Prologue
I'm so angry.
It hurts to cry.
Until now I never understand why, people leave me behind and don't even care.
Painful to my heart but not to theirs.
So much lies not enough truth.
I lost the will to write, don't seem I want too.
Can't let 'em, get to me.
So mad.
Can't eat or sleep.
They leave me behind but why do I still care.
I'm tired and angry.
So tired and angry.
Doesn't make sense.
Not at all.
I hope someone will catch me when I fall.
Fallen
Chapter 1- The Butterfly Effect.
Did you ever have that feeling that people were looking at you but when you turned around they weren't? Did you ever have that feeling that people were watching while you showered but when you looked around every corner no one was there? Did you ever have that feeling that in class, while you read someone was plotting against you but you weren't able to read minds so you weren't sure who? Or have you ever had that feeling that your boyfriend was cheating on you, but you couldn't prove it so just left it alone?
I experience everything, a part of everyday.
I know I sound so blah and emo but no one likes me. And when I mean no one likes me, I really mean it.
I'm normal as normal can be. Not like my other classmates. Most of them were vampires or werewolves. Or witches...
My name is Elena Gilbert. I'm seventeen, turning eighteen on November 10. I'm a Scorpio, the scorpion. I have long dark hair that reaches my back, it used to reach my ass but people couldn't stop throwing gum in it. I live with my mother. She's a drunk and a smoker. My dad doesn't even care that I exist. I'm tall and have nice olive skin and I have dark brown eyes.
Everybody hates me.
People throw numerous things at me and don't get me started on the list. Just about anything you can think of. Has been thrown at me or dumped on me.
Last year, they tried to throw dog poop at me but a freshman girl warned me a-head of time so I faked being sick. They found out about it and threw the dog shit at her.
Now they call her Dog-shit girl, all because she tried to help me.
But I don't need any help. The more people help the more I get screwed and I don't understand why would they do this to me. I just don't get it.
But school is starting again soon and I have to face them again. No matter if I change schools or not. They all know where I live...well used too. They egged my house every holiday. It was like a Thank you for accepting this, kind of thing.
But this year, I was tired of it. I was not going to deal with what they were giving me. I was going to change.
They were going to see how I really could become because they pushed me to the edge. I was going to wreck hell on everyone who ever done me wrong. I was going to be the baddest bitch they have ever seen and I wasn't going to stop until I felt satisfied.
I was going to be a new Elena. Who didn't take what they gave. I was going to stand up and fight. I was going to fight.
I was going to start believing in myself. I was going to start with one person, who started it all.
And that was Caroline Forbes.
But it would take time. She would get hers, soon enough. After I changed from a caterpillar to a butterfly, to a badass butterfly.
;..;
Three months later...
It was the first day of school and I walked inside. I had on a red short shirt that showed off my belly button piercing. The shirt covered my shoulders and the pants I had on were tight pants that had a bunch of rips in them. My hair was straight and down my back, the ends were curled. I had fading blue streaks somewhere in my hair. My heeled boots clicked as I walked to the locker I was assigned. I was a senior this year so I got a locker.
Yay!
I flipped my hair over my shoulder as I bent over and looked for my number. I found it above me and laughed at myself. I was being silly, but I had to re-collect myself. I didn't want these old people to see the old me. They were going to see the new Elena.
I looked at the wrinkled up piece of paper in my hands and turned the dial so I could open up the black locker. I turned it to zero before turning it to two, four, and nineteen, running the password through my head so I would remember it later. I stuffed the piece of paper into my pocket with my cellphone and pushed the button down so I could open my locker. It swung open and I placed my book bag inside. It had Yoshi all over. I don't care if it didn't work with my badass image or not. I loved that little dinosaur.
I stuffed the backpack inside, re-adjusting everything so I could get a pen and a pencil. I didn't care about getting paper. It was the first day of school. Who needed paper on the first day of school?
I rolled my eyes and stepped back, sliding my pen and pencil into my pocket as I slammed my door shut.
I watched as all the new people, freshman and juniors, passed by me without saying a word.
And to think, most of them tormented me.
"Elena?"
I knew that giggly bitchy voice anywhere. I turned around and saw her, her with her blonde hair and her pink lips and her blue eyes. Her peeps were behind her as usual, trying to scare me but that wasn't me anymore. I was someone different.
I knew everyone behind her.
Anna; she was the shortest but was the quiet slut around school. She was a vampire.
Vickie; was the one of the tallest and every chick had a piece of her. She was human who shared with the vampires. She was one of Anna's favorites and also Jeremy, the werewolves girlfriend.
Ben; he was a human and Anna's boyfriend. He had a crush on me til last year until Anna compelled him.
I knew all of them except for the guy that was up on Caroline, the vampire. He didn't look like Matt. Matt with the American looks and blondish hair. This guy had short hair that spiked up and he had green eyes. He wore a black jacket and a white shirt with jeans. I looked at his feet. His boots were dirty.
Ewww.
"Elena, you look different. But that still doesn't change anything. Your till so ugly." I watched as Anna rose her head high in the air, sniffing. "And still human, no one wants to turn you. Awwww." She made a face and I wanted to slap it off of her. Fucking vampire whore bitch.
"Yeah, I guess it's about time you just quit coming to school. We'll be able to kill you eventually."
Caroline let out a loud laugh.
I shook my head.
They weren't going to scare me with the Halloween Festival. Where all the vampires and werewolves got together and picked one human to bleed out. It was against the rules but they found a way to kill someone. Last year it was a chick named Cindy. All she did was pick up Matt's fallen books.
That, this year, was not going to be me.
"How about you suck a dick Caroline. I have better things to do." I flicked my tongue piercing over my upper lip and I started to smirk before I took a step back and walked away.
As I walked away, I felt a cold stare on my back as I walked. It gave me the creeps.
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