Hey Roma

I remember how you said that you didn't want to see me anymore, normally I respect last wishes but I honestly couldn't stay away… I just came to talk for a while there are some things I need to say.

I didn't get your message until it was too late…I had come home from another long trip and there was a note on the table… I thought maybe you were just playing a game. I read it and…I couldn't hold back the tears. I'm sorry I wasn't there when you said good-bye.

I really wish I could have been there when you left. I don't know what I would have done…I had been thinking about that moment since you first came to live with me. It's natural for a henchman to leave his boss, but it just seemed so natural for us to be together.

I loved all the fun we had picking tomatoes, playing in the rain, acting like we were a family. Something we countries can never really have. It was like I had a son, but you were so much more than that…I loved you not just as a henchman as something way more important.

I'm sorry. I should have never gone out on that stupid trip. It wasn't worth it. I should have stopped the stupid trips when you came to live with me. I would have if I had known how little time we would have together…

Now I have to live with the choices I made. There is no way to go back and take walks with you holding your hand, no way to relive those nights we sat up looking out at the stars or to hold you again.

I knew that you wanted to come with me but it was too much for you at the time but eheh I guess I was wrong. You seem to be able to handle so much, you grew up before my eyes and I missed it all.

It's too late now to sit up with you when you had bad dreams or when you fought with your brother. It's too late to see that beautiful smile of yours…

I just want one more day to laugh with you, to hold you close. In all honesty you are…were… no…are my favorite henchmen, friend, companion whatever we could've been.

So Romano I'm sorry

I miss my little piece of heaven.