Hiya! Wow, my first fanfic for one of my favorite mangas! Just so you know, this is very weird. No holding back. Its kind of a what-the-hell fanfic, but hey, i had fun!

I dont own Gravitation. I love you Maki Murakami-sama! Thank you!

Vacation

"YUUUUUUUUKIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!" cries the exceptionally familiar voice of the pink-haired rock star. I sighed; there was no way I could possibly concentrate on my book now. Well, I guess it doesn't matter that much. At least he's home. Heh, are you surprised to hear such words from the master novelist Eiri Yuki, the cold, heartless writer? Well, Shuichi would be too, if I had voiced my thoughts aloud. Though really, he's helped me over come my past and I actually want someone special in my life. I've finally been able to accept Kitazawa-san as truly dead and gone. That bastard no longer controls my life from beyond the grave. Thanks to Shuichi. This sounds like something corny you'd hear in my romance novels, but it's true. Shuichi, because of his persistent love and patience (though he could be pretty damn annoying at times), has helped me accept and live. I still can't believe I'm saying this, it's hard because I'm not used to talking like this at all, but I'm gonna try to be more honest for Shuichi.

"Yuki, Yuki, Yuki, Yuki, YUKI!"

He's been happier than he ever has, I think because of my break-through, and he's really trying to help me. But, he can be overbearing at times. Don't get me wrong, I'm not an open book or anything, and I still go back to my old ways a lot because he seems more comfortable when I only show a little compassion, and I have to admit I do too. Even though I know this break-through is a good thing, I still can't help but feel a little vulnerable.

Shuichi bursts into my office, and I see his face light up.

"What is it, punk?"

I manage to insult him, but I don't call him a damn brat any more. I think punk is just fine. He seems to not have even have noticed, though. He smiles even wider and comes up and gives me hug while I'm still in my chair.

"I just wanted to see you, that's all!" he says, squeezing me tighter.

I have a look of surprise on my face. I mean, Shuichi's hugs are just so… well, they seem to mean more than they used to. Then I decide to hug him back.

"Well, here I am."

I can feel his body squirming and I can tell he's noticed I didn't tell him to go away or that he's annoying me, and I can almost feel happiness radiating off his face. It really doesn't take much for him to smile, I'm pretty sure if I gave him a plate he wouldn't stop talking about what a wonderful 'present' I gave him. Now all of him is in my chair. We're actually in an odd position, me sitting with my legs crossed in my chair, and him just sitting on his knees on top of me.

All of a sudden I feel him stop, almost like he's hesitating. I wonder what's on his mind. I just hold him for a few minuets and suddenly he looks up at me with a serious expression on his face.

"Yuki?" His eyes grow twice their normal size, and he seems to be almost afraid. After a few moments of silence and me nodding to indicate that I'm listening he finally says in a quiet voice, "I love you."

So that's it. I was wondering when this was going to happen. I had already told him I loved him, but that was just answering a question. Now, Shuichi wanted to hear those words come out of my mouth. He didn't ask me if I loved him, he told me he loved me. I personally noted the significance. I could tell that what would happen next would be very important to him. All of a sudden he grabs my shirt, and just holds it. Then he closes his eyes and lies down as best he can on my chest; almost as if telling me "It's alright, whenever you're ready. I'll wait for you." It's funny. I can remember all the times that he would have appeared to have gotten closer to me, though the next day, or even minute, I would pretend it never happened. He would always get discouraged and think I had faked it or he really meant nothing. But almost everything he did, I noted, or tried to note. Secretly, I saw everything he did for me, all the time and effort, and the patience he had when I wouldn't 'notice'. He might get discouraged or stray a little, but who wouldn't? He never really left me, though I left him many times. Those memories of faith and determination came back to me. Then I knew only one response; it was then that I knew, without a doubt.

"I love you too."

He gasps, and slowly looks up at me with a shocked expression on his face. It then turns into a watery smile. His beautiful eyes brim with tears and I feel relieved when he looks at me like that. It's much better than having his nose bleed profusely and having him screaming and running around the house.

And for the first time in my life, I really feel absolute love, it's still deformed and unrefined and new, but I know what it is. I really love him.

"Yuki! Yuki, you said, you said, you… loved me!" He starts crying, smiling the whole time.

I raised my hand and brushed his tears away. After a while, he calms down and just sat there smiling at me. I'm not at all annoyed. All of a sudden I have the undeniable urge to lean in and kiss him. As soon as I began exploring my lover's mouth, I tasted something much different than usual… strawberry, but not pocky.

"Ok, what's up with the weird taste?" I say after a few minutes. Yes, I mean minutes; it was weird, but not at all bad.

"You noticed!" Shuichi says beaming. "Your favorite food is strawberry shortcake, so I thought if I ate some you would like it better! Did you?"

I don't really know what to say, it was stupid for him to do that. He doesn't like strawberry shortcake, so he shouldn't have eaten it only to make me happy. But here he is, and that's the only thing on his mind. I smiled and swoop in for another kiss. "Yea, I like it a lot."

I feel him grin again. Moron, doing something like that, all so I would have more fun kissing? Heh, he's pretty stupid sometimes…

A few more minutes passed, I start to curl my tongue around his, deepening the kiss, leaving no surface untouched. (Yes, I'm very good at kissing.)

He moves closer to me. I can feel him getting exited. It doesn't really take much though. Then suddenly he sits up.

"Hey! I brought some strawberry shortcake from the store so you can have some too! Do you want any?"

I lean my head against Shuichi's before I speak. "You're up to something aren't you? You want me to agree to something, isn't that right?"

Shuichi's eyes become tiny black dots. "Oh um, no! No I'm not doing anything! Nope, nothing's up my sleeves!"

It's so easy to tell when he lies.

He sighs. "Ok, Yuki. You win! Are you ready?" His eyes light up and he suddenly bounces off the chair and stands in the middle of the room. "We're going to take a one-week vacation to Norway!"

"…" I don't know what hit him over the head, but I'm about to do the same.

His smile fades a little. "Yuki, it'll be a lot of fun! K-san already said I could have a week off as long as I come up with 2 new songs when I get back. And Seguchi-san even helped me plan it out! Please, Yuki! Just the two of us! We can go sledding and skiing, and make snowmen, and we'll be all alone. No media, no one who knows anything about us. We can go where ever we want and not have to watch our backs. We could even, kiss in public, if we wanted."

I can tell this means a lot to him. I don't know why it's so different to kiss in public and not in the house, or preferably, bedroom. Still, what the hell gave him that idea? I mean, Norway? But he did already plan it out, and it'll crush him if I say no, though he won't force me to agree.

"Ok, we'll go to Norway, but I'm not making a snowman."

Shuichi's face lights up again and he runs into me almost knocking my chair against the wall trying to give me a hug.

"Yuki! I'm so happy, thank you! Thank you! We'll have lots of fun I promise!"

What have I gotten myself into? I'm about to yell at Shuichi and tell him to get the hell off of me, but there's his smile again… and his eyes…

"Where's that strawberry shortcake? I'm hungry."

Shuichi runs off into the living room to retrieve my food while I sit there and try to understand what I just agreed to. I just know that Shuichi is going to do something stupid. After all, it wouldn't be much of a vacation if he acted normal, I guess.

Well, did u guys like it? Ok, i know its weird, but thats what makes it fun! please review! It makes me so happy! By the way, im planning on making this rather long, i dont know if u guys like that or if i should just skip straight to the lemon... well, R&R! arigato gozaimas!