The Backstory: Lara is floating alone in space, Myn never showed up on Corellia and she lost hope in her future.
Hello to anyone out there. My name is Lara Notsil and I'm about to die. I only have two hours of air left, and when you're alone in the vastness of space, it all passes by in an instant. The time is currently 14:23 galactic standard time, 17 ABY. If you're a bounty hunter, then you should know that the reward for my death is only 4,500 credits, so it's not really worth it. The rest of this message is for Lieutenant Myn Donos, Rogue Squadron.
Myn. I hope you're at peace now that I'm gone. I don't regret dying. Some wise man once to me that dying is the day worth living for. But I never thought that I'd go out like this, alone in the vastness of space. I would alwaysdream that I'd go down in a blaze of flame, like a pilot. Or on my deathbed, surrounded by my children and grandchildren. But that thought is futile. I mean, the only guy I ever liked would have gladly pulled the trigger on my death.
Anyways, it's quiet out here and I'm at peace. I just wanted to tell you, even though you won't accept it, that I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. If I could change the past, then I definitely would. I'm not that smart, but I know that what I did was wrong.
Before I go, I want you to know that the time I spent with you was the best time of my life. You were a great friend and I'm sorry that you found out my secret. But it's probably better that way. I don't know if I could have kept living that lie.
It's getting difficult to breathe in here. My air tank says an hour and a half, but they always lie.
I don't have anyone left in this galaxy. Tonin died a few months ago, and since then it's been only me. They say that hope is the worst emotion in the world, because it leaves you with a false drive in life, but I know that hope is what kept me going through the years since the incident. The smallest hope that someday, you would forgive me.
But there is something I need to say. I've never told anyone this before now, because I never felt this emotion. I love you Myn Donos.
Lara Notsil, out.