Hellllllo fanfiction :) I'm back again with a multi chapter, that I HOPE nobody else has done before. As you all know, I'm a huge Kames fanatic. And today, while I was with my mom for mothers day, I was listening to her iPod and a song came up and I immediately thought of a Kames story for it. This is based off the song "In Your Room" by Halestorm, and this is going to be one of my works of art that hopefully I can keep up with. I don't see it going far with a lot of chapters, but I do plan to get this going. Because I plan to show you guys James and Kendall's childhood together, what happened with James and his family, and everything they go through together. So if you'd like, listen to the song and read this, or do it while reading it, either way, I suggest hearing the song :) anyways, I hope you like it! enjoy!
Disclaimer: I own nothing in this story, just the idea, which is the song so that's not mine either. and of course I don't own Kendall or James, but that would be fun to have. Just saying.
Let me in your room. I've seen the rest of you. But I know there's something more in your room. I'm right outside your door, show me things you've never shown before. A few pictures from your past, and those walls you painted black. And the secrets that you keep under your bed. All you have to do, is let me in your room.
He stared blankly at the white door in front of him, taking a deep breath before knocking on it softly, his voice near a whisper. "James?" his only response was a sniffle from the other side of the door, and a soft thud, which he presumed was James hitting the door. "James, please. Why do you do this to me? Why won't you let me in?"
"Leave me alone, Kendall."
James's answer was shaky, and Kendall knew that when James got like this, it was time to leave him alone. But not this time, he wasn't gonna stand around and watch everyone step on him. He had sat back too many times, and now he wasn't going to. He knocked again. "James, let me in. Please. You can't keep doing this."
There was shuffling, and after a few awkward seconds, the door opened slowly, revealing a disheveled, red eyed, tear streaked James. Kendall did nothing but opened his arms, and James did the rest, falling into his arms and letting out those quiet whimpers that killed Kendall every single time he heard them. Kendall didn't say anything, there was silence between them, give for James's soft cries into Kendall's shirt. Kendall slid his hand up and down James's back, something he knew that calmed James down every single time. After a few minutes, Kendall pulled James's head back, making sure they were face to face. "Why do you do this to yourself James?"
James didn't say anything, just turned his face away from Kendall as fresh tears welled up and spilled over onto his reddened cheeks. Kendall sighed softly, cupping James's face and stroking his thumbs over his cheeks, wiping away the tears that were running down his face. "I know you're hurting James. I've been there your whole life. I've watched the abuse you've suffered from your dad after your mom died. I watched you sit back and take it as the kids in school would beat you until you were on the floor bleeding. But you have to open up to me James. You can't keep holding this in."
"I… I'm scared, Kendall." he whispered back, his voice barely audible.
Kendall closed his eyes, resting his forehead against James's. "I know you're scared. But James, you have to believe me on this. I'm not going to hurt you. I've been there eighteen years of your life, and I'm still here. I hate sitting back and watching them hurt you. Please just let me in. I can help you, if you let me."
James stepped back from Kendall, wiping the tears on his face, and Kendall swore for a minute that James was gonna shut him out again, turn his back on his best friend and shut the door in his face. But James held it open, turning his head around to look at Kendall and he took a deep breath. "Don't make me regret this, Kendall."
A/N: Okay so I know this is REALLY short. But a few things.
One: I have no idea when I'll be able to update this, because I wrote this on a whim.
Two: I'm still unsure if Carlos and Logan are going to be in this, but they probably will because Carlos is my little confliction and he'll bug me to put him in this story and he doesn't go anywhere without his little Logie. So they'll probably wind up being in this too.
Three: If you DO read this, please spread the word if you like it? And please PLEASE review! I love reviews and love hearing all of your feedback :) And I'd like to know if I should continue or delete it, so please spread the word? :)
I love you all.