1It had been three months since he left, since my everything left. I truly had no desire to live if Edward wasn't going to be with me. I had however promised not to do anything reckless or stupid. But I had thought of many ways to kill myself, even if I promised I wouldn't do it. There was, pills, slitting my wrists (which I already cut myself anyway) I could drown myself, jump of a bridge or cliff or something, I could stab myself and so much more. But Charlie would be so upset if I killed myself. I doubt he'd be able to handle if he found out I cut myself killing myself would surely kill him too.

"Bella!!" Yelled Charlie

I opened the door to my room and poked head out "WHAT!"

"When's dinner?" He asked

I sighed "I'll cook in a minute"

"Alright" he said

I made my way down the stairs and into the kitchen so I could prepare Charlie's dinner. I opened the freezer and pulled a bass. I was going to make a Baked Stuff Bass for dinner I knew he'd like it. I wouldn't because I hate fish but he'd like it. The fish was already cleaned so I just had to prepare it.

Charlie walked into the kitchen "What are you making for dinner?" he asked

"Baked Stuffed Bass" I told him

He smiled "Sounds good"

I didn't smile back. I couldn't. I forgot how to smile three months ago. If there wasn't a frown on my face there was no emotion at all. I was merely a shell of who I used to be. Who I was before Edward left.

After I cooked dinner and set it on the table for Charlie I told him I wasn't all that hungry. He frowned at me but said 'ok' I told him I was going for a walk. He nodded and continued his dinner after tell me to be careful.

I grabbed my sweatshirt and pulled it on over my black T-shirt. I slipped on my low top converse and walked outside. I walked down the road the wood just to my right. I glanced at the woods, sometimes I just want to run through there find a cliff and jump off. I wont though. Today or..tonight the would seemed different, they seemed...less peaceful I guess. I walked for a few more minutes till the houses began to fade away and until I was almost completely surrounded by woods except for the road. I sighed and leaned against a tree that's when thing started to go wrong.

My 'tree' wrapped a cold arm around my waist and covered my mouth. I tried to scream but it was not use because of the hand over my mouth. I tried to struggle but he was to strong and that to was of no use. Then I felt him lower his cold lips to my neck.

'A vampire' my mind screamed

My eyes widened, he was going to bite me! I was going to die! I felt his smirk on my skin. He kissed my neck and began to lick and kiss it but he didn't bite it. As my breathing began to get raspy he chuckled in my ear.

"I'm not going to bite you" He said while he licked my earlobe

Then my mind began to conjure up a whole set of new things he could be planning to do with me. I liked the biting and killing better than the other things my mind came up with.

"I'm not going to do anything to you Bella" He said and now that I actually listened to what he was saying I realized he sounded familiar but from where?

"I have to take you to Victoria" He said

That when I realized we were now in a car. How did he get me here? I don't remember moving willingly. Actually I don't remember moving at all. Then I realized where I knew his name from

"Laurent!" I shouted

He winced at the loudness of my voice and nodded. I have to get out of here I thought and reached my hand towards the door handle.

"Don't even try in Bella, we're moving at about 150 miles per hour if you were to jump you'd die on impact"

My hand slid away from the door handle and a slumped down in to the seat. I was going to die. Victoria was going to kill me and to make it all worse Edward wouldn't even care.

'He wouldn't even care, he wont care' My eyes started to water as I thought about how much I loved him and how much he didn't care.

Laurent glanced at me out of the corner of his eye and his look showed regret. Why was he regretting taking me to Victoria? If he didn't want to do it then why was he?

"Why are you doing this?" I asked him

He looked at me again "Please don't make this any harder then it has to be"

I looked at him my eyes still watery and I'm sure I was still crying.

"If you don't want to then why are you?" I asked

He sighed "I have no choice"

I shook my head "You always have a choice"

He turned into the airport. I didn't know where we were going but now it involved a plane ride. Laurent looked at me and I stared back at him. We were parked in the parking lot not far from the entrance to the airport.

He nodded "Your right, but the decision is up to you now"

I looked at him in question. What did he mean?

"I won't take you to Victoria if you do one thing"

I nodded and he continued

"Bella" Laurent said "You have to bear me a child"

I gasped was he serious?! I didn't know what to say.

"I..I...Fine"

Laurent nodded and got out of the truck and walked around to my side. He wouldn't let go of my hand and I guessed it was so I wouldn't run.

"Where are we going?" I asked him

He looked down at me "London"

"But what about Charlie?" I needed to know about Charlie he was my father.

Laurent paused and thought for a moment before pulling out a cell phone and dialing. He was talking to fast for me to understand. Then he hung up the phone and continued walking.

"I've got it taken care of"

He pulled out a pair of sun glassed and told me to put them on. I did as told but not without asking why.

He sighed "because we're going to fake your death and it going to look bad if people see you boarding a plane with me"

I nodded and put the glasses on. Then we went to buy our tickets.

"Two tickets to London" Laurent told the lady

She nodded but looked at me like I was an idiot wearing sunglasses on a rainy day.

"She's blind" Laurent told her

"Oh" the lady said and I watched face fall in embarrassment at staring. I could have laughed but I held my mirth in.

She handed us our tickets just as our plane was called for boarding. We quickly boarded the plane and sat down. I sat on the window side and Laurent sat next to me and some girl was sitting next to him.

She looked at him smiled. Happy she was sitting next to someone as beautiful as Laurent. Laurent didn't show any interest in her what so ever which seemed to upset her.

"So why are you going to London" She said

Laurent snorted "I highly doubt that's any of you business"

"Laurent don't be so rude" I smiled at him

"Oh do you to know each other" The girl asked

'Naww' I said sarcastically in my head

"Yes we're.." Laurent cut me off

"Yes we're going to get married she's my fiancee" Laurent smiled

I looked at him for a minute before smiling and nodding. The girl frowned before putting on a smile that seemed forced and inside I was laughing at her.

The our plane took flight and we were on our way to London, England.