle for him to love her.
He's
soft to the touch
But frayed at the ends he breaks
He's never
enough
And still he's more than I can take
Oh
cause I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so
beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold
on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful
Or
just a beautiful disaster
She knows that Neji is too proper and intellectual to fall in love but still there's always hope.