Shattered Hearts and Broken Promises
Summary: Maybe if she kept her promises then her heart would stop breaking. But this time was different… it was him.
She was heartbroken.
But it's not as if it mattered. (Lair)
At least that's what she kept telling herself. (Keep on going; it's not going to work.) She kept walking down the cold hard concrete as rain slightly pattered against her hair. Maybe, this was god's way of telling her she was never going to find love, and anyone who even showed a slight interest were going to fall for the spell (or in her case curse) of the one and only Carly Shay. But she thought this was different, he was different. However, he wasn't. She kept messing up, she kept stumbling, and she kept losing. Who compete with brown eyes, brown hair, pale skin and cute smile? They were perfect for each other in every way. They were two pieces that were made for one another. They were perfect. (You know there not though.) You saw his smile when she came running towards him. (But did you see the sadness when you walked away.) She wouldn't mess this up for them no matter how much you want to. You guys didn't fit anyway, were he was soft you were hard. Were he was warm you were cold. Were you had unrequited love in your eyes, his was covering something up. You had your chance many a time. When, you both kissed each other on the balcony. When he told you that he loved you. (However, were too stubborn to admit you loved him to.) It was your time to go. By now, you had made it to the front of the airport. In your hand was a blue duffle bag and three hundred dollars in your purse. Maybe it was time to keep your promise and keep away from a broken heart. You weren't paying attention while you got you ticket, went through security and made your way to the front waiting for them to check your boarding pass. You were so out of it you couldn't here his voice over the raging war in your head. "Sam, Sam stop." You turn your face to his. His face in front of yours, here was your chance to redeem yourself. Your chance to tell him you loved him and for him to tell it to you back. Then her face came to mind. She would always be there even though she was her best friend and she loved her to death, who compete with brown eyes, brown hair, pale skin and cute smile? You couldn't at that was the painful and earth shattering truth. "Sam I love you, I love, I love you, I love you, and how many times do I have to say it before you know it's true." You believe him, you really do and you do not know how much you want to jump in his arms and kiss him, tell him you love him to. But her face kept coming to you mind. This is the first time you speak your voice was calm, serene, and sounded like you were on the verge of tears. " Freddie I believe you, you could see his face perk up and you hate to be the one who pushes it down but you have to, " But how do I know it will last, were only seventeen years old, I can't deal with another heart break because the guy I liked or loved fell for Carly Shay because I left them alone for two minutes. I have to know. I'm not asking for you to wait for me I'm just want to know I could leave you alone with her, and that you won't head over heels in love with her that you forget about me or you fall out of love with me. I know there's a big chance that you will and I'm physically prepared for that. I just have to know Freddie, I have to keep my promise." With that you turn around and walk away determined to keep away from a shattered heart and another broken promise.