These are my one shot drabbles They are all Itachi uke oneshots. I know I know don't start another story until you're finished with the others but… hey I still hope you like it :)

Paring KisaIta

Warning(s) Character death, cutting etc.

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The door was locked, with no way in. It had been that way for two weeks. Ever since Kisame had gone missing. Ever since the search for him had been called off.

Ever since his mangled corpse had been found at the door, by none other then his partner best friend and lover, Itachi.

3 weeks ago

Itachi crumpled to the ground as the kunai struck him in the shoulder. He turned sharply as he heard a whistling sound.

The kunai flew threw the air right at him.

Itachi dodged landing on his elbow at an odd angle. He gasped in pain as his elbow shattered. Quickly standing up his eyes morphed into the sharingan and he charged at the enemy with terrifying speed.

Soon three lay dead, but there were many more. He had no time to react when a kunai was sent for his slender chest. Itachi was grabbed and lifted to safety in the arms of Kisame.

"You okay angel?"

"…Y-yeah thanks." Itachi murmured blushing as Kisame set him down and kissed him on his forehead. Kisame glanced around.

"There's so many." He whispered.

"We can beat them." Itachi replied lovingly. Kisame smiled at his young lover. He threw a ninja off of him and took Itachi's shoulders. He knelt down and kissed the Uchiha deeply.

"Remember Itachi I will always love you." He whsipered. Suddenly Kisame was jabbing at Itachi's pressure point and everything faded to black.

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Itachi woke up with a start. He lay alone curled against a large rock.

'Kisame must have carried me here.' Itachi thought getting to his feet. He stumbled down the path and into the clearing. His eyes flashed red as he looked at the many bodies. His eyes searched for Kisame. He broke into a run.

"Kisame?...Kisame! Kisame where are you!?" Itachi yelled as he raced among the bodies desperately.

There was no sign of him.

Itachi crumpled to his knees eyes clenched shut.

"…Kisame…where are you?" His eyes caught sight of something shiny laying in the dirt. With gentle fingers he picked it up and stared at it for a long time.

It was Kisame's headband. It was blood spattered and dirty. Itachi began to tremble. He held the head band to his chest and curled into him self.

Kisame…..

Sasori and Deidara made there way down the hill.

They had been ordered to find the two nin and they knew they were getting close.

"There they are." Sasori muttered. Deidara glanced into the dark to se a form huddled into a tight ball.

"I've got them, yeah." He said before running toward the figure. He was surprised to see it was only Itachi.

"Itachi are you okay? Where's Kisame yeah?" The bomber asked. Itachi glanced up at him and stared up at him with dead eyes.

"…I-I don't know." He whispered to the older boy. Deidara glanced around eyes trying to spot the shark.

Nothing.

Deidara looked back to the Uchiha and helped him to his feet, allowing the exhausted teen to lean against him.

"We'll find him Itachi, yeah." Deidara promised before Itachi's world faded.

One week ago.

The search had been called off two weeks ago, yet Itachi still searched. When he returned to the base he would sleep for a few hours to regain his strength and then search again.

One rainy night Itachi had been arguing with Pein.

Itachi who never yelled and was always level headed was screaming at his boss.

"ITACHI YOU HAVE TO GIVE UP! YOU CAN'T BE SEARCHING EVERYDAY YOU COULD DIE!"

"I DON'T CARE! I LOVE HIM AND I WON'T STOP LOOKING UNTIL I FIND HIM!" Itachi screamed back eyes blazing.

"DON'T YOU RAISE YOUR VOICE TO ME UCHIHA! I'LL KILL YOU IN AN INSTANT!" Pein roared angrily.

"THEN KILL ME! IT'S BETTER THAN LIVING WITHOUT KISAME!" Itachi's voice raised an octave.

The two stood still breathing hard. They glared at each other silently. Itachi turned and walked from the room ready to resume his searching. Pein sighed and Konan stood up looking at him gently.

"Sweet heart get me an asprin." Pein mumbled. Konan nodded with a sad smile.

"How many do y- Her voice was cut off by Hidan's voice.

The two walked into the entrance hallway. Itachi stood at the door, his eyes wide with horror.

Kisame lay at the door. Dead.

His body was mangled and bleeding large holes sat on his chest dried blood caked his body. Itachi fell to his knees letting out a low pain filled noise, that broke the akatsuki's heart to hear. They watched as Itachi sobbed against Kisame's cold chest. His body shook with sorrow. Konan being the mother hen knelt down and pulled him up to his feet trying to lead him away from his dead lover.

Itachi looked back one last time.

"Remember Itachi I will always love you."

Itachi lay curled in Kisame's side of the bed. His eyes were blood shot. He held Kisame's head band and note in his clenched fist.

The note had been found in Kisame's pocket. It was addressed to Itachi.

Angel,

I know that we will never see each other again. Orochimaru was behind the attack. He has me in his dungeons, and has been trying to get information out of me. But I won't say anything. Remember angel I will always love you, and I want you to be strong.

I remember when I first met you. You were so short you barely reached my elbow. But you were cute and shy, and so beautiful. You only got more beautiful as you grew up.

I wanted to ask you, before our mission, but I know that my life is near its end. There is an engagement necklace tucked into the letter. I wanted to ask you to marry me. I'm so sorry I never got the chance. Keep going Itachi and make me proud.

This is goodbye love, until we meet again.

Love, Kisame

P.S I love you

Itachi had been on the border line of killing himself, but Kisame didn't want him to. He was going to be strong for Kisame. He had to be. With the necklace around his neck, Itachi knew that Kisame was his only love.

The slit marks covering his wrist had bled and dried. But not his tears that still ran down his pale cheeks like a waterfall.

The necklace was beautiful. It was a sapphire and ruby necklace. One half ruby the other sapphire. It was in the shape of a heart. Kisame's was dead Itachi's was broken.

Deidara knocked on the door for the fourth time that day.

"Itachi are you okay?" He asked. Itachi turned to the door and got to his feet. He slowly walked toward it and opened it. Deidara stepped back. His blue eyes took in the Uchiha's blood shot eyes and bony body. His clothes hung on him and his hair was messed up.

"You 'kay, yeah?"

"…..No but I will be."

I'll be strong for you. And I'll keep on going….

Depressing huh? If you have any idea's for my next drabble tell me 'kay?

It has to be yoai and has to deal with Itachi. But you can choose any guy 'cept Konohomoru 'cause that would be weird. Tell me if you want it funny or depressing. Love you!