Aaaah, well, this is a new fic that came out from discussing about general fanfiction storylines for Natsu, Lisanna and Lucy with one of my story "Warmth" readers; Gunpowder Cookies.
I see it as a new idea to see how much Lucy can bring her anger to the limits. Natsu will have a hard time for what I know hahaha.
Not even I know how this will turn out yet, but I will try my best to make it interesting. It will be only three chapters.
Wish you like it and thanks for reading!
Ambitious Rookie.
Chapter 1:
Betrayed.
"Aaaaaarg!"
Crash.
…
Oh… now that's a pity. Well, that's the bad part of grabbing anything that's in reach and throwing it against the walls.
Her big brown orbs followed the wall, down to the rest of... THAT.
Looking directly to the rectangular, thin object, she tortured her heart and mind, wanting to feed her hatred, making it grow bigger and bigger... to stop suffering everytime she thought about it, everytime she thought about HIM. And, partly, she achieved her objective, but only partly. Her hatred grew EVERYTIME SHE SUFFERED, prove that she just couldn't stop crying, sobbing, shouting and dreaming about it. She would wake up with tears flowing down her face almost everyday and then, like today, snap, grab whatever she could and throw it against a wall strongly, wanting to break everything down, including the house so she would be buried under it.
Most probably, having grabbed THEIR photo was one of her subconcious mind's tricks. She hated it. Why did she still have a photo of them both together? Happy wasn't a problem there, though; the problem was them. His arm around her shoulder, his stupid gigantous grin, his perfect abs, his pink hair and her blind happiness beaming out everywhere. Actually, if it was about directing her happiness, her sex appeal, her smile, her shiny eyes, it was all directed to that guy.
The guy who left her.
Yes, and it wasn't one of those "left" as in a "break up" situation. She loved him more than anyone else, but they weren't in a relationship. But wait! They were the best of best friends and suddenly, just because that girl came back, he...
"Hey, what's happening to you?"
"Forget it! Nothing's wrong with me! Leave me alone!"
"Are you fucking joking? We are best friends! I want to know if something's happening to you, Natsu!"
"Damn, Lucy, I will say it simply enough for you to get it already. I don't want to see your face nor hear your voice. I don't wanna be near you! Just leave me alone!"
During too many moments the air became heavy and silence buried them.
"Oh, and, you know? I love Lisanna."
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARG!" Lucy shouted grabbing her notebook and throwing it against the floor, making the pages crumple with her handwriting reminding her she wrote her story there.
"Damn it..." Lucy mumbled loudly. "This is destroying me." Not the house, not him, not her, only the things most important to the blonde were being destroyed by her own two hands. She twisted her tongue against her teeth in frustration. Closing her fists tight, she inhaled a large amount of air.
"I HATE YOU!" She shouted, the strongest she could.
'Hear me you bastard, I know you can'
"I COMPLETELY AND FUCKING HATE... YOU...!" She repeated (adding some new words), being cut by the sobs growing in her throat and the tears wanting to fall and achieving their goal.
She curled inside her bed and held her legs to her chest, desperately searching for warmth... but couldn't find that warmth in her own wrecked self, and the person that once was that warm... coldly cut her feelings with sharp glass and left her cold like never before. Colder than when she lived with her father alone and as cold as when her mother died... only that he wasn't dead.
She hated him with all she had for making her feel this way, for leaving her out of his life so suddenly and for making her want to skip going to the guild that was her home! He was the worst bastard in Earth's face. Fuck him.
Her big brown orbs followed the wall, down to the rest of... that. She stood up slowly, rubbing her eyes and messing her hair even more than it was messed up already and walked towards the destroyed object. She stopped and looked at 'them' for some moments.
Sigh.
Kneeling down and taking the plastic paper from the corner, she pulled slowly, letting the broken glass fragments fall to the ground. She looked at the picture once more as minutes went by.
"I'm an idiot." was the last thing she said before going out and into the path she always walked to get to the guild.
In her appartment, a drawer remained slightly opened and inside rested a photo she just couldn't manage to throw away.