Goodbye to you

My heart thunders
my throat is tight
my heart is dancing
and I don't know why
you hurt me dear
you did this night
but you don't know
because you're gone

And then you're there
but then you're not
and then I knew
you were never there
this isn't you
you should be gone
you should be resting
amid the clouds

You're cold and dark
you never know
that you should be
gone for rest
you don't forget
the old one was
you want the old
but I am new

She changed me
that angers you
let me live
a future, true
the past is gone
its in my heart
I feel guilt
when we depart

She's healed my heart
of its hole
that you have left
I feel raw
she's always smiling
where is yours?
It's my fault
you're this way

She promised me
that she would stay
and love me for
who I am
but you did not
but I'm to blame
my heart turns cold
with your name

I killed you twice
once for sure
I see your grave
I put it there
I hope that you
forgive me soon
but I now have
a darling mate

You know her
she "knew" you
the old soil one
that wasn't true
she holds my hand
and rubs my ear
and its then I know
Kagome's near

~*~

Ok, so it started rhyming and then it didn't, I didn't mean for that to
happen.